Jayden felt like he was choking, but there was no way he was letting go now, not now that she was holding him and smoothing his hair and being so amazingly motherly. God, this was all he had wanted his entire life, and so he cried all that pain out, right there in her lap while his brothers watched. "I love you," he managed to murmur between sobs. "I love you, please don't go again, please."