Who: Zel and Jason
When: Friday night
Where: Usual location
Why: Zel needs a distraction Zel is most likely going to break
What: Sex Comfort
Status: Complete
Ratings: Adult
Triggers/Warnings: Sex



Zel was coming off the nice high she’d given herself. After eating some of the food Merr had ordered, she came to log on. Her emotions were still high from everything that had happened. But after reaching out to Jason, the two had agreed to meet up as usual. Lord knows, Zel needed the distraction right now. So after looking through the clothes they had brought her, she decided on a blue dress. Her blond hair would be the look she picked for now as she grabbed at her coat and made her way out the insane apartment. But, she did stop to look at Merr asleep on the couch. “Please be here when I come back..” Is all she said in a low whisper.

The train ride to that hotel was usually easy. But, Zel was on high alert. And it wasn’t due to any drugs, but rather the nature of everything that had happened in a matter of two days. Her hand came through her hair, as she tried to calm her nerves. It wasn’t long before she reached that otel and came to the front. Those women greeting her once more, and dotting on what a lovely couple she and Jason were. “Thank you.” Is all she replied with. But as those elevator doors closed, she noticed that pink to her cheeks. Did she blush? A quick shake of her head as she came to search her pockets.

But her eyes widen as she came to realize she had left that vial back at the apartment. Her hands came to her face as she tried not to scream. Zel had never been sober. Least not for long and her being forced clean wasn’t fun either. But right now she was screwed since she had nothing on her. When those doors opened she quickly made her way to that usual room. Once inside, her coat would be laid on the bed as she moved within the bathroom. After washing her face off, she came to examine herself for the moment. She didn’t look so horrible, but the main visible thing on her face would be that cut to her lower lip and that slight bruise to her cheek from her struggle. A sigh escaped her as she started to re-apply her makeup.

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After the fight they’d had and then the remainder of the night that had been almost sweet, Jason was more confused about what sort of arrangement he had with Zel as ever. He asked Marion to do some digging when he saw her on the news, masking the request over concern about risks to their territory and possibly to assist The Wire, which they had an understanding with- for the time being. When Zel requested another visit he agreed, it was unusual for them to meet twice in the same week, but after seeing her on the news he just needed to make sure she was still in one piece at least.

He wasn’t as dressed up as he normally was, instead wearing a black pea coat and dark grey t-shirt with a pair of black jeans. Of course he also wore a scarf, seeing as he still had a mark on his neck that hadn’t fully faded. When he entered and saw Zel in the bathroom he moved to the doorway and leaned on the frame. “You know you don’t always have to get dolled up for me.” Jay said with a small smirk.

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Her hands were shaking. Which was a first for her, but she knew it was because that drug was leaving her system. She could barely do her makeup, so she ended up washing it off once more. But when she heard Jay’s voice, she let out a light laugh as she kept her head down. Shifting from that short blond hair to the longer red hair. Least it would cover the cut and slight bruise on her features. “I like getting dolled up for you.” She came to keep her head down though, since she didn’t want him to see the marks on her.

“..Why don’t you… Go pour yourself something to drink and I’ll finish up here..” She said slightly as she came to rock slightly against the sink. Which caused the black hair to cover her face even more. All she needed was to put foundation on. If he would just leave. Then it would be easier.

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“Okay.” He said softly with a nod to her. Jason pushed off the frame and walked over to the small bar set up and poured a drink. He didn’t drink or do drugs a lot, granted he wasn’t a teetotaler either, but he just didn’t need them to have a good time. Jay did acknowledge that sometimes substances like that could give you a different sort of good time. But in general he stayed clean- it was also a good example to set for his community. So when the drink was poured he only took a small sit before setting it down next to the bed and taking a seat.

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When he left she came to move towards the door and shut up quickly behind him. A deep exhale escaped her as she glanced to the mirror once more. Why the hell was she trying so goddamn hard right now? This was Jason. They’d done this for a while now, so why was she trying so hard. But as she stepped towards that mirror she came to exhale. That makeup applied to cover that bruise and soon lipstick to cover her cut. Least, she hoped it was covered enough.

