Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2016-08-06 20:15:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Greed and Zoe
WHEN: April 18 [Backdated]
WHERE: Greed's apartment
WHAT: The Sin lets go accidentally
WARNING: Smooches
Note: The log reads backwards
She just looked at him in disbelief. He was totally okay with her moving across the country for two years. Her mouth was hanging open and she just sighed in frustration and said, "Fine, I'll talk to my dad about it tomorrow." and got off him to lie down and pull the covers up. Stupid supportive boyfriend.
On Wed, Apr 6, 2016 at 10:34 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He'd already closed his eyes with a satisfied grin on his face. "Mmmhmmmm." He wasn't going to be able to be serious until he got out of this sinfest, indulgent coma.
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a slight face, she'd expected SOME protest at least... she put her arms around him and her head on his shoulder. Ugh, she should be thankful for his support but... she lifted her head, "And you know this is California, california, right? Like on the other side of the country. Not like California, New York. And it could be like two years..."
On Wed, Apr 6, 2016 at 10:07 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
The Sin just gorged itself on that ambition and desire from her. Greed was just swimming in it now, a tick ready to pop from overfilling itself on blood. That was his lifeline. His blood. "Yeah, totally." He was too strung out for her to talk him back right now.
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look, "Are you talking to yourself? Cause you look super drugged out." she put his tea to the side too and scooted closer to him, climbing into his lap as she looked in his eyes, "Focus for a second okay? Are you really okay with this?"
On Wed, Apr 6, 2016 at 10:02 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
There was still time for him to flip out. Instead he just wanted to stay high in this moment because it tasted so amazing. "Just enjoy it while it lasts." He looked drugged, about as good as he did when she gave him a blow job.
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed, "No, I'm not." she was a little but she wasn't gonna admit it. "You're being really supportive." she said it with a tone of disbelief. She threw up her hands and looked at him, "I am just being ungrateful." she leaned in and gave him a peck on the lips. "I honestly thought you'd flip out..."
On Wed, Apr 6, 2016 at 9:42 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're mad at me?" Well that wasn't expected. That's what he got for being himself. He wasn't going to feel so keen on this idea when that high wore off.
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She just blinked, he just said yeah. He was really doing this. He was okay with her moving to California. Okay, she was kinda offended and really scared and also hurt that he could so easily give her up. She was still a little dazed and shook her head, "Fine, I'll look into it and see if it can be done." freakin asshole. She put her tea on the nightstand, wanting this conversation to be over.
On Wed, Apr 6, 2016 at 9:15 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yeah but---I've never felt this wave coming off of you that wasn't just for me." Greed always felt that high when she wanted him, butt his wash new feeling all together and he still reveled in it. It was still a high.
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look and raised her brows a little. Could he really blame her? "I don't know Greed, there are times you don't let me go to dinner with my dad without you and now you're suggesting I move across the country?" and she swept her arm out in front of her.
On Wed, Apr 6, 2016 at 9:03 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What are you talking about?" He was being serious here and she was asking him about---oh----"You mean Rowen? No. No!" He wasnt even thinking of all that bullshit. They were talking about something she wanted.
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She listened and debated it but she had to ask, "Is that entirely it or are you thinking this is a great way to get rid of me for a bit so you can go enjoy some more kisses for longer than a second?" the end of her question getting a little frosty. She didn't just have the ambitious side of Greed, she had the possesive side as well.
On Tue, Apr 5, 2016 at 9:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's like wave smacking me in the face. You want more than you think you do. What kind of sin would I be if I didn't let you get what you want? That my nature, the core of what I am---and you just lit that on fire." All his spidey senses were tingling. He couldn't tell her no. That in itself felt like a sacrilege to what he was
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She shook her head, "Yeah, YOU have the money. It's not my money." then she looked at him in disbelief when he practically was shoving her out the door and saying she could go with her dad. She had been hoping he'd have a temper tantrum and tell her no. Not fund the trip and tell her bon voyage! "You... want me to go?" now she felt a little hurt. For all his talk about not wanting to be without her, now she was a tiny bit suspicious, Rowen still crawling around in the back of her mind. Hadn't Greed told her he saw the idiot naked? And if she looked that great with clothes on, she couldn't imagine the temptation she was with them off...
On Tue, Apr 5, 2016 at 9:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"But I have the money." She could use it if she really wanted it bad enough. She could take it for herself and just go without a word. He shook his head because this hurt so bad. And yet at the same time he knew she needed it. And that need rolling off her that was for something else was intoxicating. "You could go with Theseus." There were things even sex and love couldn't fill. And if she didn't go she'd forever be dissatisfied, and he wouldn't be the sin of greed of he didn't allow that.
