The way Iestyn said 'if nothing else- there is that' made him want to die a little bit. "Go try one on! Fashion show!" he said, trying to hide what he was feeling. In front of him was a young man - just so young - and so excited to start living his life openly. And yet he was doing so under the constant cloud of Lucifer. Some days Joey just wanted to rage at the sky. He chanced a look at David, wondering if at least the Saint could read his expression.