Those used to be words he would've clung to, you eaten? Yes he very badly wanted to go back to her house and eat her food and see her siblings, even though Ruth might cry. And Jake might look at him like he was some kind of fugitive hero and Bailey might do something bitchy like secretly call the cops hoping for some kind of reward. Did he trust them all to keep a secret or would one of them mention something at school and then he was fucked, wasn't he? Oooh Hecate was going to be so mad at him. "Shouldn't," he muttered, but without any conviction because he wanted it too badly. It'd be like things hadn't changed at all, if he was allowed back inside Cin's house. His chest hurt with how much he wanted to see Ruth. "Uh - anyone home there?"