Marcie leaned back on her hands, throwing her head back, face towards the sky. "I always wanted to live in the city. After I lost a pregnancy when I was sixteen it was my driving goal. Everything I did was to move out and away and never have to live there again. I got a job and a tiny, shitty apartment, and I thought that was it. And now..." She lifted her head again. "I am afraid that if I go back I will get stuck there. It's not what I wanted for myself. None of this is what I wanted for myself." No. Better to focus on Kaden, to give him what he needed first, and then worry about her own stalled ambitions.