WHO: Greed and Zoe WHEN: August 2 WHERE: Briganti Villa WHAT: [Blackout Logs] The couple hashes it out WARNING: Sins Note: The log reads backwards
"Egg roll with a hot gooey center and ducksauce." He gave her a quirky smile, getting lost as always into those fat brown eyes of hers.
On Sunday, September 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Ewww..." she put her head on his chest, "Okay... so you're going to pretend that I'm a toaster... and I'm going to basically not like it. But... you'll still secretly egg roll me, right....?" she lifted her head to look up at him with her bambi eyes. She didn't want him to get so into it that he'd forget.
On Sun, Sep 11, 2016 at 7:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "And her vagina is full of slugs and fucking Envy cooties. I have no doubt he didn't deep into her body and now Glutt is really just sucking Envy." He kissed the top of her head, ready to tackle this crazy ride.
On Sunday, September 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe put her arm around his middle, "She still wants to sleep with you... Im pretty sure if she and I had been holed up in that room together she'd have tried to kill me just so she could console you with her vagina." she may be mad at greed but she wasnt willing to give him up.
On Sun, Sep 11, 2016 at 3:22 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Shit no, I hate that girl." Rowen was gorgeous but she made him sick. She was everything he got bored of quick, and he wondered how the hell or why Glutt still had her.
On Sunday, September 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She frowned, "Really? You don't want me to act like the yoyo that Glutt's with?" she batted her lashes and put her hand on his chest as she stamped her foot, "Greeeed, gimme things!" imitating the squeaky rat of a 'girlfriend' Glutt had.
On Sun, Sep 11, 2016 at 2:53 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Just reluctant to be with me. Considering how angry you've been at me, that shouldn't be a far stretch." It wouldn't really be lying, it would just be taking the truth and twisting it around.
On Sunday, September 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled a little, "OKay the very jealous, overprotective selfish part isn't acting.." and she poked him since that was who he was. she was ggoing to miss his tender touches. "Okay... but what am I going to have to act like?"
On Sun, Sep 11, 2016 at 1:18 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I'm just gonna spin to them that you ran away, and my very jealous and overprotective, selfish self wasn't going to allow it to happen again." He brushed some hair back behind her ear. "And that's why we're shackled in handcuffs."
On Sunday, September 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She made a slight face, "Yes......" she sounded unsure. "Greed, I'm not gonna lie, I'm gonna be hurt. And I won't like it. But if I know its for us.. if you're doing this to keep us together then I'll deal with it." she made an even bigger face, "What am I lying about? How am I supposed to act?" she didn't think she'd have to react any way....
On Sun, Sep 11, 2016 at 11:16 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "So, I'm telling you now it's a show. Are you saying that you can handle that?" He was so used to being his own conman. With Zoe horrible at lying he didn't know if she could keep up. "You said you hate lying..."
On Sunday, September 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She held his hand to her chest still and looked in his eyes, "I'm not going to lie, I will probably be hurt and mad at you when we get home. BUT if you tell me in advance that you're going to treat me like a toaster and I KNOW you're just faking it... maybe it'll be easier to deal with. I won't like it. But... when you don't tell me, it feels really real and it hurts a lot." this time she was asking him to slow down his crazy plan and let her in on it so he wouldn't feel like he had to be the good boyfriend and the crazy sin that treated her like a sex doll at the same time.
On Sun, Sep 11, 2016 at 9:44 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "It may mean that and you'll think I'm shit for it." He knew how his siblings worked. He had to make them think the opposite of what he wanted and that was hard to admit.
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She twined her fingers with his on their shackled hands and turned their hands up and rested them against her collarbone so he could feel her heart which was not as crazy as his. "Okay... you said you want no harm to come to me more than anything. So does that mean you have to treat me like a toaster in front of them? Is that how we accomplish that?" she was not going to let him flounder on his own, she would help with this plan.
On Sat, Sep 10, 2016 at 8:51 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: As soon as she brought up the reality his brain scattered again like millions of mice all getting on different wheels to circle again and again. "I don't know---" his voice was pitching higher, his heart beating faster. Her King was at a loss.
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She lifted herself on her toes and gave him a quick kiss on the lips, "I can'twait. Tell me... what are you going to do wihtme when we get back to the hotel?" she raised a brow wondering what the planwas that he was going to do with her.
On Sat, Sep 10, 2016 at 4:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I'll get you a crown." He tried to give her a hug, but once again the cuffs were a reminder of the hoops they still had to cross to get back home. The longer they waited, the longer it would be before they actually could step through the threshold of their own house.
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Mmmm I don't think I get one..." she looked right and left but she didn't see anything that could double as one but she didn't NEED it. She just wanted him.
On Sat, Sep 10, 2016 at 4:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Where's your crown?" He could make her one if they didn't find another. They were still dancing around the subject of what they needed to say and do when they ran into his siblings again.
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He wasn't asking her but he wanted her to accept his fact, which in its own messed up way was really sweet. She turned her head and rubbed her nose against his in a way that would have made his siblings gag, "I accept." she said softly. She accepted that it was fact, it was his reality and she was pretty happy to be in it. Tho she doubted queens would get treated like she was about to (and had been)...
On Sat, Sep 10, 2016 at 2:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No---Im telling you you're my queen." He was hoping she didn't reject him. He licked his lips watching her swirl circles on his skin. He nudged her cheek with his nose when she didn't answer right away. What was taking so long for her answer?
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She bit her bottom lip, her lashes still lowered as her hand continued to swirl a pattern, "Are you asking me...?" she asked, wanting to be absolutely clear about everything. She knew being a king was so big to him. He'd never really talked about sharing the title.
