Merrit/Zel {I am Breathing.} He thought, as they moved down the line to get their food. {I didn't realize how many kids would be here.} Merrit didn't, not like kids. He just didn't spend time around them. It sort of made him feel uncomfortable. Probably due to an irrational fear that whatever drove his father was in him too. It wasn't, but that's why they call fears irrational.