Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2016-02-19 08:55:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed
WHEN: February 10 [Backdated]
WHERE: Zoe's work, Greed's apartment
WHAT: They make up but Greed still goes
WARNING: None
Note: The log reads backwards
He laid there with her for a while, until he couldn't see those pretty seal eyes anymore. He kissed her forehead, leaving her wrapped in his blankets with the key tucked into her hand.
On Sunday, February 14, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She dropped her mouth open in protest but it turned into muffled noise when he kissed her and the noise turned into a soft hum as her fingers squeezed his and she got lost in his kiss for a good long time. After some more kisses she asked, "Can you just cuddle me till I fall asleep..." she couldn't watch him go. She wouldn't be able to bear it. She just wanted him to be gone when she woke up.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 9:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Lucky them then." He kissed her slowly, linking his fingers with hers, the key in between their palms. She may have her key now, but she wasn't going to be shoving him off any time soon.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's true... that key is staying with me while you're going to go seduce wrinkly nuns..." her tongue darted out and touched his so quickly it was almost like her tongue poking his so he couldn't overheat and explode.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 7:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I. Don't. Believe. You." He let his tongue out to graze her lips with a playful invite. That key wasn't going to win over him. Silly, silly girl.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her lashes fluttered closed as he snuggled her face and she nodded, "Uh huh..." but her lips were puckered and stretching to try to kiss his.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 7:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Really?" He looked surprised, his nose grazing her cheek and lips before taunting her with just a ghostly touch of his mouth. He didn't actually kiss her yet, but he wanted her to be sure. "Are you sure you want it more than me?"
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a face at him as he wouldn't give it to her and then gave him a cheeky look, "Right now... more than I want you." and she stuck her tongue out at him knowing he'd make her pay for the remark but also knowing it'd be worth it.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 6:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
With one hand into the mattress, he slipped the key from her grasp again with an amused chuckle. He slid it now down her her neck with a kiss. "How bad do you want this key?"
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squealed and then laughed as he did as he said and flipped her but she loved it. He was buck naked and she was naked under his sweater, she had to keep it on since he took her undies off and threw them somewhere... she looked up at him as he tried to be sexy with the key. She tried to grab it again.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 6:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He growled at her, easily turning from a horse to a lion as he flipped her on her back. He was a lot lower than usual in this position or he would light up like the end of a cigarette. He opened up his hand and dragged the end of key softly against her lips as if it were nothing more than a feather.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
That laugh and silly grin made her melt, "Maaaaaaaaaybe that's been my plan all along..." she raised a brow and kicked her heels again , bouncing on him. "You get... me grabbing for it!" and she tried to do a sneak attack and grab his hand.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 6:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You keep doing that and I'm gonna flip you over and turn into an inferno." He gave her a laugh and a silly grin. He put his hand out, but he didn't open it up for the key. "What do I get for handing over the hostage now though?"
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You get the hostage back when you return from leaving me." she kicked her heels, "I think you ENJOY being ridden... except we aren't going anywhere cause frankly you're the worst horse ever."
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 6:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What do I get if I hand over the hostage?" The key was obviously not going to be given up without an even trade. "I think you enjoy riding me..." She was being absolutely ridiculous. About as ridiculous as himself.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I was just gonna say... I'm pretty sure you've been ridden like a horse before. With a saddle and everything." she smacked his butt, "But no, first time by me..." she kicked her heels like she was trying to get him to move, "If you take any longer giving me that key I won't give it back..." she said in a teasing warning tone.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 6:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Alright wild girl..." He laughed again, closing his hand around the key and pulling it to him. "I don't think I've ever been ridden like a horse. At least not at this angle by you." She had turned into a crazy girl all over a key---and he was loving it.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"There's a joke about banging to be made but I'm more interested in the key. Gimme!" she said again and this time just jumped on his back like he was a horse and she was a cowgirl.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 6:06 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She just made him laugh as he tried to hook his finger around the key, but it was a stretch. "Did my ass turn into a drum?" He snorted another laugh, finally stretching his arm enough to get ahold of the key.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She reached for it and huffed when he dropped it but as he presented his ass, she brought her hands down and played his cheeks like bongos, "Gimmmmmme!"
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 6:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He held it away from her out of her reach, but then he accidentally dropped it to the floor. When he leaned over the bed to reach it, his bare ass was out for her to see.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her mouth dropped open with a gasp as she tried to grab it but he took it away, "Of course I want it!" she sat up a bit and gave him a look, "If you don't let me borrow it then your apartment is gonna be unlocked."
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 12:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You don't want it?" He snatched it back and closed his hand tight. "I don't have to let you borrow it." He wiggled his brows.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Wooooow... I never thought I'd see the day when you'd give me a key, Avaritia." she said with a lopsided smile as she reached for it and then looked at him, "I'll take good care of it till you get back." since he always told her he was just letting her borrow things for a short period.
On Sat, Feb 13, 2016 at 9:38 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yeah....that's right..." He leaned over to his nightstand to dig around until he found the object he needed. When he'd gotten it he put it in her face. It was a key.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kissed him back and then had a thought, "Hey... how am I supposed to lock your apartment if I'm staying the night here after you go?"
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 9:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Are you suggesting I run over wrinkled old hags? How horrible of you!" He teased her with another kiss. He wasn't sure he'd last a month without her (or sex), but he shook his head. He'd not leave her in the dark.
On Saturday, February 13, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled and snuggled into him, "Make sure they're extra wrinkly." she kinda wished she was going with him... she'd love to see Italy but the Vatican... this was totally Greed's idea of a little kid in a candy store. She probably was better sitting out this trip. "If you're gonna be longer than a month will you let me know?" she asked while rubbing his stomach.