Already she came to step out the bathroom as she glanced over to Jason who had taken a seat already. Her frame came to leave that bathroom as she came to stop across from him, her frame standing between his legs as she brought her hand through his hair and gripped as she tilted his head up, taking a look at that marking still on his neck. A smirk came over her features. Emerald hues soon came to look down at him for the moment, as she brought her hand out his hair and down his face and neck, before toying with the collar of his shirt.

She didn’t say anything, as she stood there just looking him over for the moment. “God, your handsome..” Is all she said. A slight face was made as she bite her lower lip and winced slightly as she came to turn her back to him as her fingers touched at that bruised cut. A deep sigh escaping her lips for the moment.

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He watched her and smiled softly. A hand reached up, moved her hand, and gently brushed his thumb over her lips. “You know they released the arrest footage… right?” Probably not, he didn’t know how much or even if she had been watching the news. His hand was no longer wrapped, but a few small cuts could be seen from the glass and his wrists had a faint red outline. “You don’t have to hide that from me.”

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She stopped, when she felt him trace his thumb over her lip. She was about to argue with him. Tell him who the hell did he think he was? But she didn’t. Instead she moved towards that box of tissues on the nightstand. A few tissues taken hold of as she came to rub at her face for the moment. When she was finally done, she tossed the papers into the trash. Her frame coming to turn around, as that red hair would go back to her normal blond color.

Her frame leaned against the nightstand as she came to look off to the side at first. But slowly, she turned her bruised features to look at him. “I..Didn’t know they released the arrest footage…” She said as her arms came to wrap around herself for the moment. Since she felt vulnerable for the moment.

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“...” Jason shook his head slightly as he reached out for her hand. He was about to ask her a slew of questions. ‘How high were you? Did you fight back? Did you say anything’ But she wasn’t one of his kids. And he was pretty sure she didn’t want to be treated as one. “That doesn’t matter now. You didn’t come to talk about that… you came to forget about it for a while. Right?” Jay felt torn, on one hand their deal was pretty simple… sex. But at that moment he wanted to take care of her, which went against the type of relationship they had.

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When he reached out for her hand, she came off that dresser. Hearing his words as she came to straddle him for the moment. “...I…” She stopped mid thought as she came to just stare at Jason for the moment. Her hands came to grip at her dress as she pulled it up off her frame.That dress was soon tossed to the floor, as she took his hand and brought it to touch over her ribs gently. She didn’t say anything to him. But it was conflicting for the moment. Since this would be the second time in one week they did something out the normal. So, she did the only thing she could think of. She kissed him. She wanted it to be needy, messy. Like all the others. But it was far from that, as her hands came to rest on either side of his face. The kiss itself was gentle.

--

He returned the kiss. There was no pressure or push to do anything more. With Zel they had always been a bit rough with each other, but Jason had other partners that were anything but. It was like put on the type of lover each needed.He pulled off his scarf and jacket, tossing them to the side as he gently placed a hand on her waist. As he stood from the bed he guided her to take his spot, laying down. Gently he ran his hands along her torso almost not touching her at all. He laid beside her and kissed her lips another time. Brushing the hair from her face, he slowly worked his way down, laying gentle kisses upon her skin, extra careful where she was injured. As he reached her thighs he gently placed a kiss on her inner thigh and slowly removed her panties.

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Zel didn’t do gentle. It wasn’t her thing at all. Yet, she didn’t argue with Jason on how things were going. She arched slightly into him when he kissed at her inner thigh, as her hand reached down to play with his hair for the moment. They weren’t lovers. They weren’t friends, or even enemies...So what the fuck were they? “..Come here..” She said in a whisper for her him to hear her. Already leading him up between her legs as she stared up at him for the moment.

