Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2016-03-20 22:25:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, theseus, zoe hansen |
WHO: Theseus & Sophia w/ Greed & Zoe
WHEN: March 12 [Backdated]
WHERE: Theseus' boat
WHAT: Greed gets a heart to heart with Ghost mom
WARNING: None
Note: The log reads backwards
Zoe looked relieved and that smile came rushing back as if all was right with the world and she squeezed his hand. She just wanted a family meal. And now she'd finally get it as her mother also took a seat at the table. Sophia wanted to speak up but at the same time... this was something Theseus needed to deal with their daughter.
On Mon, Mar 14, 2016 at 6:06 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Theseus was getting hard pressed to deny Zoe anything. Her eyes were as pleading as her voice. "Alright." He sat down with Zoe opposite side to Greed who was stuffing his face as fast as he could. He was Glutt's brother, and considering the light meal the night before, he acted half starved.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe looked at him like she didn't believe him. she didn't let his hand go, if anything her grip increased, "You didn't eat anything..." she said quietly, "Just have two bites..." then added a very soft and urgent, "Please." it wasn't fair, last night Greed was trying to destroy her perfect family dream and now her own father was messing it up.
On Sun, Mar 13, 2016 at 5:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You deserve some long over due time with your mom. I'll be back." He squeezed her hand. "I promise." He couldn't stay in the past this long without getting a breathe. He was starting to believe Zoe's fantasies.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia gave Greed some more and raised her brows as he wanted even more, But she cut him off at a certain point. Zoe giggled as Greed put cream on her nose and licked it off, giving him a small sugary kiss on the lips. She looked alarmed when Theseus basically announced he was going. She grabbed his hand, her grip tight, "Where're you going?" she asked him. They were having a nice family meal and this is what she wanted. How could he leave?
On Sun, Mar 13, 2016 at 5:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed's eyes lit up and his mouth hung open and told Sophia to give him more when Theseus waved off the sugary topping. Greed dipped his finger in the top of cream to dab it to Zoe's nose that he licked off. Theseus stood after that. He kissed Zoe's cheek, his hand resting on her back. "Spend some time with your mother. " he had somewhere to be, someone to talk to. He gave Sophia a kiss. "im not going to run anymore. " like she had told him.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia shook her head, "Had very little to work with." giving Theseus a look with a smile since the man really didn't do much grocery shopping. "But I do believe I saw...." she rummaged in the fridge and then produced a can of whipped cream and squirted a big froth on Greed's pancake. And then put some on Zoe's too, kissing her daughter on the head. She shook the can at her husband to see if he wanted some too.
On Sun, Mar 13, 2016 at 4:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No chocolate chips?" Greed asked in a small voice, sitting on the stool like a kid getting ready to take it for a spin.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe shoved both men towards chairs, "Sit. Eat with forks, like civilized people. Come on." Sophia had on a little apron and had changed back into her sailor wife pants and a fresh shirt as she cooked at the stove and cut up fresh strawberries for the pancakes, insisting Zoe sit and Sophia put food in her plate, she'd join them in a minute. Zoe's face so bright at getting to have a family meal she could have lit up an entire city.
On Sun, Mar 13, 2016 at 3:51 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Can't you put on a t-shirt at least?" Theseus helped Greed to his feet and gave him a look that said to drop the subject. Greed grumbled, taking one of the pancakes off the plate and shoving it in his mouth.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe let Theseus pull her up and kissed his cheek, "Morning Daddy." she gave a look at Greed and kicked him lightly, "We are not at home, we're at my Dad's place and I'm pretty sure he'd stick me in a burka if he could." referencing the full head to toe no skin at all showing outfit they wore in the middle east.
On Sun, Mar 13, 2016 at 1:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Theseus ripped the blanket back only to see the two of them still laughing like idiots. "Get up and eat." It was when Theseus pulled Zoe to her feet that Greed saw what she was wearing. "Take it off. Take it off." He said pointing at the sweats that just swallowed her.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was a sight to see them go from crying and fighting to laughing and play fighting. Sophia came across the scene with Theseus there. She put a hand on his lower back and smiled as she said to him, "Breakfast is ready." and kissed his cheek, as if it was his job to wrangle the kids.
On Sun, Mar 13, 2016 at 10:19 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed couldn't stop laughing as he slid down on to the floor with her on top, still trying to make more noises. By the time her parents showed up they were both on the floor.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Oh she was totally awake now, scrambling on top of him to put her hands over his mouth to get him to shut up, she was laughing tho. "Shhhhhhhhh! We're gonna fall!" there was no other relationship on the planet that could bounce back like theirs did.