On Sat, Sep 10, 2016 at 2:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He nuzzled her cheek. "Does that mean you accept?" He may have looked ridiculous but he didn't feel ridiculous with her.
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She actually blushed, her lashes lowering and a shy smile on her face after he kissed her, "If you want a queen... and want her to be me.. it IS your kingdom.. but if I was your queen, it'd make you my king." her free fingers going lightly up and down his naked side. He looked ridiculous and sexy shirtless with scruff and a tiara.
On Sat, Sep 10, 2016 at 7:19 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He patted around the crested crown and then leaned down for a kiss. "And are you my queen?" He whispered against her lips with a grin and another kiss.
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She twisted her lips to the side and cocked her head, "No. You're a king." she put a hand on his stomach, "Your own king. With your own kingdom and your own rules." and she didn't say it, but she hoped she'd be his queen instead of his royal subject.
On Fri, Sep 9, 2016 at 10:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He looked upward the the diamond studded crown. "Am I a princess now?" He didn't realize she was giving him a 'you're my king' kind of crown. His own crown, to be his own king.
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Hiding our relationship in it again..." she muttered but she had spotted something that he had missed. She rooted around in the drawer and went, "A-ha!" and she pulled out a girly looking tiara the kind women wore to fancy dinners. But it looked like a small crown and it had a comb at the bottom so she lifted it up and stuck it right in his tuft of hair so it'd sit on his head. No, he wouldn't be King of the excesses but here Zoe was the one giving him the crown.
On Fri, Sep 9, 2016 at 9:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Every time she kissed him it lit that fire and he wa Ted her more than he'd wanted her the last moment. He looked at her quizzically when she led him into the closet. "I already swiped the gold watch in here. What are we doing in the closet?" He had no idea.
On Saturday, September 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She waited patiently (and nervously) for his answer, she wasn't trying to sway him either way, it had to be what he wanted. She let out a breath of relief and smiled some at him, giving him a loving kiss because she knew that there might have been a part of him that was willing to hurt her. She cupped his cheek and brushed her thumb back and forth across his scruff as she stayed close and then she remembered something she spied in the closet. "Hey.." she said softly, "I got an idea.. come on." she'd need him to go with her back to the big walk in closet (that was not as big as his new one) since they were cuffed.
On Fri, Sep 9, 2016 at 9:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He took a deep breath and calculated his thoughts again----all coming to the same conclusion that he wanted her. He wanted to keep her. He closed his eyes tightly and gave her a response finally. "More than anything." And as much as it hurt to say (because he was giving up something else), he also felt relieved with his answer.
On Thursday, September 8, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled a little when he cursed her eyes and closed his own as if that would help. She nudge him and put her free hand over her eyes so he couldn't see them at all. "Better?" she asked. This was an important decision he had to come to terms with and she didn't want him to blame the bewitching magic of her eyes (as he did so many times for making him fall in love with her) "I want you to really think about this... do what you want to do while being aware of the results of those choices."
On Thu, Sep 8, 2016 at 8:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Fuck your damn eyes---" they poured hot oolong his insides. Every time he looked into them like that he felt himself boil. He closed his own tightly. He knew that answer, but she also knew how hard it was for him to give up something no matter how small. The title he knew was a tainted one. He'd known for a while Lust had given him an imitation title. She made it look shiny, laced with diamonds, but the whole damn thing was worthless.
Zoe was that diamond and she sparkled and he wanted to keep it safe, to himself and not in the hands of his siblings. Any of them.
On Thursday, September 8, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "I mean... you can look at it like that. It's more the things you do, have consequences." she looked at him with her bambi eyes and stroked the side of his head and around his ear with her free hand, "I'm glad.." she said softly. "But do you want that more than anything...?" cause if he didn't, he'd slip and she'd get broken.
On Thu, Sep 8, 2016 at 6:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You mean, I have to make a choice." He knew her answer and it terrified him to have to choose one thing. She had a way of making him think like a man and less like the child. She set his crazy mind into focus. He looked at her seriously. "I don't want them to do bad things to you," he said softly and seriously.
On Thursday, September 8, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She couldn't help but shudder and scoot a little closer to him, "Okay.. no death and rape would be great." she rubbed her temple and tried to figure this out, "So the biggest block here is you want them to be jealous of you and amazed at your treasure, which is me, but you DON"T want them to be jealous of you and amazed at your treasure because it means they'll try to take me for themselves and probably end up killing me." she'd seen how rough his siblings 'played'. "On the other hand if they see how YOU think I'm an amazing treasure and that you egg roll me, they won't be jealous and want me for themselves, they'll want me to try to break YOU." she sighed, they were all terrible scenarios, "So the other alternative is they don't want me and they think you don't egg roll me, and so they'll not try to take me for anything. BUT it means they won't be jealous of you or amazed." she said gently, "It means they won't bow down to you.... you don't get to be the King you want with them." he had to make a choice and she knew he was terrible at those.
On Thu, Sep 8, 2016 at 5:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His mind was a racetrack, and every time she asked him a question like that it just threw his car off course and into another car. "I don't want them to slit your throat or threaten to rape you every time they want to get to me---" and that would happen. He knew it.
On Thursday, September 8, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She just moved her eyes to look at him, not her head, "So now you don't want them to accept me as your girlfriend? You want them to see me as a toaster? And you want them to see you seeing me as a toaster?"
On Thu, Sep 8, 2016 at 3:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You're shiny to me, but not so shiny that they want to take you from me." There was a balance here. He had to lay out some boundaries.
