"Constantly," Henry admitted. "And I'm not saying you fixed it or he fixed it and if either of you left it would send me back there, because that's not fair. It's too much to put on someone. That's not what I;m saying. You coming back made me realise I need to do something about it is all. So I went back to therapy. And now I have you here, and I have friends, and I have Iestyn, and I'm just so scared to lose you all."