Her hands trailed over his arm as she noted the cuts from the other night. But her focus came back to him. “...Jason… why did you try to reach me..” She asked as she kept her fingers trailing along his frame,until they came to his jeans. Fingers coming to undo his pants as she pushed then down as best she could with her hands, before doing the rest with her feet.

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He didn’t argue and assisted in the removal of his jeans. Her question… “I was concerned.” Jason answered honestly. “Our… purely physical relationship, doesn’t mean that I’d want to see harm come to you, Zel. I reached out to you as I would have anyone I knew who I watched…” He sighed slightly. “The arrest was rough, and the charges are big. So maybe I worried a little.” If any of his regular hookups had been in a similar situation he would probably have done the same thing… right?

Jay brushed his hand across her hair and forehead and then over her cheek. The last time he’d attempted to have an actual relationship he was twenty. He dated this guy for six months, the first few weeks were excellent, nightly sex he was feeling fulfilled and didn’t have an issue. Then came nights where they didn’t fool around or anything. Then a week went by. Jason just couldn’t help that hole and soon found himself stopping by a club or other locations he knew he could get a quick hookup. Soon after that his relationship ended. As much as he cared for his ex, he just couldn’t fully commit to one person. Now meeting her two times in a week, him feeling protective of her… fuck, what did it mean?

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Zel didn't do relationships. Not in the slightest. Her longest thing to a relationship was probably what she had with Merritt and that all was a whole nother issue in itself. But now it was what, two years and she still had a semi steady fuck every few weeks. Which was fine by them. Her. But now things changed. Since that night things felt different. She noticed it in the way they were right now. “You… were worried…?” she said as she tilted her head to look up at him.

Despite how she looked outside, inside Zel.was dealing with emotions and feelings. Things she didn't like to deal with and with nothing on her.. well it was going to be interesting. Slowly, she came to lean up as she brushed her nose against his and her lips barely touching his. But he feel.of her warm breath against his came next. “Jason… do you.. Like me?” she asked as she came to lightly bit his lower lip, to tease him a bit.

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Jason sighed into a stolen kiss she was teasing. It didn’t last long as he pulled back and replied, “I was worried as I would be if anyone I knew was in trouble as you were- are.” He smiled softly at her second question, resting his hand on the side of her neck as his thumb ran over her jawline. Jason pulled back so he could get a look at her. “If I didn’t like you, you would have been a one and done.” He answered, thought it probably wasn’t the answer she was looking for.

Honestly, Jason wasn’t sure. Part of him could see them giving it a try- something that would probably end in heartbreak. Or they could keep just doing what they were doing and not mess with a good thing,

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Zel laughed lightly at his answers. “Good answers.” She replied to both. She came to make a slightly face though, as her hand slipped down between them, as she came to take that length and tease at him slightly. Allowing him to feel how wet she was already for him with his tip. But Zel teased as she looked at him nonetheless. “Jason… You know…. I’m fucked up right…. I mean, I’m seriously a fucked up person.” She said as she came to bring her lips to his neck and jawline as she left those kisses along his skin.

Lips soon coming to kiss at that bruise around his neck that was fading. “...Don’t… don’t fall in love with me….” She said as she brought emerald eyes to stare at him, while at the same time taking that length fully inside her as she gasped slightly. Her hands coming to bring him down into her as she kissed him again. The feel of her hips rocking against his was automatic at this point.

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A pleasured gasp caught in his throat as she teased him. Carefully he adjusted their position as he half rolled her to her back and pulled her top leg up to his hip, opening her more so he could get deeper. A groan of pleasure escaped him as she rocked against him, taking his s full length. “We already had this talk…” He reminded her as he trusted firmly but not overly rough. “We’re both fucked up.” Unlike the roughness that occupied most of Wednesday, Jason was being gentle with her, aware of her injuries he insured he wouldn’t make them worse. “And maybe I should give you the same advice.” He said with a small smile.