On Thursday, September 8, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "It's better than smelling like floozie boobs. Cause I would not cuddle you if you smelled like that." and he knew it. She poked his side, "No, I'm not. We need to figure out first what you want. Am I shiny or not shiny, am I shiny or not shiny to them, am i shiny or not shiny to you and do you want them to think I'm shiny or not shiny to you." she put her head on his shoulder cause she was confused just thinking about it.
On Thu, Sep 8, 2016 at 11:31 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Great I smell as fantastic as bleach." He sat there for a moment. "Ready to go face the music?" He'd forgotten that they needed more of a plan than just sneaking into the hotel handcuffed.
On Thursday, September 8, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Then you can stop complaining about that guy's germs." she lightly bit his nose and then rested her nose against his scruffy cheek, smelling him for a moment and sighing, "At least now you smell like chlorine instead of boobs and perfume." since she had a rule he shower after getting rubbed on by girls. He stank too much. And maybe it'd been bugging her since he found her again but she had been too mad to shout at him about it.
On Thu, Sep 8, 2016 at 9:55 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed shook his head side to side vigorously, licking his lips. "I only want real kisses. JUST REAL ONES!" He insisted opening his pretty blue eyes.
On Thursday, September 8, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She broke the kiss with a pop before he got too overheated. She kept her free hand on the side of his neck, her nose to his, "Now... that was a kiss. If you keep insisting that what happened at the car with.. that guy was a kiss, Im gonna start kissing you like THAT instead of this." and she raised her brows a little.
On Thu, Sep 8, 2016 at 9:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: It was bizarre how she could make his insides melt. He lingered with that kiss as long as he could stand it, his eyes still closed, looking like a little Labrador with a happy face and a red nose.
On Thursday, September 8, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She sighed but understood and touched his cheek, "I won't say his name again." she kissed his lips briefly. "Nothing happened." she kissed his cheek, "This is not a kiss." she raised a brow, "THIS is a kiss." and then she gave him a real kiss, one if he saw her having with anyone else, he'd have murdered them.
On Thu, Sep 8, 2016 at 6:52 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He gave her hurt eyes. "Why do you keep saying his name like I'm supposed time memorize it?" All he wanted to do was pull Paolo's tongue out through his mouth and fling it to the ground.
On Wednesday, September 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe wrinkled her nose, "That doesn't do anything you lunatic! You cannot complain about Paolo kissing me on the cheek when you are just covered with floozie germs. It was one tiny peck, now can we move on?"
On Wed, Sep 7, 2016 at 5:58 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He stuck out his tongue and started to wipe it with a pillow case. He looked at it afterword seeing nothing but his own saliva. He then rubbed his own boobs thinking that exemplified the actions is the women who literally used him as a washboard with their chests.
On Wednesday, September 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She narrowed her eyes a little, "Are you forgetting that you probably STILL have Rowen's germs living inside you since she practically was shoving herself down your throat when she kissed you? Or all the germs from the boobs on you?"
On Wed, Sep 7, 2016 at 5:32 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "He left his lip residue on you. His germs." He didn't think of the time Rowen sucked his tongue right out of his throat. Or all the boobs rubbing on him like a second skin.
On Wednesday, September 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Cause it was on the CHEEK! He was a nice guy who helped me out. He got my cheek. You had twenty boobs all over you." she pointed out. "It was more a peck than a kiss."
On Wed, Sep 7, 2016 at 4:33 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "How is that not a kiss?" He was defensive of every part of her body. Now he was trying to divert what plans they needed to set in motion to something else entirely. If he wandered off path too much he was going to completely drive himself crazy.
On Wednesday, September 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe gaped at him, "He did NOT-- oh wait, Greed! It was on my CHEEK." she gave him a look because that wasn't really a kiss.
On Wed, Sep 7, 2016 at 4:21 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed's brows knit together trying to remember beyond the flashy gold car. He was still a bit fuzzy but--"he kissed you!" It might have been the cheek but it was still the act of another boy kissing her.
On Wednesday, September 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "I'm not not telling you anything! I told you everything there was to tell which wasnt much when you barked at me about it yesterday." she smacked his shoulder because he was so crazy.
On Wed, Sep 7, 2016 at 11:18 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "What are you not telling me?" Was she hiding something from him? The fact that she was evading it with loose answers only made it worse. It plagued his mind and she had hardly said anything.
On Wednesday, September 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe's mouth dropped open and she stared at him for a moment, it hadn't occurred to her that he'd be so far gone that he wouldn't even deal with that. "No one. Let's focus on what our plan is." and she scratched her nails lightly behind his ear, "We'll deal with one thing at a time." she was seriously regretting mentioning it.
On Wed, Sep 7, 2016 at 9:38 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Who?" He hadn't even noticed the guy other than the gold car Zoe had stepped out of. "How alone were you?" Because suddenly she'd opened up a whole new set of worries he hadn't really tapped into yet. He'd blocked that out of his mind.
On Wednesday, September 7, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was sweet in a psycho way. She stroked the back of his head and then had a thought. She closed one eye and eyed him, "Are you keeping us shackled cause you don't want to literally lose me or cause you don't want Paolo alone with me again..." he hadn't said TOO much about her being with another guy but she wanted to know his motivations entirely.
On Wed, Sep 7, 2016 at 9:18 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I do. I'm not losing you," and this was his best starting point even if he didn't have any other plans than that. It would keep her closer than just a voice of reason in his ear.
On Tuesday, September 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She tilted her head to the side and gave him a look, "And whose fault is that?" she did kiss the side of his lips tho cause his scruff and shirtlessness was riidiciously sexy despite her being mad at him, "And you intend to KEEP us shackled together." which was one part of the plan he didn't know entirely about yet.
