Henry blinked, surprised by Iestyn's reaction. He was fine, now! "Yes, I'm fine!" he reached out for his boyfriend, in an attempt to soothe him. "I was- I felt that way for a long time, but I don't any more. I went back to therapy. And my life is so good now. I was on antidepressants for a while and that helped. I'm okay. You asked why I did the drugs and that was sort of...all mixed up together. Are you okay?"