Now the old coot was getting annoyed, Lancelot actually sat up at that, because now he questioned just exactly what else Merlin wasn't telling him. Was there more than the Grail? "What good is the grail for a man too impure to give it to the people? I used to live a life of meaning, Merlin! I had purpose.. I was flawed.. but I had people who relied on me." He'd always been a knight willing to help others, a knight that was needed. "Is this just the Grail telling you it needs to be found? Or is there more to it?" Lancelot needed more than just an item to find that had lost it's luster for him a long time ago. Lancelot needed to find himself.