On Thu, Aug 18, 2016 at 6:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "IM HERE NOW! Fuck the limo! Fuck Lust! Fuck my sorry ass!" And he tried to drag her back towards the stairs. He was trying to get them out of this mess and not destroy the hotel in the middle of it.
On Thursday, August 18, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Ugh, Greed!" he was still going to say she pushed him and it was like he forgot all his boasts about being his own man. "The point of the limo was you WEREN'T THERE. Even IF she did something to the limo, you weren' there! You weren't anywhere near there!" he had still left her behind.
On Thu, Aug 18, 2016 at 6:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "She might as well have strapped me up with a golden lasso and whipped me with it. And I went, fuck me I went, but she pulled that shit with the limo. I know it." While he could blame himself, there was no clear wrong just in his camp alone.
On Thursday, August 18, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked away when he jerked her so close to him, him in his no shoes and her in her broken ones. "Lust PLANNED it this way?" she narrowed her eyes at him, "She tied strings around your wrists and MADE you leave me at the club? She made you spend money?" she couldn't believe he was trying to lay the blame elsehwere.
On Thu, Aug 18, 2016 at 5:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "The night was a fucking shithole. I nearly bankrupted myself---hell, I probably did. I woke up and had nothing and that included you. When I went to find you you were missing and I think Lust planned it it that way." He jerked her closer to him, "And I fell for it. AGAIN. So help me that bitch is gonna die tonight."
On Thursday, August 18, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She closed her eyes tight as he just bellowed at her and when she opened them again, they were still wet but she refused to cry. Well she was going to try not to. "Then lose it. Who cares. This is what you want, isn't it? Isn't that what you tell me? You NEVER do anything unless you want to. Why leave? Aren't you just getting started? I'm assuming last night was REALLY fun or you wouldn't have dumped me in the street. I'm just holding you back, so you go. Go do whatever it is you wanna do but I'm going to take a shower. I'm going to max out my credit card on a ticket to New York and I am GOING HOME without you."
On Thu, Aug 18, 2016 at 5:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He was weak to Lust again and he knew he'd failed probably worse than he had before. That anger just boiled over and he was full on yelling now, though it was hard to decide if it was for her or for himself. "I'M NOT LETTING YOU OUT OF MY FUCKING SIGHT!" And he clamped a tighter grip on her wrists. "I am this close, THIS fucking close to losing my shit because I'm a fucking fool, so god damn it you are coming with me now." He was all over the place, and the look he gave her was as harsh as a bullet between the eyes. He took a deep breath and tried this again.
On Thursday, August 18, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "It's too late!" she shot back at him and the other heel could be heard snapping as she planted her feet firmly so he couldn't pull her up. "I don't want to be near you so let me the fuck go!! You don't get to just decide when I'm worth it and when I'm not!" he was picking and choosing when he wanted her and they'd gone through years of fighting about it that she wasn't having it now. He had told her once to take a stand when it happened, to not give in... even if he wanted her to now.
On Thu, Aug 18, 2016 at 5:10 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I give a fucking damn now so stop being a fucking shit because I will pull you up every fucking stair until I get to the top. And then I'll pull you down the hallway, screaming if I have to." His anger at himself just boiled under the surface and it was turning him into the monster he knew he was.