On Sun, Mar 13, 2016 at 9:44 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He kept laughing, half his body starting to slide off the couch. "No there! That's my ticklish spot!" He then started making noises a little more inappropriate to see how fast she'd wake up and try to keep him quiet.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yes, I do. I'm a peaceful person by nature when I'm not surrounded by jerks." she went instantly red at his teasing and hid her face in his neck, smacking his chest, "Shut up!" she said with the most embarrassed smile, "They'll hear you and think we're actually doing something!"
On Sun, Mar 13, 2016 at 9:24 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Do you hate that? That I bring out the violent side in you?" He rubbed his nose against hers. "Mmmmmm omg Zoe! No! We can't. Your parents are here!" He said teasingly with a snort at her kiss, laughing at her mortification. He as he tended to do was trying to lighten her up, to forget about being so serious.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Fine. A horny ass but still an ass. And I know you liked it. But I still.. I'm sorry. You know I.. just get really mad sometimes." she'd hit him before, worse and harder than that. It was never something she enjoyed but he had brought a violent side she never knew she had. She puckered up and kissed his fat lips as a way of another apology.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 11:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I was being horny and an ass. There's a difference." It had gotten a rise out of her, what he wanted, except it spiraled down into an earthquake.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrinkled her nose as he bit it but that sleepy smile stayed in place and she woke up a bit more. She gazed at him adoringly and then frowned a little and kissed his cheek where she'd slapped him the night before, "I'm sorry..." she said softly. She hadn't meant for it to get that far. She touched her nose to his again, her brow touching his so her eyes were right in front of his, "But you were being an ass."
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 10:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"There's my smile." He looked at her lovingly biting her nose softly. She hadn't smiled at him since they'd met her ghost mom. For a minute he forgot they were on a boat and he'd just had a heart to heart with a zombie.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She whined when he first wiggled and then said, "Stooooooop..." when he kept going and finally started laughing when they almost fell, "Stoppp!" her words shaking with laughter and finally her sleepy head popped up to look at him, her brown eyes warm and loving and tinged with a mist of sleep as she pressed her nose to his.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 10:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He wiggled a bit to try and get his shirt off but she'd snuggled up to him so tight he couldn't even try. So, he just wiggled and kept wiggling until he nearly slipped them both off the couch.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe stretched her toes and murmured, "Lies..... you still have your shoes on." she fwip fwiped her feet against his shoes and groaned cause she hated it. She burrowed into him and tried to pull the blanket up so it covered part of her head. If she was dreaming, she wanted it to last a bit longer.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 10:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He didn't say anything back, just watched Sophia. "Come on sleepy head," he said once he felt they were alone again for a minute. "You're mom is still here and I'm naked under you." Maybe teasing her would get her to spring up faster.
On Sunday, March 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia knew Greed kinda hated her some, but... this was the way things were. She put a hand on Zoe and said to Greed, "Honey, she's chosen you... her tears are something that'll happen with or without me." and she didn't mean it in a cruel way, she just knew that that was the price of loving an immortal. Zoe shifted and yawned, her eyes opening a crack and she blearly said, "Mama?" Sophia smiled and stroked her hair, "Hi baby." Zoe kinda was out of it, "Wharreyoudoing.." she slurred out. Sophia smiled, "Gonna wake your daddy and make pancakes." Zoe snuggled into Greed with an "Mmmm... pancakes." and was drifting off again. This was her idea of a perfect morning. Sleeping on her boyfriend with her parents about to make breakfast.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 9:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"She's a sucker for the underdog. She always tells me that." He wanted her to wake so he could see those big brown eyes. Not the ones that had been so angry with him, but the ones that loved him. "I don't like seeing her cry. The longer you're here, the more I know she will."
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia saw that he was like a little kid. Well who was sleeping wiht her daughter. So more like a teenager. Kinda lost and unsure and making mistakes. She wanted to really ask about the whole kidnapping death thing but refrained since there wasn't time for it. "Something tells me that she doesn't mind waiting. And she'll love you even if you aren't the same. Zoe has always had a big heart. She'd forever be bringing home injured birds and squirrels as a kid to take care of them. Even if she got bitten, she'd still take care of them until they had no choice but to love her. She's not going to leave you just because you need time and you aren't ready. You said you were once. Maybe you will be again."
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 7:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"I used to. Things changed. One of her old boyfriends kidnapped her and I died." It was a bigger story than that, but he wasn't going to get that deep. "Ever since I came back it was as if I hit a reset button. So, things are a little rocky now. I have a bad habit of fucking up good things." Mostly because he looked at them with a childlike intrigue. He went at these hurdles with an imaginative mind, and sometimes it got out of hand in a twisted way. "I'm not there yet. I'm still not the Greed she fell in love with the first time."
