As she rested in that tub, she could feel what Merritt was feeling when it came to his father and even hearing those words had her shaking again. But as they both seemed to close their eyes and ope the other was gone. All that was left was Zel and Jason. So when he tried to pull her, she struggled a bit. Shoving him away from the best she could, but it was no use.
She listened to his words. A defeated shrug escaped her at his questions. "You could have done that... on instinct." She said about him taking on two Cybermen. No, it wasn't because he cared. It was because he was Arthur. That's why he did it. Least that's what she told herself.
Once lifted and brought into the room, she came to lay on the bed. Watching him reveal the blue pill, as she shook her head. When he looked at her, she was a mess as it was clear the woman was struggling. Again she came to bury her face this time in the pillow. "Don't... please, don't look at me... Not... like this..."