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When he shifted and pulled her leg higher on his side to allow himself deeper inside her, all Zel could do was bury her face slightly in his chest as she moaned out. Her fingers gripping tighter against his skin as she licked at her lips. That slight chuckle escaped her lips as she listened to his words. The more he pushed firmly in her, the more she cried out in pleasure as she felt her grip on him tighten. “And what.. If we.. don’t listen..” She said between breathes as she wrapped her legs around his waist and brought her body to arch into his each time he pushed deeper inside her. Her nails digging a bit more into his back now. “God, you feel so good.” She cried out.

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“Then… we’re…” He quickened his pace as the angle allowed him to go deeper but also made her tighter. He grunted and thrust and felt her nails in his back and that wave of ecstasy rush over him as he was met with release. “Oh fuck.” Jason gasped as he held her close, his body twitching slightly against her. “We’re fucked…” He said softly in her ear, finishing his thought.

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Just the way he picked up his pace and the way he held onto her, her her gripping tightly. That release coming over her, as her legs trembled around his waist and for a moment, Zel nearly forgot how to breathe. Until he finished his thought out loud finally. Another light laugh escaped her as she came to look up at him for the moment. “Baby… We’re fucked either way.” She said laughing for the moment. Her hand coming through his hair for the moment. “Difference is.. I know how you are… And I still.. Maybe like you.” She teased lightly as she came to rest back on that mattress. “Plus.. You’re amazing.” She didn’t say in sex. She meant it in the general way. Fuck did she need her vials because all this emotions was not her thing. And let alone having it directed towards Jason was a big no-no, since her emotions and feelings were hers and hers alone to drown away.

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He laid back on the bed, hearing her words through the haze of sex-brain. ‘Maybe like you’ Jason closed his eyes a long moment as he tried to figure out how to respond. He couldn’t help but smile a little at the ‘Amazing’ comment, his ego gently stroked. “You are pretty awesome yourself Zel.” For a moment he contemplated how a relationship would actually work. They were in opposing gangs, sure one with an understanding not to fuck with each others shit, but their loyalties did diverge. She’d showed disdain for his job and choice to be apart of Camelot before, would that suddenly change? Would they date? Move in together? Or maybe just make sex a more regular thing. God, it was such a confusing mess and he almost immediately regretted thinking about it. “Though I can’t help but think you’re talking in post-sex euphoria… perhaps come back to that thought once you’re mind is clear.”

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Zel couldn’t help but watch him closely. Only to snicker as she came to sit up. Only to turn his face to look at her. Already she leaned down and kissed him. Letting the kiss linger a bit before pulling away and slipping off that bed. “Try not to think to hard.” She said snickering as she grabbed at her dress. But she did listen to his last statement as she thought for a moment. “...I want you to know… Everything I said.” She said looking over her shoulder at him once that dress slipped on.

“I’ve been sober this whole time with you tonight. The score left my system when I was in the bathroom.” She replied as she moved to grab her heels. “But don’t get too excited, it’s not a feeling I enjoy.” She added quickly as she looked to him. “I just thought you should know. “

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So it was possible everything she’d said would be forgotten in a haze of a drug addled brain the next time they saw each other. It was good information to have. Jason moved and started to get dressed again. “Not a bad fuck sober.” He said matter of fact. “Granted, you’re pretty good high as well…” He glanced over at her as he did up his jeans. “Though I suppose that’s just you.” Jay picked his shirt up off the floor and slipped it on, wincing ever so slightly at the new scratches on his back. It wasn’t a bad wince.

“I’m assuming it’ll be a while until our next night of distraction.” Jason commented as he pulled on his coat. “Seeing as you’re probably going to be pretty busy with your murder trial and all…” He tried not to sound disappointed.

