Conrad put the drink down, startling himself as he looked around. "You can't see them? They all stood asking why he didn't try harder. Why had they been chosen to die, why were they back. All questions Conrad didn't have the answer to. No one could ever understand reasons beyond them. God had failed or he had saved them. Conrad didn't know which one. He didn't know why he still lived when he should have gone down as just a name for the history books.