"It's fucking shit," Joey hissed out, lamenting Iestyn's position as well. "He offered me a deal. Said he would let me out at two weeks if only I never saw Patrick again. And I was so- I was ready to literally accept anything," Joey admitted. "Until he said if I messed up he would flay me. And I guarantee he would have found some way to say I messed up even if I did somehow avoid my best friend. So I refused. Hardest thing- I was there for another week and change. And every day I wanted to call him back and accept. The fact that I didn't though, means I'm still alive."