Jayden wanted to ask David about his nightmares, and he would but David had asked him about his more self-destructive tendencies and so he felt he should answer that first.
"I didn't do it, but I wanted to and I don't even know why! It doesn't help! But- Poor Jesse is still so hurt and if I hurt myself again it would just break his heart. I don't know how much it has left to break. So I couldn't. So I kind of panicked and came here. And I still wish I could which is why- I just don't think I should be alone."