On Tuesday, April 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She nodded with her eyes closed and then opened them, "I think you were. In the back of your mind somewhere.." her hands going up the nape of his neck, "But I think a bigger part of you was like NO." and she made a mock stern face and then relaxed it into a smile, "Since at that party, you were soooo not attracted to me. It took me coming after you to even get you to say a word to me. And I think the searching part of you didn't think it was me, I think you wrote me off as a chick with a shiny thing to steal from and you got to know me and... then one day realized, hey, I found this and I didn't know I'd been looking for it but I was. Cause otherwise how would you have found me?"
On Tue, Apr 12, 2016 at 8:30 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You think I was inadvertently looking for you?" It sure seemed that that had been the result of the both of them needing someone to show off all their best qualities to. He'd never been with someone that actually felt like an extension of himself.
On Monday, April 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She nodded, "The universe does work in mysterious ways." she laughed when he twirled her and went, "Hmmm... I'm not sure. But I think maybe... MAYBE... you've been searching your whole life and you didn't even know it until you stumbled across me and you suddenly found it." she wasn't sure what 'it' was, but he had been looking without knowing he was looking and he hadn't just found her, he'd found himself, his true self under all the masks, he had found out he existed without a mask.
On Mon, Apr 11, 2016 at 7:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "The universe just knew." He twirled her again. "What do you think? Since you're so smart?" Damn her and her perfect hobbit needs.
On Monday, April 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She chuckled, "Ohhhhh is that right? I needed you and sent out telepathic signals to you, come to me my big strong sin, a chubby hobbit needs you. And you were pulled to me by my magic powers that took you years to convince was not a virtue trap." she didn't deny it tho, she did need him.
On Mon, Apr 11, 2016 at 2:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Because you needed me. And in some telepathic way you drew me to you." He smiled brightly, right proud of his answer. He even puffed out his chest a little.
On Monday, April 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She laughed some more and had to put her arms around his neck to steady herself when he put her down, "Noooooo you have me. I'm asking what you think the reason you have me is... like the big cosmic universe reason?"
On Mon, Apr 11, 2016 at 2:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "What you don't think I have you?" He started running forward and twirling her again. He snorted in his own laughter before putting her feet down.
On Monday, April 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She nodded, she agreed with that, the world wouldn't be right without him. She squealed with laughter when he picked her up and spun her around. She looked down at him, "Oh yeah?" she asked, wanting to know what reason he thought he had her.
On Mon, Apr 11, 2016 at 2:23 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I think there's a reason I'm here...like the world wouldn't be right if I wasn't." He picked her up and twirled her around. "I think there's a reason I have you." There was something that pulled them together. It wasn't a fluke or a mistake. Not to him.