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her eyes snapped to him, "No. never. Okay? There is nothing in the world I want more than to be with you. In whatever way." since he wouldn't marry her. "This was stupid, okay? Just stupid thoughts floating around." she held one hand out to him to take his hand, "It's not even possible. I don't have the money to go back to school and the best programs for it are out in California and there is no way I'd go without you." and she knew he wouldn't give up his job for anything.
On Tue, Apr 5, 2016 at 9:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He spun his finger around in the other cup of tea. "You want this even more than---" and he couldn't say it. He couldn't physically bring himself to say that she wanted it more than him. She couldn't deny it. He could feel it. The worst part was he knew she was right and he couldn't pry his fingers off her.
On Wednesday, April 6, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She cupped the warm mug in her hands and looked at the tea, "She said that it's hard for immortals to understand... you think of time differently since you have so much of it. You can try different careers, you can go different places, none of it matters if it doesn't work out, you just start again. But I don't have a pause button, I'm growing every day. I don't have all the time to do everything...." and that gun to her head had really reminded her of that fact. That while she was in love and it was great, outside of it, she had very little.
On Tue, Apr 5, 2016 at 8:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She really wanted this. Really wanted to make something of herself, and in Greed language that was all part of what he was. Ambition, need, want and desire. He could taste it coming from her. And yet he didn't want to lose her to something else she may want. Something she may want more than him.
On Tuesday, April 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She took another sip of tea and said, "She didn't TELL me to do anything. We just had a conversation. She was 19 when she met my dad, okay. And after that, she never wanted to be anything but his wife and have his babies. He left her just a few years later and she never wanted anything else still. She just said she knows how intense love can be but she wanted to know what I wanted... you know, outside of being with you. And not just in case you leave me but because it's good to-- I mean, look at you, you work at an ad agency and you love it and you're good at it and you're going somewhere. And me? I'm close to getting fired from a mail room job that is going nowhere."
On Tue, Apr 5, 2016 at 2:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
So that's what triggered all this. Damn it. This was his fault wasn't it? In some fucked up way if he'd never had a temper tantrum with Glutt he wouldn't be in this situation now. She'd have forgotten all about it. "What did she tell you to do?" Because blast zombie mom.
On Tuesday, April 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She took the cup of tea with a thanks and a kiss on his cheek. She sighed and took a sip, leaning against the pillows at her back, "I wasn't keeping it from you. Not really. It just was some stuff my mom and I talked about and I didn't think much of it and then I don't know.. I kinda started to." she gave him a wry look, "Having a gun to your head, well my head, kinda makes you remember life can be short. For me anyway." she honestly wouldn't have given a second thought to her mother's words if that hadn't happened. But it had been a jolt that kickstarted something in her brain.
On Tue, Apr 5, 2016 at 11:16 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't want you keeping anything from me." It was serious. Zoe no matter how much she might want a thought to herself, was not able to with Greed around. He wanted to hear it all, good and bad. He handed her a cup of tea and waited on pins and needles.
On Tuesday, April 5, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled with her eyes closed and kept her arms around him even as she was sat up. She kissed his lips and said, "But you left me some." and thats what mattered toher. She didn't want ALL. She just didn't want to be forgotten. She sighed, "You sure you wanna have this talk? You're gonna hate it." she had been trying to basically forget what her mom said cause she didn't think Greed would be able to stay sane enough to discuss it. But it obviously had taken root in her brain.
On Tue, Apr 5, 2016 at 8:50 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Come on sleepy head...." He lifted her upright with another wet kiss on the cheek. "You're glowing still..." He said in a whisper with a nip to her ear. He watched herbeam at the little tea party display. "I ate some cookies."
On Monday, April 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked over to see the tea and cookies, "You made it for me? And you didn't drink all of it?" she looked back at him and smiled, "Thank you.." it was so sweet. She put her arms around his neck partly to hug, partly so he could pull her up into a sitting position.
On Mon, Apr 4, 2016 at 8:24 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Well, that at least progressed him to seeing her face instead of hearing her moan and groan and try to brush him off. He wanted to know where this story of hers was going, and even if he hated the ending, at least he knew. He didn't want her to have any secrets. Even inner ones she kept to herself. "Are we ready to have story time? Your tea is ready." He'd gone and made it himself.
On Monday, April 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She flailed an arm behind her, "Why don't you join me in sleep?" she coudln't help but smile a little, "If you do what you did a little while ago, I am not gonna wake up... well I will, for a few minutes of bliss. And then pass out again." but she sighed and wriggled around so she was on her back and could look up at him.
