"I am," Nicholas said, though there was a 'but' even in is voice. "When JJ was taken, she was tortured with another man named Victor, and he is still living with us. Which is fine, he's wonderful. I just worry that- She hates being anywhere without him and I guess I worry about hospitals and birthing suites and-" Nicholas sighed, "maybe I'm worrying too much, she'll probably be pretty focused on other things."