"I didn't resent you," she said first, because it was true. "But you're right, I did assume she had left because you hurt her at first. Eventually she told me the truth and once I believed her, I understood. But, David, before all of that when I visited I- I didn't disapprove of you. I was jealous. My sister left the country instead of helping with our mother. It took me a long time to forgive her for that. And then there she was, getting married. Which is- it's something I didn't believe I could ever have. I'm too fucked up. I'm very sorry how that looked on the outside. I really am."