"Asked me what I wanted and when I told him, he tried to tell me why I shouldn't want that. Then he got really sarcastic. Oh! Oh, he said he thought this was more of a 'weekend thing' for him. A weekend thing. Maybe- Fuck, maybe he shouldn't have anything to do with the baby. I was so sure they would be better off with their dad in their life because we would have been. But our Da loves us. I don't- I don't know if he's capable."