On Tue, Sep 6, 2016 at 7:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "I'm pouting that this hug isn't as squishy as I want it to be." It wasn't because he wanted sex (though he still definitely wanted sex).
On Tuesday, September 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She touched her nose to his scruffy cheek so her eyes were close to his, "Are you pouting about me hugging you..." she said with her arm still around him.
On Tue, Sep 6, 2016 at 5:27 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It was a one armed hug, so it wasn't as squishy and warm as it could be. The look on his face very much reflected his disappointment in that---BUT she was giving him a little love which settled him down a little to not drive himself as insane as he was.
On Tuesday, September 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe didn't think the dress was that conservative.. it was cut a bit too short but maybe being able to see her legs would help keep his attention. She sat next to him on the bed and took mercy on her big lug of a boyfriend. She didn't say anything, she just gave him a big hug (as best as she could with cuffs).
On Tue, Sep 6, 2016 at 5:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He managed to find something to fit her, fairly conservative, but mostly had no armholes to poke through. It was easily tied on and covered all the bits she was shy about, but it did give him a back view to appreciate. He'd put on his shoes and pants, but he'd have to forego a shirt until he decided to pick the lock.
He sat with her on the comfy bed, calm and trying to get his head straight on a plan. He was good at those usually, but not in these given situations.
On Tuesday, September 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She closed her eyes and took a breath, "Okay, we are going to put clothes on first cause I'm a little cold." and he wasnt snuggling her anymore cause they were standing up so her warmth was gone, "Then we're gonna talk about what you want. Cause its seven different things and babe... if we don't come up with a plan, your siblings will tear us apart and I don't know if we'll be able to fix it." she took his shackled hand with hers and tugged on it to get him to move towards the stairs.
On Tue, Sep 6, 2016 at 4:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I don't know!" Greed said frantically. "I don't have a plan, I don't know what to do!" He felt when Lust and Glutt came into the picture he just winged it instead of prepping out the right plan.
On Tuesday, September 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe frowned, "No! But are they not gonna murder me because I am shiny or cause I'm not? Greed, you've confused the hell out of me. You tell me one thing and do another and change your mind. So tell me right now before we take another step what you want, what you want them to think and what you think and what the plan is." she had to not just slow him down but stop him to let her jump on his crazy train or she was going to get left behind again.
On Tue, Sep 6, 2016 at 3:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Do you want them to murder you?" Lust had already humiliated her. She twisted EVERYTHING and made Greed become the horrible person he could be. He hoped deep down that by having her tied to him he wouldn't loose sight of what it was he wanted and could take whatever Lust dished out.
On Tuesday, September 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She made a face as he said that and she was still making that face when he kissed her, "So now we're over you trying to get them to see me as your girlfriend? You've decided you want them to..." she frowned, "I'm so confused. You want them to see me as shiny but not shiny cause you dont want them to want me but you dont want them to see you as seeing me as shiny cause then they'll use me against you. So... now I'm a crappy old toaster that no one thinks is shiny?"
On Tue, Sep 6, 2016 at 9:51 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Just don't get mad at me when I say bad shit to keep them sated." It meant she'd hear bad things, she needed to know he needed her to not get upset over it. He gave her a smiles d a kiss said she hadn't just told him she hated him.
On Monday, September 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She still had that serious pout on her face and said, "You say that now.. I swear..." but there was nothing more to it, they had to believe he could overcome gold toilets. She poked him again, "And I'm still mad at you, don't forget that. I'm gonna be mad for the rest of the year." she felt she deserved as much then she tried to squirm out of his grasp so they could get dressed. It was hard to talk to him half naked. It was distracting.
On Mon, Sep 5, 2016 at 6:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I'm not going to dump you," he whispered giving her an Eskimo kiss with his nose. "I'm not giving you up to Greece."
On Monday, September 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was not convinced and just stared at him and then jabbed a finger in his chest, her eyes narrowing, "If you try to dump me, Avaritia, I swear to all my ancestors that I will NEVER take you back and I will move to Greece with my Dad. Are we clear?" she was not going to put up with his yoyoing of wanting her.
On Mon, Sep 5, 2016 at 3:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No! It'll remind me why I keep coming back to you." He put on his best serious face, this was a big deal damnit! He needed her there.
On Monday, September 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She opened her mouth and closed it again as she thought it over. "Well.. what if they want to do their sin juicing party again, I'm gonna end up dead weight on your arm. Or what if you wanna party and you get mad that I'm weighing you down?" she was starting to ramble a bit with nerves.
On Mon, Sep 5, 2016 at 2:06 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Why not? It's perfect. They'll eat that shit up and not poke me for leaving." It was blunt, but maybe he needed to start telling her how it was going to be right off the bat. Maybe that would stop putting up a wall between them and make for a transparent screen.
On Monday, September 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She lifted her head and looked at him in disbelief, "You're not going to take them off? How are you going to explain that? Your pet ran away and you couldn't find a leash for me?" as crazy as it sounded it was totally an explanation that his siblings would accept and it would accomplish his goal of not revealing how much he truly cared for her.
On Mon, Sep 5, 2016 at 1:31 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I won't be gone as long as these are on," he jangled their wrists. This was his leverage. They wouldn't get alerted as long as he kept her close. How much closer could they get?
On Monday, September 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She frowned as he snuggled her but reluctantly putting her free hand on his chest along with her head. He was still all she had right now even if it was just a shadow of what she loved. "Great so cause you have me right now you want me but the second they say 'hey lets go jump in a big pool of cash, you're gonna be gone again.." and she'd be forgotten.
