"I know. It's not the same." Iestyn sniffled, glad to have Addy on his side. It made things easier having her support, but it also reminded him that Henry had lost more than just a boyfriend. "I feel so- so awful, because he loses you as a friend too. I said we can't contact him, because- ugh. It's too dangerous, and it- it hurts-" His lower lip wobbled again and he looked up at Addy miserably.