Henry felt Iestyn's heartbeat under his fingers and he smiled up at his boyfriend. "I'm alright, I promise. And I don't want you to worry I'd try again, alright? I was in a much different situation. And I wasn't in therapy. If I started going down that route, I would go back t therapy or go back on meds if I needed to. I would reach out before I got to that place. When I say I'm okay, I mean it."