On Mon, Sep 5, 2016 at 10:40 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "See, I don't want them to be because I don't want to be tempted away." He was trying to avoid such a situation knowing it could all blow up in his face again. He tugged on her wrist before getting up, grabbing her by the waist and snuggling up to her. "I just wanna be here with you...."
On Monday, September 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She stood up and tugged on the cuffs so he'd get up too, they had to go shopping in these people's closet. "So what if they are there? Are they going to stop us from leaving...?" realizing it might be the second option he was trying to avoid.
On Mon, Sep 5, 2016 at 10:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Yesssss---" he groaned, "but unless we distract them somehow were not getting up there without interruptions." Granted she was handcuffed. She couldn't escape and he didn't have to leave her anywhere.
On Monday, September 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Don't we still need to go to the suite to get your stuff?" she asked as she raised her head from his shoulder. She doubted he'd want to leave his things behind just to run away with her. She started to move off his lap slowly.
On Mon, Sep 5, 2016 at 10:24 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Fuck." At least it was in her hotel room. But if Rowen or Glutt was there, it would destroy the whole mission. He had to hope his brother was getting his fat ass sucked by Rowen in the suite and give them time to sneak in and out.
On Monday, September 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her muffled reply came into his shoulder, "Mine." he had given her both passports to hang on to cause thy'd never be able to find it in luggage. He packed really well but he packed where things fit, not where he needed them. She was still tired and didn't want to move but the sooner they got up, the sooner they got to go home.
On Mon, Sep 5, 2016 at 6:11 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Maybe there are some clothes here---" that solved one problem. "The passports are in your bag or mine?" He couldn't remember and for fucks sake of he had to go to get it handcuffed to her he fucking would.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe kissed him for a few moments and then broke it to make an ugh face, "The passports are back at the hotel.." she let her forehead thud onto his shoulder because she'd so been hoping they could go straight to the airport. "And we need clothes..." cause to get to the hotel or aiport, they'd need to be dressed and her clothes were ruined, his shirt was but his pants were okay.
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 6:24 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Yes, really." He giggled just before she attacked him with those soft, fat lips of hers. He purred against them with a happy grin,
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She pursed her lips when he perked up at the idea of a deadzone there but when he said he wanted to go home, a small sparkle came back in her eyes, "Really?" she asked him and then for the first time since the whole mess she kissed him.
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 6:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "There's a deadzone here?" He quirked an eyebrow with curiosity. With that silly smirk he snorted a laugh as he remembered cooling his back on the tile floor of Madison. How he was able to lay in bed with her for days on end, kissing her, touching her and getting to be himself. He took another moment to think and let out another sigh. "I wanna go home."
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was surprised and raised her brows a little but then had a thought, "You want to go home to Madison to have sex... or you just wanna go somewhere else in general that has a semi deadzone so we can have sex?" cause if he was doing this for his dick, they'd have issues.
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 5:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "But I want to think about sex." He huffed a little put off but meditated on that question a moment. "I want to go home." He was fucking done with gold toilets. He needed his favorite thing.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was kinda amusing how sex warped his brain. She ran a hand over his head fast to fluff up his tuft of hair, "Babe, are you seriously.. of course you are. Did you forget the whole thing you were saying earlier?" she let her arm rest loosely around his neck, "First thing is to figure out is do you want to stay for the rest of this insane family vacation...?" she kissed his nose, "Don't think of sex, just my question."
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 4:40 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "If the city is still down well have to get a flight to jersey." He was calculating in his head how long of a flight it would be, how he was gonna get their passports, and when they'd finally reach Madison again.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She couldn't help but say it, "Madison." and she raised her brows, "What? You know if we were there instead of here right now you'd have me on the kitchen table," she moved a little closer to his face, "..the counter.." her nose practically touched his as she looked in his eyes, "..and the floor." since she knew he liked to cool off on the tile at the end.
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 4:20 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He kissed her neck. "So let's find somewhere we can." He did want to have sex. As much as he'd put her through, he'd been through his own shit that had him all revved up emotionally, mentally and physically.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him a look at his cheeky quip but she was more open to his kisses until he started letting his tongue go in a little further. She put her free hand on his naked chest and pushed lightly as she broke the kiss, "Are you insane? Or do you not remember what happened last time? Oh wait. You DON'T remember cause you fainted." and she smacked him.
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 3:55 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Technically it's swimwear. You aren't wearing pants, babe." He sweetly stole another kiss, this time his tongue getting to escape a little further.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She didn't look convinced but her lips parted a tiny bit to accommodate his kiss. "Are you just saying that to get in my pants..." she wanted so badly to believe him, to know there was an end to this nightmare.
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 3:40 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I will---" he felt that in his very core. He kissed her cheek then her lips, with just the softest brush of his tongue. Maybe she didn't trust him, but she wanted him.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him a dull look with sad eyes when he said maybe cause it was such a Sin way of being evasive. "You don't." she corrected him with a pout she couldn't help but didn't pull away. She sighed and then didn't hold back her crazy fear as she looked at him with worry, "What if you don't ever again..."
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 2:36 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Maybe, but I will---" he knew he would. Because even in that crazy Sinface loved her. He kept nuzzling her face with small, sweet kisses. He was desperate for her to stay. He was desperate to have her.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She didn't smack him or anything, it was a small kiss and she desperately needed some real affection and comfort from him. "But you don't love me.." she whispered back, her gaze again going downcast. She wasn't asking, she knew it to be true and right now she felt an intense fear that he might not love her ever again.