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia listened like only a mother could. Greed was starting to talk more like a person, not as guarded as before and she had a feeling a child of hell probably didn't get a lot of heart to heart talks or the attention of someone understanding. "I can't help with the baby but I will say stranger things have happened. But as far as dropping off a cliff..." she took a deep breath and said, "That was a brutal fight I witnessed last night between the two of you. I'll be honest, I thought you guys were finished. But... here you are. So my question is, do you think you'd ever let it get so bad that she'd choose the edge of a cliff over you? If you claim you can't be without her or you'll shrivel up and go mad crazy... then wouldn't you want to do things that would keep her with you?"
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 7:08 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe always told him she couldn't sleep without him. Not well enough at least. He was her security blanket. "It's more thing I can't give her. Another check mark off her list I can't give her. Do you know how ridiculous it feels for the Sin of Greed not able to give someone something they want?" He stopped for a minute. "I don't think I'd kill her physically, but I do think I could mentally. What if one day I just use up all her energy and she would rather drop off a cliff than ever be with me?" He and Zoe may have gotten over the Josie hurdle, but all these past ghost nonsense had him a little uneasy. Not just for Zoes pat, but his own.
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe's sleeping form took a deep breath as he raked his fingers through her hair and she seemed very peaceful sleeping on him. Sophia was surprised to find out about the pregnancy scare and said, "You said before you wanted a baby. But you don't want to marry her because you think you might kill her? What if she was immortal?"
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 6:33 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Then that's one thing I can thank you for. Without those eyes of hers I wouldn't have taken interest. Those eyes are pure gold." He raked his hands through Zoe's hair, pulling it back away from her face. "We thought we had a kid once you know. She thought she was pregnant and we picked out a name and everything. But when it turned out to be a false alarm, I realized how much I took away from her already. Despite all the bullshit, she still wants me as much as she might hate me."
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia had mentioned to Theseus even how she'd noticed a change in Zoe. She wasn't as shy and in her shell as she used to be. Nervous about everything and everyone and too scared to take a chance. She liked this vivacious Zoe, this.. crazier Zoe. It was who she should have raised her to be but didn't because she was lost in her own mess. But Greed seemed to have brought Zoe out of that shell and she knew it would only have happened if Zoe felt safe with him. She smiled and leaned forward, "Those fat brown eyes, now those she got from her mama." since Sophia had the same big brown eyes that made Greed a sucker for Zoe.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 6:07 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I came around when you weren't there. When she needed something. When we both did and didn't even know what it was. I've never had a friend and someone that didn't just see an ugly Sin or a pretty face. And she sucked out of me a soul with those fat brown eyes." So no he wasn't the choice she may have envisioned, but he was the best one for her daughter. "She'd be missing out on life. I may have been around for a long time but I know how to endulge and take the things you want. She's stronger now and I am too." He was putting up less of a front than he had when he first met Sophia.
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia actually smiled a little and looked at the ground, "Yeah.. she's her daddy's daughter. Gets all that drama and craziness from his side." she smiled in thought, "You know.. you have a point. If she married a normal boy.. well, if they were anything like her other boyfriends, I'm pretty sure she'd end up divorced and I don't know if that's better or worse than this." meaning growing old while Greed lived forever. But Zoe was like Theseus a lot, and Sophia had seen her with her other boyfriends, poor matches that just did not work. And Greed... as insane as he was.. seemed to understand Zoe and not jsut write her off as emotional.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 4:32 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'd take a bullet for her before getting her killed. I pull some stunts, I might be hard on her sometimes but I've never had a friend and a lover and someone that fights for me." He did worry himself. He worried that he'd eventually suck Zoe dry of her energy. And when he stopped looking Sophia in the eye, he couldn't voice it. "You might think a normal mortal boy could handle her, but that's where you're wrong. No boy could deal with her brand of crazy. They can't weather that storm. But I can."
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia said, "I do see my husband in you. But there's good and bad that comes with that. Theseus was the best man I ever knew, he just didn't know that about himself. And you're right, I'm a mother, I'm gonna worry about my baby being not only with an immortal but with one that can get her killed. But I also see how much she loves you. And you her. And that this.. is a losing battle." she couldnt fight them about this relationship, they wouldn't listen to her.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 4:02 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I never said that. I will probably change my mind about her immortality when the time comes. I don't think any of it would change the way she makes me feel." Zombie mother was starting to irritate him. "I know what you see. You see Theseus in me. Because what mother would be okay with their daughter with one of the seven deadly sins?"
