Jared tried to ignore her, looking over his shoulder as he braced the railing and looked down. "Don't say that. I don't believe you." He didn't trust anyone. His own family didn't give a shit, why would someone else? Least of all her? Those tears that had nearly escaped when he'd called his dad were starting to wet his cheeks. He rubbed them away and looked back down. It wasn't just Alice, it was everyone that had disappointed him. He deserved it, he wasn't much important in this world. Just a tiny fucking speck that couldn't get anything right.