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 2:20 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I do..." He nuzzled his nose against hers with a delicate kiss on the lips. "I want you---" he didn't say it with complete seduction, but he whispered it.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked torn and let out a frustrated sigh as she looked down. She didn't want to stay, not with this guy who loved her like some trophy. But Greed had a point, if she left, they both knew it wouldn't take long for him to fall and then she'd never forgive him. She wanted to yell at him that he had to learn to deal but he wasn't a normal boy. How human he'd discovered he was was because of her. "It doesn't feel like you need me, it feels like you're one step away from saying I'm holding you back." cause thats how it felt, especially when he fucking literally forgot her.
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 11:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I can't allow you to leave. I can't do this without you---I can't lose it completely." He needed her because without her this could end them and that was the LAST thing he wanted. "I need you---" and while physically being with her wouldn't fix things, he needed to be physically with her.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "As what? Your luggage that you lose? Your pet that is banished to another room? I can't do this Greed. I know sometimes you don't love me and that's just the way things are but I can't stop it from hurting me and I don't think I should have to sit here and be reminded of it over and over. When you did this last time, I could go home and we could get a little distance and see each other tomorrow or something but this is being in a foreign COUNTRY. I'm not home. I don't have Sammy or my dad," she was getting choked up again, "All I have is you and I don't even have you."
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 9:44 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I want you to stay," he said with more sympathy this time. He needed to get out of his own head and involve her. He couldn't keep destroying her like this.
On Sunday, September 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe sniffled and ran the back of her hand under her nose to wipe it. "I can't stay here, Greed. It hurts too much and I think we need space from each other. I can't keep up with your fast everything rich lifestyle that you love. When I try, I'm a toaster. And when I can't keep up, I get forgotten."
On Sun, Sep 4, 2016 at 8:30 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He looked cross as the chided him for his efforts. He just wanted the pain to stop, and she kept twisting the knife on his gut. He looked defeated as he took a breath. What did he do?
On Saturday, September 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She heard his words and his sweet nothings were just that, nothing. They were empty. She hit his chest a few times, "Stop! Just stop! You don't mean anything you're saying!" she didn't want him to be fake and she tried to pull away.
On Sat, Sep 3, 2016 at 5:02 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Mother fucker. She had him leaking his emotions and he started sniveling like a twelve year old girl. He curled a hand into her flossy hair, trying to make her stop. Maybe if he stroked her head softly, whispered sweet things in her ear she'd stop. So, he took that plan and tried to talk without breaking down himself.
On Saturday, September 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He hadn't wanted her to hold back but he wasn't fully in the mindset yet to take care of her. And for Zoe, this was just a small amount of the tears she had in her. She tried hard to squelch her tears, ending up blubbering and taking a deep breath but it was always shaky. She stayed pressed into him cause this was all she wanted and yet it was the one thing she couldn't have right now.
On Sat, Sep 3, 2016 at 4:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He tried to squeeze her tightly the harder she cried. He wanted her to stop. She was making him leak now and that was so not fair.
On Saturday, September 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was such a simple small thing, a hug, an embrace. It was what he didn't give her when she'd been confessing her feelings by the pool. So when he gave it to her now, even one armed, the damn broke in her and she just started crying all over again into his shoulder.
On Sat, Sep 3, 2016 at 7:27 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: When h finally got her into his lap, he felt that splash of water and it hit him like a two ton weight. He kissed her cheek, and tried (at least with his one free hand) to hold her close. He momentarily wondered if this is what it would be like to lose an arm, and he hated it because he wanted two arms to squeeze her with.
On Saturday, September 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe got jostled as Greed moved her around, not really knowing what he was trying to do but not stopping him. Her gaze lowered and she said quietly, "You still don't love me right now.." and maybe he'd realize that while it didn't effect him much (or so he thought) to lose his heart for awhile, Zoe was in agony over not having his love. She knew he might one day again but every time this happened, it took him a little to get back to where he had been before. It was like a piece of love got erased and had to be created again. This time she didn't bother wiping her face and a couple of tears splashed onto his naked leg.
On Sat, Sep 3, 2016 at 6:59 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He sucked in a heavy breath and tried (uncussessfully) to get her in his lap. He needed her to be closer than this, but he wasn't ready to pick the lock of the handcuffs. He was worried she'd still bolt, and he wasn't going to let her. "Still?" His bottom lip had a tiny tremble. She he his intestines through his nose and was yanking them so hard that he actually felt his stomach and his heart collide and take the ride with it.
On Saturday, September 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe always held him accountable, it was how he got to be a man. She nodded, her own eyes wet again now that he seemeed to finally be realizing what he'd been doing to her. "Yes.. when you don't love me.." she took a breath as tears started spilling again, "That's how it feels.. how I still feel." cause he had told her before she was more than a girlfriend to him but he treated her like a toaster lately.
