Iestyn sighed with relief as Henry moved to hug him, and he wrapped his arms around Henry's waist and pressed his face into Henry's shoulder for a minute. "I'm okay. I know you, I trust you. The other day was just- because of that comment triggering me, the combination of that and- you know. I still want to sleep with you. I still want you to make me feel good." He pulled his head back so he could look Henry in the face. "I guess I've been putting it off because of everything else and being too worried about Addy."