On Mon, Apr 4, 2016 at 7:03 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He started clawing at the pillow with his fingers. "Come on.....I need you. "Do I need to wake you up?" Damn he wished this wasn't his apartment and they were in Madison.
On Monday, April 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She whined and then huffed, "No!" and put the pillow over her head. He could sit his fat butt on her all he wanted, she was going to avoid this for as long as she could.
On Mon, Apr 4, 2016 at 5:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed crawled on top of her, smelling coconuts and the mix of her. He still had her taste on his tongue, and that was sweeter than any tea. Hewiggled on top of her. "Wakey, wakey..."
On Monday, April 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was asleep, not even the tempting smell of tea and cookies was gonna wake her up tho she was half awake now. She didn't move when she felt him on the bed either. Maybe he would be too tired from making the tea and just go to sleep...
On Mon, Apr 4, 2016 at 5:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Completely. The bed would be tired." He waddled off into the kitchen for a while to make tea. He didn't give her a chance to sleep when he returned with a tray of tea and some cookies.
On Monday, April 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave a tired laugh that ended in a groan as he kissed her, "You'd fuck me before going to the kitchen? You're such a weirdo..." she groaned again as he lay on her to be an ass. But she did look at his cute butt as he walked away. As soon as he did, she kicked at the comforter so she wasnt wrapped up in it, then turned on her stomach and went to sleep.
On Mon, Apr 4, 2016 at 11:34 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Too bad I can't fuck you. I'd do it before leaving." He gave her a slippery wet kiss and then just to be an ass laid there in her for a bit. After the awkward silence he got up so she had a clear view of his bare ass.
On Monday, April 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a dull look, "I have on no underwear, I'm half asleep. Where would I run to?" she wriggled around but he had her bundled up tight.
On Mon, Apr 4, 2016 at 11:19 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I dunno if I can trust you to not escape. " he side eyed her with a huff. The things he did to get this girl to talk.
On Monday, April 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed. This was so unfair, he'd totally cheated. She tried to kick but he had her wrapped up tight so she just groaned. "I hate you.." she mumbled and then looked at him bleary eyed, "I'm gonna need a cup of tea." she was so not awake enough ffor this conversation andher bunny boyfriend was too hyper.
On Mon, Apr 4, 2016 at 10:34 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Nope. Not at all. So get those fat lips moving." He wiggled on top of her, keeping her wrapped up. "You're not getting out of this one." Not even physically.
On Monday, April 4, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made sounds of protest, "I will!" she whined, "I promise you we'll talk in the morning. We'll have a discussion and you can ask whatever you want and I'll answer." she glared at him, "Are you gonna let me sleep at all?" cause this might be a losing battle.
On Mon, Apr 4, 2016 at 7:43 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I want to have answers! I won't get it out if you in the morning." He glomped her and rolled her in the comforter like a pig in ablanket.
On Sunday, April 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She couldn't believe she was in love with this utter doof. "No, no, NO! I want to sleep. We will talk in the morning." she kicked at him again and then wriggled all the way to the other side of the big bed (if he let her get that far), taking the comforter with hercause her bottom half was naked.
On Sun, Apr 3, 2016 at 8:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yes! Yeeessss! YESSSS!" He started saying it in a singsong voice and almost tapping into that orgasmic side. She might blush but she was still going to spill.
On Sunday, April 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She groaned and buried her face in the pillow, then kicking at him, "I can't talk if my brain is jelly. Are you serious? You want to have this conversation RIGHT NOW? It can't wait till morning or after a nap?"
On Sun, Apr 3, 2016 at 7:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Well, if it takes making you jelly to get you to talk, so be it. Every time." He was so smug, but this was quite the serious conversation. "The point is you want to go don't you?"
On Sunday, April 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She opened one eye, "How fast do you see me moving right now?" cause she didn't think she could move unless she wanted to. God damn him for making her so jello and then wanting to talk about this.
On Sun, Apr 3, 2016 at 5:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Then why'd you bring it up if you didn't have every intention of setting sail as soon as your fast little sea legs would carry you?" She was trying to get away. DAMN IT!
On Sun, Apr 3, 2016 at 11:55 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed and opened her eyes, "Greed, I'm not gonna live in California. I'm staying right here. In your bed." then she wriggled around and turned her back to him, burying her head in the pillow.
On Sun, Apr 3, 2016 at 8:49 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So, you're gonna go live in California? What about Theseus?" As if it wasn't Greed that would be punished byher leaving to another state---one that that tree of a roommate moved to.
