Iestyn took a breath. He was trying to think of happier things, but it was so hard, looking at her like this. "Um. The- the Christmas party last year, with us and Henry and Tinsel and Merry and Luna, how we all were silly and dancing together. Uh..." He shook his head. "I'm not saying goodbye to you, Addy! There will be more good times! This isn't like that time!" He felt almost angry at her for looking so weak and worrying him so much.