Jesse James (![]() ![]() @ 2015-05-08 21:39:00 |
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Entry tags: | !thread, backdated, ivy rowan, jesse james |
Backdated thread
Who: Jesse and Ivy (With appearance from Tyr)
Where: Jesse's house
When: January 4th late
What: Jesse numbs his broken heart
Rating: Should be pretty low
It was a damn good thing that Jesse wasn't scheduled to work tonight. He would have been poor company for Evon. He probably would have found himself a fight and managed to get himself hurt too. So really it was best that he was here, on his couch, with a nearly empty bottle of Jake hanging from his fingers. It was best just to numb the feelings in his chest. the pressure that his broken heart caused. It amazed him that something so emotional could cause physical pain. though it wasn't the first time that he had felt this. It was worse this time though.
When Kat broke up with him it hurt. She had always avoided the idea of getting married when they talked about it. She always said she wasn't sure she even wanted to get married at all. Clearly that wasn't the case though. Her engagement had proven that it wasn't just that Kat didn't want to get married. It was him, she didn't want to marry him. To him it felt like the entire time that they had spent together had meant nothing. She had thrown herself in to this new relationship with the lion Rex, a man which Jesse knew damn well he could come no where near completing with, and had never looked back. She hadn't even been with him that long and she was planning on marrying him.
Jesse sighed audibly as he took another long swig from his bottle. He was going to have to go find another one soon. Clearly this one was not drowning out the thoughts or feelings. It was definitely numbing his senses and reactions though as he barely noted the sound of his front door opening and closing around the corner. Or reacted to the approaching sounds of footsteps.