On Sunday, April 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She said simply, "School's in California." you couldn't just make maps cause you felt like it, there was training and programs involved depending on the type of map you wanted to create and what field you wanted to work in. She'd done a lot of research into the subject ever since her mom suggested it and showed her the school in caliofnria.
On Sun, Apr 3, 2016 at 7:26 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You want to make maps? Why not here?" He was disrupted by that. She'd thought about doing something without him?
On Sunday, April 3, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She opened her eyes half way, looking surprised that he knew about Cartography in california, not realizing she's the one who told him. "No...!" her eyes feeling heavy again. "My mom suggested cause I'm not immortal.." she said as her eyes started to close.
On Sun, Apr 3, 2016 at 6:03 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're leaving me for Cartography in California?" As if she could really answer coherently. He'd just completely drugged her.
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She quivered and said without thinking about it, "Cartography." she didn't think she was hiding it (she was), she was more trying not to think about it because it seemed ridiculous.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 6:10 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What about with me?" He still had no idea why she was hiding it so deep. He'd just turned her into jello. She needed to give him something....so he kissed her navel, knowing full well her skin was still tingling with sensitivity.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:48 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She hummed at his touch, her eyes still closed, half in and out of consciousness, completely forgetting this had been his plan all along. She sighed out, "Nothing without you." and that was the truth.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 5:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It was so sickenly sweet. He almost didn't press further with what he'd done all this for-----but it would have been all for naught if he didn't. "So, what's in California?" he asked softly, settling on his side and putting an arm under her head, where he curled his fingers throughher hair.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:41 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She burrowed into him with a satisfied sigh, her eyes still closed, she was on cloud 9 and it wasn't just because of his tongue, it was just being with him.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 5:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He let that settle a little. His skin brightening against her confession. It wasn't the onehe'd wanted, but the fuzzies it made him feel inside was almost as good as her getting him back for putting her through that pleasurable torture.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:27 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was out of breath and made a little noise every time any part of his body touched hers but she put an arm around his neck and kissed him over and over. "I love you..." she whispered. She felt drugged but she would have said that sober even (maybe not cause it made him sick) but she had to say it cause she felt it so strongly.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 5:24 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He had that sneaky, pleased grin on his face. She wouldn't escape that tingly feeling for a while. He gave in to her kiss. It was as sweet as the rest of her.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:20 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She arched her back, going stiff as she released a low moan when he finally took it to where she reached her climax and then rode that wave straight down into paradise, her back slowly lowering back on the mattress, her nails retracting from his shoulders, leaving little half moon indents in his flesh. She pulled on his ears to bring him up to her, her body was a bundle of pleasure nerves and she was sensitive to every little touch, but all she wanted to do was kiss him.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 5:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He had said she was his, and he was making sure she knew that. No one would ever get those sounds out of her. It was just a symphony to his ears. And when she thought she couldn't hang on anymore, and he felt her nails practically embed themselves into his flesh----only then did he give her that release.He held out until he knew she couldn't revive her brain to combat him anymore.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:12 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She thought he'd just tease her a bit, not go full blown evil mastermind! Herleg curled around him, her hands reaching out to grip his shoulders, her nails digging in, dying for that release but enjoying the sweet torture he was puttingher through. Her brain was melted and coming out of her ears she was sure, she couldn't even keep her eyes open, but her mouth was, making little whimpering noises.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 5:08 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He'd told her he'd make her brain fuzzy. He devoured her just as he'd promised. He'd mastered this part and he knew without a doubt that she'd reach that euphoria when he wanted her to. So he took his time, teasingher with a false end until she'd practically claw at his back for him to let herfinish. He wasn't Lust, he couldn't turn a switch on and off, but he could draw it out.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:04 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're always a jerk..." she said softly with a dreamy smile until she felt him move, her bleary eyes opening a little but she felt it before she saw it, "Greed!" she squealed as she bent one knee, her toes pointed as it waved in the air and stayed there for a moment as she sucked in a lot of air.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 5:01 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Again?" He imitated as much as if they were in their home, without any barriers. At one point he'd nearly pulled his finger completely out but only continued the torture until she was barely hanging on and thenhe laughed rather manically. She was still coherent. He had to fix that. So he traded one torture device for another and kissed her softly---but not on her mouth.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 7:58 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put an arm around his neck as he teased her in her ear. Herbreath caught and she managed to whisper, "You're... a.. jerk...." hernails scratching down the back of his head.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 4:51 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't hear you...." He started nibbling on her ear while his hand---took care of things..."What were you going to say?" he said in adeep whisper, his teeth pulling down on her earlobe as hewatched her eyes flutter closed. He wasn't perfect at this, but he'd gotten damn good at it. There was only one other thing he could do that could make her brain turn to goo----but he was waiting for that. This was just to tip her over the edge.