"People are going to ask me that about my dad!" Addy said firmly. "And I grew up thinking he hated me. And it was awful. And it turns out he was here, so fucking lonely and missing us every day but being with us put us in danger so he sacrificed for us. Only I didn't know that. I just thought my dad was some arsehole who hurt my mother, and I thought that for twenty-two years. And...look, my mum and my Aunty Rhiannon did everything they could, but it was hard. And if Da had been violent then sure...better off without him, but he wasn't and we weren't. I don't want- If I have this baby, I don't want them growing up thinking their dad hates them!"