"They will," Joey sighed. "I was so angry at Patrick for bringing it on me that I refused to see him the entire time I was in the hospital. I refused to see him for months, which was idiotic because he could have helped me so much. My friend Lena had to spend the night often because I was too scared to be alone. I couldn't sleep at night. Sometimes I still can't," he admitted. "And I- I did a lot of self-medicating. I think there were a few months where I wasn't sober a single day."