Kaden clutched his fist in his hair tighter and tighter. What he needed was his brother back but that was impossible and he knew it and Marcie knew and what else was there he could say!? She wanted something from him he couldn't give her and it freaked him out. There was nothing he could say!
He didn't want to follow any of his older brothers down the paths they'd taken— he never had. He knew it was bad he'd hit a cop but he'd been desperately trying to get away! He knew it was bad stealing a car but— he'd been desperately trying to get away! "I don't know how to do this!" he burst into a shaking sob. "I don't know what I'm doing— I don't know hoo-ow-oww!"