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 7:46 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"New under...." she trailed off as she watched him wet his finger and she squirmed again but then went still as he just went for it and her mouth dropped open and she let out a breath. They didn't get to do this too often outside the deadzone either, only when he felt he could handle it, and it seemed like he could! She couldn't answer him.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 4:40 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He tugged on the flimsy fabric until he'd gotten them off completely. "A new what?" He stuck his middle finger in his mouth (not like she needed any lubrication to begin with..but this was just him continuing to be a big tease). She'd made him enjoy that part. "What do I owe you?" and he taunted herbefore sticking his finger in all her warm gooey bits. Time to watch her eyes roll back into her head a little bit, but that wasn't going to be what made her mind melt.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 7:35 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wiggled her butt as the fabric kept digging in and heripped her undies, "You owe me a new one..." she said buthe'd bought her a lot of underwear already. But this type of stuff tended to happen to them. And there was a noticeable small damp spot forming in her ruined ones, he could easily turn her on and he had.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 4:31 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
The flimsy lace she had on was no match for his constant twirling until it started to rip apart. He kept tugging and pulling until one side was completely ripped through. "No it doesn't. That's why I'll make you cry...." not the kind of cry that bothered him and made him uncomfortable. The good kind as he was trying to turnher on with playful words.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 7:24 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squirmed but was enjoying it in a torturous way,her eyes staying on his. She bit her bottom lip as hekept going, "Never seems very hard for you to do..."her breath getting a little shallow.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 4:20 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Depends....." he tilted his head to the side in question. "I like making you squeal...." He let go of one side of her underwear, but kept twirling with the other hand until the top lip dug into her skin a little more than just a pinch. He looked at her with aquestioning brow. He was going to tear and stretch them if he kept it up---which was entirely the goal.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 7:17 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yes-s...?" she said but it was more a question and she sucked in a breath at his teeth on herneck, her eyes closing for a moment and then opening half way when he toyed with herunderwear, "Would you want to...?" she countered. She'd be pretty useless to him if she was in shreds.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 4:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Are you sure?" he practically growled out, as ifhe was ready to eat her alive. He was the hungry wolf and he was going to getwhat he was after by any means necessary. Helet his teeth scrape down her neck, waiting to hear that hitch in her breath before he let his grip loosen on her wrists, only to let them travel to her waist. "I mean, I can be quite dangerous. I could rip you to shreds...." and he could. Hehooked his fingers on sides of her underwear, twisting them around and around until they pinched her skin just a little.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 6:53 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stared up at him, her eyes showing some nerves mixed with excitement, "N-no...." she stumbled over the word. She wasn't scared OF him, they both knew she wouldn't let him physically harm her again on purpose so there was no fear aout that. This was that good kinda of fear, the one that sent a shiver down your spine.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 3:51 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He didn't let her budge, just held her down as if his hands were just another pair of handcuffs. He just grinned like the cheshire cat, looking down into those brown pools. "Are you scared?" He lined his teeth with his tongue anticipating her answer. In this kind of situation, lying to him was just ameans of foreplay.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 6:45 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrinkled her nose as he gripped tighter and she squirmed as he got that psycho look on his face, "That means you get to hold me down and melt my brain to get me to talk?" she tried to buck him off but he was way too big.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 3:42 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
His thumbs pressed into the pulse-point of her wrists, gripping a little tighter as she made such sudden movement. He sat up a little, his knees on either side of her. "Do you know what your shirt says?" Yes it had said 'return to Greed' but he was hinting at the even greater meaning behind it. "You belong to me...." he grinned so wide, he might have looked more than just a little psychotic.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 6:39 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She shook her head, "Nope." she was totally complacent, acting super nonchalant and saying, "This is all part of my master--" and she abruptly cut off as she made asudden jerk to the side to try to getto freedom.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 3:32 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He took her arms and laid them above her head, with his own hands clamped around her wrists. "Are you sure? No struggle?" Part of him really wanted her to just alittle bit.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 6:30 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squealed when he got herand she was on her back again, "I could get away if I wanted to! I LET you catch me." she said and did her best impression of him by sniffing and putting herbutton nose in the air.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 3:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He let her get a head start, to try to escape before pouncing on her and wrangling her back onto the bed. "Did you think you'd getaway?" Did she think she'd resist or wiggle out of it like she was the questions? No. That wasn't going to happen.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 6:25 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed, "You're going to sexually drug me to get me to spill?" but there was a nervous look since he was going into wolf mode. It was always dangerous and kinda thrilling. She scooted a little away from him.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 3:17 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Who says you'd be melting my brain. I'm talking about you, babe. I'm going to make you feel like you're on morphine and then ask you just what I want to know." He was warning her ahead of time. Not that she'd be able to do much about it. "There's more than one way to make your brain fuzzy."
