"It's not like that!" Luna was raising her voice as well and she stopped, taking a deep breath and trying to come back down to a calmer place. "They give me..." God, how to even explain it? "I want someone who will take control of me. I want someone else to have to make all the stupid day to day choices that fuck everything up, someone who will take all of that out of my hands and make it not my problem anymore. It's not about the sex, it's about the control."