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Melanie Moon (mel_moon) wrote in newhaven_mesg,
@ 2016-02-05 06:17:00

Entry tags:

!february2016, alison reed, melanie moon

Is it alright if I go to Wes' this weekend? He's going to teach me how to play Euchre. And maybe if Roxy wants, we can get one more and learn Spades. And I think he wants me to watch the Super Bowl with him.

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	alycat_ 2016-02-05 08:04 pm UTC (link)
	Uh... Sure. Just let me know if you need anything. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	mel_moon 2016-02-05 08:19 pm UTC (link)
	Do you not want me to go? You seem a bit hesitant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alycat_ 2016-02-05 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	No, it's fine. I probably owe Gabe a weekend anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mel_moon 2016-02-05 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	Do you want to plan for something next weekend? Just us? We can build a fort and not let Gabe in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alycat_ 2016-02-05 11:49 pm UTC (link)
	I'm working next Saturday, but maybe we could do a lazy Sunday? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mel_moon 2016-02-05 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	A very stress free lazy Sunday! ~~...~~ Do you love Gabe? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alycat_ 2016-02-06 12:17 am UTC (link)
	Perfect! Where did that come from? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mel_moon 2016-02-06 12:21 am UTC (link)
	Just.. Curious. I mean. You guys are together right? And you're having his baby... so there is love right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alycat_ 2016-02-06 12:32 am UTC (link)
	I think... yes. I think I do, but that's just me, probably completely one sided, and you can't tell him this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mel_moon 2016-02-06 12:37 am UTC (link)
	I won't. I promise. I just... how do you know if you love someone? Or if you have feelings for someone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

alycat_
2016-02-06 12:56 am UTC (link)

I don't know... With my fiance, we were young and I got swept up in it, it was all romance and he was my world. With Gabe... it just grew over time. It's little things like the baby, and I care about him, I put him at the forefront of my decisions, but it's different to before.He helped me become me and think of myself, and that's part of how and why I suppose I do love him.

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	mel_moon 2016-02-06 01:12 am UTC (link)
	What if someone makes you want to be a better person? And makes you feel safe? And completely comfortable, like you don't have to be anything or put up any facades... and you get chills when they are close? Whats that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alycat_ 2016-02-06 01:23 am UTC (link)
	It's probably something worth opening up to and seeing whether it can get even better. Is it a secret? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mel_moon 2016-02-06 01:33 am UTC (link)
	So it is something... How do you open up to it then? Is what a secret? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alycat_ 2016-02-06 01:42 am UTC (link)
	You just spend time with the person and let it happen naturally. Is it a secret who you're talking about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

mel_moon
2016-02-06 01:49 am UTC (link)

Okay. I can do that. I think.

Well I mean. I haven't came out and told him or anything. I may have talked to Roxy ~~and Caden~~ about him. I don't mind telling you. But can you not say anything to Gabe? I'd kinda like to figure out what's going on and what these feelings are and. You know... But yeah. I think maybe I guess I like Wes? Like is the word? I don't know. I'm going to just hide.

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