Will nodded, and rubbed a hand across his face. “I know. And I miss it. Fuck I miss it. I don’t sleep well, I have nightmares… but I gotta face it. I’m trying. I really am. Tuck’s got me going to counseling. I’ve been to one session so far. It was… alright.” It was hardly the funnest of times but it was what was to be expected. He shrugged.