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“Hey.” She said as she grabbed his wrist and pulled him towards her. “Don’t do that.” She said with the way he was acting a bit. “Besides… I have this pretty amazing set up right now with the law firm representing me… And I can have visitors. Plus..” She said kissing at his jawline as she lightly scratched down his back again. “Long as we come here, it’s fine.” She said grabbing his chin to look down at her. “And do you know why, we’d be fucked.” She said as she came to pull him towards her as she sat up on that dresser. Her legs coming around his waist as she gripped his hips. “Because we’d be good. Because I know. Know what you need.” She said as she ran her fingers along his chest. “And know you’ll get it wherever and whenever you can.” She said tilting her head to look up at him.

“Yet, I haven’t tried to change have I? If anything I try to make that side come out more.” How her hand came to trail down his chest and over his jeans for the moment. “Long as I get some nights with you, I’m fine.” She added as she came to lick at his lips slightly. “That’s why we’re fucked. Not because we’d fuck up… But because we know we’d fuck up and still accept the others flaws.” She said shaking her head laughing slightly. “God.. Feel flattered baby. No ones ever seen sober me.”

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One reason why he had so many partners was change was necessary, at least changing it up. He wondered if she’d actually be able to keep it interesting enough. Jason leaned down and kissed her deeply. “A pretty amazing set up you say?” He teased her. Slowly Jay put his lips next to her ear. “Next time…” He whispered. “Meet me in the elevator.” Oh, he knew he might have been pushing things with sober her, but her reply would be telling on if this could actually work. Sure, it seemed that she’d still be okay with him having flings on the side- despite the fact that he’d never had a partner that didn’t get jealous… he’d lost a lot of regulars who’d gotten too attached over the years because of jealousy. He’d wager it would only be a matter of time until she got jealous… but who knows what fun they could have in the meantime.

Taking a step back he took her hand from his jeans, already getting a little stiff. Jason took a long look at her, god she was beautiful. “Should we set ground rules?”

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Zel licked at her lips. “And which me do you want in that elevator, hrm?” She teased, but as he pulled away she couldn’t help but whimper slightly. Hearing his question on ground rules she thought for the moment. “No getting jealous.” She said as she came to look at him. “That means you.” She added poking his chest with her barefoot. “We’ve done pretty good with staying out or the others...Jobs, lets keep it that way.” She added as she pulled him back between her legs to grab at his face. “Nothing changes.” She said as she came to kiss at his lips for the moment. If anyone seen them or knew of them, it would have seem like they were dating already in a weird sense with with set up. “I don’t do dates.” She said quickly.”...Never been on one, so I don’t know what…” She said feeling a bit embarrassed as she shook her head and stopped her sentence.

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Jason nodded at all her terms until the last one. He ran his hand up her side to cup her soft breast and gave it a gentle massage through the fabric of her dress. “No date…” He mused. “So, I’m guessing that means no dinners at nice restaurants while fooling around under the table. Or getting your off in a dark theatre.” He shrugged slightly. “I guess I can live with those terms.” Jay said with a coy smile. “But there is one change.” He said, moving his mouth down her neck and to her shoulder without actually touching his lips to her skin. “You get me more… you take priority.”

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Oh the man was not sly or slick at all. Already she lightly nipped at her bottom lip as she listened to his describe some ideas of dates and the fun they would have. Add that to him massaging her breast and she was almost begging for another round. “Well… I mean…. Maybe an occasional date here or there won't hurt..” she added as she felt him tease down her skin.

“Mhm.. I think I can deal with that change…” she replied as she brought his mouth back against hers. Once that kiss was broken she smiled. “We’re so fucked it works.” she said between kisses.

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As they kissed he slipped a hand up her dress. She was still wet and he took advantage of that, slipping two fingers inside her while his thumb massaged her. He maintained the kiss, holding one of her hands down so she didn’t try to interrupt him. He continued until he felt her tighten around his fingers and her body writhe slightly. When she was done he pulled his hand free and whispered in her ear. “Something to remember me by… until next time.” He stepped back and moved to grab his coat and scarf. Jason moved to the door and gave her a wink as he exited the room.