On Sat, Sep 3, 2016 at 5:58 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He looked ready to cry, his whole face completely destroyed. "I did that?" He looked pained. She might have been gentle but looking into her eyes didn't give him any relief. It only made him feel much, much worse.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She nodded, finding it pretty accurate to how she felt. "Now... can you imagine my intenstines being pulled out through my nose...? Can you imagine me being stabbed inside and bleeding out...? And you're the one doing it?" her voice was still gentle because she wasn't trying to accuse as much as make him understand how deeply he hurt her.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 7:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Because it's like I'm being stabbed inside and bleeding out. Like someone is trying to pull my intestines out through my nose." It was a gruesome rendition, but that was the effect Zoe had on his emotional state. In ways, she was worse than Lust when it came to torturing him. Physical pain was one thing, he could prepare for it. Emotional pain had mother fucking claws.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She wasn't letting him off the hook so easy this time. She at least didn't prolong his spiral into thinking she might not actually love him! "How is it worse.." she used her words to nudge him gently and now the cuffs were gonna keep HIM from running away.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 5:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Worse..." He hated it even worse, and he groaned the more Zoe poked him on it. It just sucked his soul into this dark out. The more she prodded, the worse he felt.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She pushed gently, "So you hate it like you hate polka dots...?" she wanted him to really explore this, while she was there with him. He needed to understand what he was putting her through.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 4:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No. I hate it worse than the color purple." His face contorted, it made him feel wretched. Everything inside him was still bleeding out. She'd run him over wth the Zoe feeling train.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kept boring holes into him with her eyes, they were still soft but intense. "You don't like it...? Like you don't like the color purple....?" she wanted him to really fully understand and SAY outloud how it made him feel. Not liking it was so mild and he twisted a knife with her whenever he stopped loving her.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 11:03 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I don't like that feeling," as he always told her when she presented her side to him. It was the only way he was able to visually and physically understand anything he put her through. She wasn't hateful about it, but she has slapped him in the face with it, so it still stung.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She sighed, a little deflated that it was all about him again. Always. Her hand slid down and dropped in her lap but she nodded, her nose rubbing against his with her nod, "Yes. But only if you actually talk to me and tell me that you understand what I'm trying to tell you." her eyes looked in his. She wasn't his concubine that catered to him.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 10:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He was a manipulative bastard, always able to turn this around on himself. This was about her and he'd managed to garner her sympathy. His forehead tapped against hers, their noses touching. "Promise?" Because he still didn't believe her, and he knew now what she felt when he ran off to run his own parade.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She took pity on him cause she hated seeing him this crushed even tho he was hurting her. She touched his cheek tenderly with her free hand and looked in his eyes, "Hey nutzo... I still love you. I will always love you.. even when I don't want to love you, I love you. I can't turn it off like you can." and she wished she could.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 9:54 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He'd heard her, but he'd heard the wrong end. He'd lost it inside, finally looking into her eyes, his own looking so guilt ridden and hurt. Only she could do that to him. Make him climb out of his heavy Sin side and show that ounce of humanity.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Annnnd he wasn't listening. "Greed...." she said with her eyes a little wide and wary with concern. "Babe, you still with me....?" she didn't think he understood what she was trying to say and now he was off in his head on some psycho trip.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 9:26 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He was choked up with a lump hung in his throat. He couldn't speak, it was just stuck, his face giving away the weight of that emotion. His nose and ears were even turning red because he didn't have her even chained to his wrist.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: The look on his face suggested he was imagining it and she didn't want to put him through it for too long so she took his chained hand in hers so he could feel her. "What you're feeling now... is how I've been feeling since I woke up on the ground. How I STILL feel because I know right now you don't love me. And it kills me." cause she knew when he went into that dark super sin mode he wasn't thinking of her or her feelings. When she was his toaster, there wasn't love there.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 9:14 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His brows furrowed and he eyed her warily. His insides were now ripping themselves to shreds and he felt that overwhelming feeling of loss hit his system. He believed her (whether she meant it as a point or really meant it). It stung just as heavy. His face looked pale and he couldn't even formulate a response. He felt sick.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked at him calmly and said in the same even tone, "I want you to imagine I don't love you anymore." she wasn't saying she didn't, but she wanted him to feel for a moment what he put her through.
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 8:57 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He looked at her intently, not expecting to get hit with that gut puncher. His stomach literally hit the floor and his mouth dropped. "What?" He still had a look of disbelief. Did she just say that?
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She sighed and sat up, he had hit the problem on the head. "Yes... right now." cause the thing was, she was sure he'd change his mind. She looked at him and said, "I want you to imagine something for me, okay? I really want you to picture this.." she waited till he was looking at her and she looked in his eyes and said, "Imagine I didn't love you anymore."
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 8:47 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I don't give a fuck about the gold toilet right now." He was going to keep it on her as long as he possibly could. Zoe was not escaping him. Even if they had to go together and get stuck in customs because of some weird handcuffed kinky shit.
On Friday, September 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave a deflated sigh and him a dull look with a tilt ofher head. "It's not stayingon, we will figure out a way to take it off." her hand dangled there and she said, "You're really going to leave behind a gold toilet?"
On Fri, Sep 2, 2016 at 6:15 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "And if this stays on---" he raised their joined hands, "you're not going without me." He was very possessive and protective right now. He didn't want her leaving now that he had her.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her hand got jerked when he sat up and she kept laying there and looked up at him, "You can say NO all you want, but you make choices I don't like and that gives me the right to make my own choices, whether you like them or not." she looked at the shackle and said, "...after this comes off." they had to have some tools around this villa..
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 8:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He wasn't emotionally ready to deal with this, but he definitely wasn't ready for her to bail. "No!" He said sitting upright, now with the serious face on.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: When he didn't say anything, she knew he wasn't ready to be her boyfriend again. He'd reached a level he wanted her but for fun stuff and sex stuff. She finally lowered her gaze and said, "I think.. I'm gonna go to Greece. I saw this bus that goes there from here. And maybe call my Dad and see if he can get a flight out of.. somewhere, maybe join me.. show me his old home.."
