"Don't, it's just pain," Jonathan muttered. He sighed, staring at the roof of the car. "I would love nothing more to fall in love with someone who would love me back, have a family...have a life, but instead my brain has decided that some narcissistic fool and ditzy idiot are the ones to ignite a flood of annoying chemicals across my neurons."
He looked back at her. "And thus, I get nothing but pain and loneliness until one of them kill me or I die defending them,"