"Because I didn't get to say goodbye!" she said, louder than she meant to. Then she bit her lip and get him an apologetic look. "Sorry- Sorry, I- I love him too. And I didn't get to say goodbye and I did a crazy, stupid thing and I know that and I won't do it again!"
She paused for a second and looked him over. "I didn't know Lucifer was going to kill Michael while I was in there. Talk about fucking timing. Do you want to know how Henry was?"