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia was a little disturbed and said, "So if she became immortal.. you'd lose interest in her? You'd leave her? Grow tired of her?" the way she said it tho, it sounded like she knew how to make it happen but wasn't going to tell him.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 3:51 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm not a pirate. I am a gold digger, and trust me if there was an immortal like her I've already fucked her and was still not content." Lust was him with tits and he'd spent years now breaking away from her hold. "Maybe it's her lack of immortality that allows her to see me for who I am. She can give me her heart without any blinders on and doesn't tell me who I'm supposed to be---how the world sees me. Maybe it's the fact that I know I don't have forever with her that makes me treasure her." He wasn't Shakespeare, but he was already in way too deep for Sophia to turn his sails around. "I don't run from the things I want, I take them."
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia sighed but she was a mom, she had to try and said, "Okay... but don't you think you'd be happier with.. someone like you? An immortal? So you don't shrivel up and go mad crazy when her time comes? And it will..." she said it very gently. "Her father and I loved each other very much but it wasn't enough.."
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 2:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"There's nothing she could say to dissuade me. So, no, you don't stand a chance in doing it either." Zoe could break up with him a thousand times, he wasn't going to let her.
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nodded, "I did marry a Greek. Who loved me. And many other women. Who left me and came back and left me. And I don't blame him entirely. Immortals work on a different clock." she listened to him, equally surprised and touched by his words of love. It was... unique, but the sentiment was the same as if he was writing a love sonnet. She opened her mouth and then closed it again before finally asking, "Is there anything I can say that would dissuade you from her?" her time on earth was limited and she didn't want to spend it arguing with a brick wall.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 1:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So then maybe I just find a way to make her immortal when the time comes. You married a Greek, I'm sure there's some way." He took a deep breath, lost in his own thoughts for a moment, forgetting he was having some golden globe award winning conversation with a dead mom. "I think I'll just shrivel up and go mad fuck crazy without her." His long lashes lowered as he looked at her sleeping. "She makes my insides hurt. She makes me burn on fire with all that lovey dovey shit---" he couldn't say the word or they'd both be covered in vomit again, "and for me it's like an amusement park ride I want to get on again and again and again because everyone else is lame."
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia sipped her coffee while he talked and gave his fire and brimstone speech. It was.. endearing in a way. She nodded, "You're right... I do want a normal human boy for her. I want her to have the life I didn't..." she said as she watched the sleeping Zoe. "I'm not going to take her away from you... the fear with an immortal love is what happens when you leave on your own...." she looked from Zoe to Greed, "The benefit to growing old with someone is they're as old as you so they can't run away." only half joking.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 12:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
His stroked Zoe's hair softly, looking at her briefly to be sure she was still sleeping. He was used to people judging him with one look, as if they could sense what he was without understanding it. "She's mine and not you, or any other army of zombie ghosts is going to rip her away from me. Not her herself is going to be rid of me." That was his Sin talking, coming out as a shield to protect what he had made his. "I know I'm not the normal human boy you would have wanted for her. I'm vile, vicious, and am a crazy mother fucker, but---" he remembered Zoe telling him once that there was some good in greed itself too, "I'm also persistent, ambitious, and not afraid. She gave me her heart and I intend to keep it."
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia was quiet as Greed accused her. She sipped her coffee and watched how her daughter calmed under his touch. The way Greed held her, the way his voice was accusatory, he was protective of Zoe. And it was surprising to Sophia as she said in the same hushed voice, "You really care about her...." as if she was in awe of this and hadn't believed it before.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 12:18 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed curled his fingers through Zoe's hair until she seemed to snuggle back into him without another peep. Then he shot a gaze back over to Sophia. He didn't know what her game was or why she still stayed. "This is destroying her...you being her now." Zoe couldn't see the reality for the dream. And it was leaking over into their world. Fuck yes he was blaming Sophia.
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia held up a hand, "Shhh... no, not yet." she said in a hushed voice as Zoe made a noise and wriggled around on Greed before settling down and still being zonked while cuddling him. She was her father's daughter, emotional things really wiped her out.
On Sat, Mar 12, 2016 at 11:58 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
When Greed started to wake he didn't expect to see hot Zoe mom still there. "You haven't poofed yet?" He tried to stretch, but Zoe was clamped down on top of him. They'd both been a mess of tears and crazy and now the crazy had just woken up with him.
On Saturday, March 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Sophia had always been an early riser and death hadn't stopped that. She was curled up in Theseus' arms which was sweet. She carefully got up, kissing him on the head before putting on his bathrobe to go start breakfast. She was going to check on Zoe when the lump on the sofa looked really big. Her brows shot up when she saw Zoe sleeping on Greed who was sleeping on the couch. She was a little worried.. honestly she'd hoped after the big fight and tears that they'd just have broken up and been done with it. But here he was... she made some coffee for herself out of habit and then pulled up a seat next to the sofa (near Greed's knees) and sipped the coffee till he woke up, "Morning." she said in a soft voice so as to not wake up Zoe.