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 4:58 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a wary look but had a smile on her face as she put a hand on his chest, "I dont know... tho you know if you melted my brain, you'd get really into the kiss and then probably get so distracted you'd forget so yeah, let's do some brain melting."
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 1:51 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What if I melt your brain. Will you tell me then?" He was a sneaky sonofabitch. He could make her brain turn to mush. He stuck his tongue out and licked her lips, though he was thinking of something else entirely.
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sat up and raised a brow, "YOU are the one denying us. And.." she sighed, "I don't want you to freak out and it's not even something that's happening or important or even an option."
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 12:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You really wanna deny you and me because of something you can't seem to tell me." He but down on his lower lip.
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She started to get up off him, "Oh so sad, okay, no kisses and no playtime then." but denying her meant also denying himself which was something Greed wasn't prone to do.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 9:20 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're evading my question. Stop it and give me the right answer. Or....no kisses and no playtime later."
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She raised her brows and said muffled against his chest, "Palm trees?" not willing to go down without a fight.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 9:14 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"The what does have to do with California?" She couldn't evade his questions forever, and he's wear her down until she didn't hide anymore.
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed like a deflated balloon and moved back down to flop her head on his chest, "Absolutely nothing." she didn't elaborate, he asked what zombies had to do with california and she was answering truthfully.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 9:09 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You would so mind, don't lie." He made nomming noises again at her bite. Then he remembered where this conversation had originally started. "So what does all this have to do with California?" Did she really believe he'd just forget it?
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Well don't look at your thing then in the bath. You only take them with me anyway..." she moved up a bit to kiss his cheek and then the side of his jaw, "I don't mind you all pruny and shriveled. I'd still make out with you.." she said against his ear as she kissed his frog tattoo and then bit it.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:39 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You get all pruny. Everything shrivels up. I do not like seeing my dick shrivel up like a well done hot dog." Gross. "I did bathe more often then required back then. They thought I was releasing evil spirits like a plague." Glutt however loved the lack of bathing thing, he wouldn't bathe if it was too much work. Often times Greed had to force him or dump tons of perfume over his head.
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed, "I can't imagine you not wanting to shower even every day back then. Tho I suppose it would be taking a bath." she turned her head to look at him, "How come you dislike taking baths when you probably had to take them all the time?"
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:22 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Perfume and cologne come in handy. Like the Middle Ages..." He fingered her hair, combing through its softness. He loved feeling up every part of her.
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'd put Saran wrap on your face and give you kisses even you couldn't kiss me. And you would smell but I can wear a gas mask. And you would be ugly but I wouldn't care." she burrowed into him and wryly thought Maybe then you'd want to marry me. But of course didn't say it outloud.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:13 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You wouldn't get kisses...." His face turned into a big frown. "I live off your kisses..." He looked down kind of depressed at this possible outcome. "I'd smell pretty bad. Shit I'd be ugly wouldn't I?"
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Mmmm good point, you wouldn't be able to get it up. And yeah, losing my vagina would be mad. I wouldn't be able to pee." she kissed his jaw, "I'd hold hands with you tho. While wearing gloves."
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:09 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Could I even circulate blood if I was a zombie for sex?" He contemplated that very heavily. This could be a problem if the zombie apocalypse really did happen. "Then there's the problem of eating you out, you might lose your vagina. Shit. That's a problem..."
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a noise at the surprise pop but hey her back was looser now. She laughed as he went zombie on her and happily took his kiss, "You know what, I think I'd still be with you if you were a zombie. Tho probably no sex cause I L word you but a zombie peen inside me is too much grossness."
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 8:00 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He wiggled his arms around her tightly, squeezing until he inadvertently popped her back (which probably felt good). "I wouldn't look good with sallow skin and rotting flesh. He made nomming noises on her shoulder and then gave her a big wet kiss.
On Saturday, April 2, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squealed with laughter and then looked down at him, "No. No dying. I am not kissing a corpse." she snuggled into him, still thinking about their conversation evven if it seemed to be over.