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 8:23 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He hated being an adult sometimes. He really didn't want to be an adult right now, but he didn't want to go crawling back to his siblings and not get his Zoe time. She was going to try and bolt, he wasn't going to let her. But he didn't want to deal with this. He still had a Sin hangover.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She just kept looking into his eyes, her voice still quiet, "I wanted to be with you last night..." and he knew how that ended, she hadn't gotten him, she'd gotten a face full of asphalt and a random italian prince.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 8:05 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His smile quickly faded. She managed to completely drown his giddiness. Her fingers had even slid from his hand. Everything was back to being serious. "Zoe I just wanted to be with you." He didn't want serious right now. Now he wanted to enjoy her.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She had that look of hurt and said quietly, "This isn't fair..." and it wasnt, she felt like he stuck her heart in a blender and he got kisses? "All you're doing is getting kisses and cuddles and all you think then is hey its okay to stomp on zoe, she'll still give me what i want."
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 7:43 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: When she stopped kissing him he realized things turned really weird. He pulled back a little to see his doe-eyed baby looking like he'd just broken her legs. "What?"
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was enjoying that kiss and how amazing it was but when she tried to turn a little, the cuffs on their wrists jangled and her eyes flew open as all the horrible events of the day before came flooding back. She didn't break the kiss but she didn't kiss him back and he had two stern doe eyes staring right at him.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 7:05 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He numbed her brain a little longer, sinking into that kiss with giddiness. This is what he wanted, not fighting and crying and fighting more.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She squealed and squirmed at his playful growls, always a willing prey for him. She took in a sharp breath through her nose when his mouth find hers and for a moment she let herself sink into it, her nails curling against his scalp.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 6:52 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He started making growly noises like he was going to eat her right there. He liked her like this, not so uptight. Not with his siblings completely ruining it. He nuzzled her ear, giving her little kisses across the her cheek until he got her mouth.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe started laughing at his ridiculousness, a sound Greed never heard from floozies unless they were drunk or Lust unless she was laughing AT someone. She reached her free hand back to lazily stroke the side of his neck,grazing over his short hair.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 6:17 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He purred against her neck, full of giggles himself as they both got a little lost in just being silly and not full of deep, serious emotions.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: There came another sleepy giggle when he nuzzled her some more, accompanied with a squirm, "Tickles.." she said, her eyes still closed but slowly she was coming out of her sleep.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 6:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "What are you giggling about?" He whispered against her skin, nuzzling her shoulder with that scruffy chin before taking a small playful bite.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe didn't LIKE being upset with Greed or angry at him, she really just wanted it to be like this all the time but Greed wasn't normal and neither was their relationship. And if he had been normal... well, they wouldn't have had a relationship. Her fingers open and closed, recurling around his and then she let out a small sleepy giggle cause he hadn't shaved since the night before and had scruff all over his face which was tickling her neck when he rubbed around on it.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 4:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He'd missed this. Missed getting to have her curled into him, not yelling or angry or frustrated with him. Not holding things back or keeping things from him that bothered her. Right now it wasn't about the ring, or his siblings or how destroyed she was from his randevu. It was just being tangled together and basking in that feeling. It made the pit of his stomach jump around like a madman in a padded room. He was twirling in circles and rolling around, making Greed's heart start to beat with excitement.
He continued rubbing his nose softly all over her neck with kisses and squeezes to her hand that was still together with his.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe just let out a hum like a lazy cat that was basking and suddenly felt the suns warmth on her. She didn't stop his kisses or tense up, in her sleepy state, it was as things should be.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 3:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He too wasn't thinking of the fiasco he'd created, where they were or what had happened. He snuggled his nose against her hair, his lips leaving soft, little kisses on her neck, which also still smelled of coconut (and a little bit of chlorine).
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave a little squeak as he squished her so tight but she didn't wake up. At his hairy leg curling between hers, her foot instinctively rubbed around on his ankle and foot, checking as she usually did to make sure he'd remembered to take his shoes off when he got in bed as he half the time forgot. It was safe to say she didn't remember at the moment that they were in Europe or had been swimming or fighting.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 11:41 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He had her boobs and cute squishy self, he hated too sometimes that he had an emptiness inside that the more he filled it the more he needed. Greed's cup was always half full to be filled up some more. He curled his leg in between hers and squished her back as tightly to his chest as he could. She fit so perfectly. He didn't want to move.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her hand didn't pull away (since he'd taken off and thrown away that ring which was probably worth a pretty penny and could be considered their payment for staying in the villa). She squirmed a little but not to get away, her butt fit even more snugly warm against him as she didn't wake up even a little. This, to her, was paradise, just being in his arms and it was all she ever wanted which is why it always saddened her when she felt she couldn't compare with what he wanted. Gold toilets, necklaces on big boobs, clubs, fast cars, all of the things she wasn't. Peaceful sleep she wasn't having but it was deep cause of sheer emotional and physical exhaustion.
On Thu, Sep 1, 2016 at 9:54 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He squeezed her tightly to him as if she were just a squishy pillow. His fingers tightened around hers as she gave in a little to him, not fighting him. He squinted his eyes open a moment to see how long they'd been like that. He nestled his cheek against her hair, closing his eyes. Just a minute longer. He wanted to smell that island coconut in her hair a moment longer.
On Thursday, September 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: They were knocked out for awhile, the sun had started to lower in the sky cause it wsa late afternoon before Greed would wake up. Zoe was still pretty zonked. But she fit perfectly against him in their spooning position, their bodies knowing each other so well, they fit like puzzle pieces. Zoe's arm was wrapped around her own middle cause that's where Greed's arm was and they were still cuffed. But during sleep, her fingers had gone up and threaded with his that were on top of hers. She may be mad and hurt but they were still in a relationship. It wasn't like his siblings where he had to sleep with one eye open befcause they'd retaliate.