On Sat, Apr 2, 2016 at 5:55 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His eyes rolled back a little and wrestled her around until she was on top of him. "I'll happily die if you eat my brains." He wouldn't care.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Firstly, I suck at having secrets from you and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't let you lie naked on top me right now if I secretly resented you. Secondly, My mother totally accepted you." not cause Sophia did but because Zoe wanted her to, "Thirdly, I am a pod girlfriend and I'm gonna eat your brain." she leaned up and made nom nom nom noises as she lightly nibbled on his neck.
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 8:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You don't secretly resent me and want me to run off a cliff because there's no way your mother accepted me in such a short time, even given what she knew at that point. Now I have a pod girlfriend who's gonna eat my brain."
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed at the face he was making, "Speak up before you decide I'm secretly an alien princess dinosaur thing. Tell me what's going on in your head." she rubbed his head.
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 4:14 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
After the ordeal he had the week before he had to at least ask. Zoe might resent him and not even realize it. If she did she was afraid to tell him. Maybe that's why she brought this up, using her mother story as a disguise. He narrowed his eyes at her, contemplating another crazy story.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"No!" she put her arms around him, her hands traveling up his naked back, "No no, she doesn't. I think. And even if she did, you're not, okay? She just said that she wants me to make sure I have a life that exists beyond just being your girlfriend." which was easy to see why, Sophia basically had made her life all about Theseus to the point her children didn't even come first.
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 3:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Am I dragging you?" She wouldn't even look at him. "She thinks I'm forcing you in this thing doesn't she?" As if ghost mom could stop him. Fuck ghost mom.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She lowered her lashes and squirmed a little, "Just you know... mom stuff. She wants me to be happy and stuff. And that she loves my dad still but she doesn't want to see me go down the same road she did." she looked at him, "You know, like, waiting till I die. She was saying it's important to remember we both are coming into a relationship, not one dragging the other along." she avoided his eyes again because it tied into her asking about california before but she didn't dare bring it up again.
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 1:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You passed." He eyed her warily. "What did she say when she left?" Zoe hadn't really talked about it. He had a feeling she needed to.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She giggled as he smacked her hands and then put her arms around his neck and gave him a big kiss, "Still think I'm not me?" no one else knew how sensitive he was about his man nips.
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 12:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Heeeyyyyy." He smacked at her hands. She had answered correctly, but it still hasn't explained how her mother came to the conclusion that she could hand her over to a living embodiment of sin.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe looked at him as if he had grown another head, "You think you've been making out with my MOM?" and she smacked at his chest, "That tattoo means you like skulls cause I'm gonna kill you and we'll never have our Ava cause you'll be dead." and she pinched his nipples. But lightly.
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 11:31 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Quick tell me why the tattoo on my neck means so I don't think your mother sucked herself into your body and I've been with a Zoe pod all this time." He closed his eyes tightly and opened them up. He just wasn't sure he could see her mother just handing Zoe over to him willingly. Even after that. It had taken Theseus a long time.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Well yeah... I think she did. She asked if you liked spending time with me outside of the bedroom and I said yes, we go on picnics, and to the movies, we have dinner, and try to cook, we walk our dog. I told her that we're a couple in love and we do all the things couples do. And I think she was really happy to hear it. Or well she didn't try to tell me to leave you." she scratched behind his ear with another smile.
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 11:20 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"She approved?" Could he believe that? This was t some ghost voodo magic. Maybe she'd slipped into Zoe! Maybe Zoe was a pod for her ghost mom now! Oh shit this got weird!
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled softly, "No... she thought it was really beautiful. And I think it's what made her approve of you for me. She said you said we were friends and I told her you're my best friend. Before all the girlfriend boyfriend stuff, before all the kissing, we were still together and spent time together and even tho we can't.... you know, you still want to be with me. And I think she really respects and admires that about you."
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 10:01 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"And then what happened? Did she feel sorry for me or think it's pathetic?" He was I the defensive. He couldn't help but think even with the two people that knew, it could come back and bite him in the ass.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yeah. That. And I only told her cause she's a ghost and she's dead and she can't tell anyone. Plus YOU told Wrath. So you had one person you told and I have never told anyone. Now you have one person who knows our secret and I have one person too. And I didn't tell her about Madison. She just asked how we... and I said we get around it because of deadzones and I map them out. Like Lithuania and stuff." she had had such a limited time with her mother and she wanted her mom to know about her relationship and approve of it, she touched his cheek, "I wanted her to know we were about way more than sex." which Sophia didn't believe until Zoe explained it.
On Fri, Apr 1, 2016 at 9:43 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You mean the sex thing?" He knew her zombie mom was dead a second time, but she told someone and it made him nervous. That could be used against him by any person that wanted to get back at him. His family wouldn't know (except wrath) and no one knew or would know about Madison.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her hands on his cheeks and said, "My mom did not hate you. She said you were different than she thought you'd be and she wished she had the time to get to know you better." she took a breath, "Okay you remember that day my dad bolted after breakfast and I got to spend some time with my mom alone? We were taking a walk down the beach and there was thsi flyer thing up at the marina when we were going back to the boat and.. um... well.. I uh.. I kinda.. before this.. I.. um.." she avoided his eyes and said, "I kinda told her. You know. About our..." she wiggled her finger between them, "...situation."
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 10:06 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What did she mention? I knew it! She hated me..." He wasn't dropping it yet, no matter how she tried to distract him. She didn't bring it up if she didn't want to get into it.
On Friday, April 1, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She winced, "I just.. it was just a thought, okay? My mom had mentioned something. And now We were talking about my shitty job and it's nothing, okay? I'm sorry I mentioned it." she tried to give him a kiss so they could move past this.
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 8:34 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why would you say that? If it's nothing?" She was completely ripping down his already fragile walls after his episode a week ago. She'd just knocked them down and was just going to turn around and not tell him why?
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 10:49 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked like he was gonna get mad so she just widened her eyes and said, "nothing! Nothing! Forget I asked, it's stupid, okay. I'm sorry for bringing it up." god, why did she think she could even mention it. Him and his stupid kisses, they made her brain fog over!
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 7:46 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"For what? What's in California?" He gave her a cross look. What was she trying to do? He kept stressing for her to tell him what made her just bring up the retirement home state---or was that Florida?
On Thursday, March 31, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She had a look like she was trying to act casual but she really sucked at keeping a secret. "Nothing... just asking... California can be nice, right? For a short time? Maybe?"
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 7:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why would I need California?" He stopped his hicky making to look at her a little more freaked out that she was changing things on him and he didn't even know why. "What's in California?"
On Thursday, March 31, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She shivered at his breath and said, "It's along the lines of the new job thing... would you.. could you possibly somehow do your job from California..? Would you want to if you could?"
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 7:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He blew a circle of air against her neck, watching it line with goosebumps. Then he went back to licking and sucking the skin his favorite little spot. "What question? I don't remember you asking one."
On Thursday, March 31, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed, he was such a doof. "You bring up the fact that I hate my job and you want me to stroke your ego?" she eyed him from the corner of her eye but she wasn't mad. Especailly when he was kissing her neck like that. She hesitated and said, "How about I answer your question... if you answer a question of mine?"
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 7:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"You didn't answer my question..." He wiggled his nose against her cheek as he started to suck on her neck to leave a new spot. The one he'd left weeks ago was faded.
On Thursday, March 31, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I would like a new job." she said inbetween his kisses, "But I don't want to get fired." that would be terrible. She blinked up at him and then started laughing, "I thought you meant what's my favorite thing to do in regards to a new job." she smacked his butt and grinned, "I doubt I could get paid to kiss you." she wrinkled her nose, "And if I did, i think it'd be illegal."
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 6:20 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You want to get fired anyway." She was always telling her dad that he needed to quit. He half expected because she wanted to as well. He paused his kisses to look down at that freckled face. "What's your favorite thing?" He looked quizzical. "To do with me?" He grinned.
On Thursday, March 31, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her laugh was muffled by his kiss and she bent one knee, her foot stroking along his calf, "If I get fired.. I'm moving in with you.." she said in a warning tone but her eyes were closed and it was easy to see she didn't want to stop kissing him either.
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 5:04 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What was that?" He pretended he didn't hear her, nibbling on her bottom lip before taking in the kiss she offered. He'd never deny her his mouth (in any fashion).
On Thursday, March 31, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was in her 'if found then return to greed' tank he got her and undies. She'd never cared as much about kissing before him. It's not like there were tons of different ways to do it and yet she never tired of it with him. She was a little out of breath as she broke the kiss, her hand still tracing patterns on his naked butt, "You gonna make me be the bad guy and remind you we have work in the morning?" but she gave him another kiss cause he was so so so difficult to resist.
On Thu, Mar 31, 2016 at 4:45 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Greed was bundled on the bed with Zoe, their legs tangled together as he enjoyed just kissing every inch of her. He'd never enjoyed just kissing as much as he did with her. It was his therapy. Until it got hot and heavy, then it was just sexy. This little seal was stuck to him like glue.