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 9:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'll make sure I only hang with the wrinkled old nuns and steal their rosaries." He kissed the top of her head, feeling quite prideful and satisfied. She'd surprised him and had been good. He had at least another hour or so before he left, and he wanted to just hold her for as long as he could.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She twirled a finger idly along the hair on his chest as he pulled out his phone and she said, "You don't have to keep in touch.. just.. let me know you arrived safe." she kissed his chest, "Try not to get tempted by any hot nuns."
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 7:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
They'd both enjoyed being with each other this night, but now he really needed to nail down his decision on where to go. He snuggled up to her and pulled out his phone to book a flight. "Looks like I'm gonna see the Vatican..." He finally made a decision.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She showed him in more ways than one maybe even making him regret leaving... cause she wanted him to remember what he was leaving behind. She made out with him and by the end of it all, he was naked and she'd given him a very happy ending south of the border. Now she just laid snuggled into him, not looking forward to when he was going to walk out.
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 4:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Show me...." He whispered against her lips. "I think you've branded me from the inside out." She had as much a pull on him as he'd marked with her. He never ever wanted this girl to leave him.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't think you'd ever let me..." she ran her hand up and down his skin and said, "I've tried to forget it... but then'd look at me... or touch me... or be a total dork... and I'd think nope, I can't forget him.. he's burned into me..." she kissed his lips sweetly, "Do you know how much you're a part of me? I don't know what I'd do without you."
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 4:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He sucked in his bottom lip, biting down on it as he watched her face turn flush. "Good. Never forget it..." She was sending him into his own rushed and dizzy headspace, because he could feel that want pouring out of her.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She scoffed a soft laugh, he was as subtle as dynamite. She curled a hand around his ear and looked at him through lowered lashes, "I always want you... I've wanted you since the day I saw you... and even when I don't want you.. I still do. You've made me greedy for you." and that was a line too but it was true. She had never wanted anything or anyone more than him. And not just his body, she wanted it all.
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 3:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Perfect...." He whispered in her ear as he felt her body heat up. He bit down on her ear, his tongue barely teasing her lips. "I love hearing you want me..." And he knew he had her in a dizzying headspace while her body reacted to his movements. "I love when you say my name..." And his voice dipped a little lower in her ear. It was such a line, but Greed wanted to be pampered too.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her eyes looked a little dazed and she just shyly nodded with that big grin on her face. He knew perfectly well he was turning her on to the point that she probably would touch herself in his bed.
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 3:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
This would never be the same as having sex with her, but the pleasure he got out of seeing her high off any part of him was a sense of pride now. More than that, he'd become pretty skilled with his hands and touching her in all the right places. He took charge, slipped his hand down her underwear and grinned against her lips. "Have I turned you on too?" He whispered, needing her to stroke his ego a little bit. It felt good to know one kiss could send her over the edge or maybe even one dirty word.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned, "That means you're horny over vatican robbing..." his movement and his words made her blush into silence and her response was to bring his mouth to hers for a kiss that had a lot of sexy mixed into the sweet. She almost wanted to tell him not to go...but at the same time knew he wouldn't be so attentive now if he wasn't going.
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 3:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"The Vatican is a pretty swanky place...." He snuck in for a real kiss. "Can't I just he horny?" He tugged on her bottom lip between his teeth, his hand sweetly teasing her. "Maybe I just want to leave an impression on you, so when you sleep in this bed without me, you touch yourself and think of me..." He was definitely in a dirty mindset.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She loved that only Greed would pick a vacation spot based on what he could steal. It was ridiculous and she loved him more for it. Her cheeks were red and she wiggled a bit as she felt his hand, a big grin on her face, "Am I making you horny or is the idea of stealing from the vatican making you horny..."
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 2:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Italy sounds nice....old shit to steal...." But he was paying more attention to her sweetness than where he was going. Maybe he was going to leave her behind a parting gift---make sure she thought of nothing else but him. "I could bring you back something from the Vatican..." His hand slid between her thighs and under the sweater, tugging on the elastic of her underwear.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You could go anywhere..." her voice was hushed, "France... England.... Italy... Venice is supposed to be beautiful..." Her hand went to his naked side, just to feel his skin while her lips went back to kissing him, "Will you text me when you get there so I know you're okay....?"
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 2:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Not a clue..." His tongue grazed her lip. She tasted so good, and her skin was flush. He creeped under that sweater further.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned, her cheeks still pink, "I think you're more leaving things behind.." since she was definitely gonna have a hickey. She claimed his lips softly and then asked, "Do you know where you're gonna go..?"
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 2:04 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm pretty much done..." And his hand skirted her thigh at the hem. "I want something else to take with me..." He left a little red spot on her neck where he'd sucked the skin.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She blushed as he pulled the sweater down, "Really.... after all that fuss of not wanting to let me wear it..." one hand went to his head, her fingers brushing against the back of his head as she hummed, "You're supposed to be packing..."
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 1:14 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His finger hooked along the sweaters collar and trailed all the way down, until the back of his hand grazed her boobs which were so perfectly pert under that sweater. "I think you look better in this than me...." He sucked on her neck now. He was completely horny, probably because he knew he was not going to see her for a while. Even two days would be agony.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her breath hitched with the nip and she kissed the side of his head, "That is impossible." she was kinda chuckling at the thought of it even.
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 12:49 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He kissed on her neck, pulling her hair to the side to get a good spot. He grazed her skin with a little nip. "I don't want you to forget me." A selfish reply.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her arms around him, smiling a little as he whispered he'd miss her. She just wanted to stay like this for a bit longer. She was surprised tho by his proposition, "Really..? I mean you'd trust me overnight by myself in your place?" she'd spent time alone at his apartment before but it was always during the day while he was at work. And this would mean she'd need a key to lock up when she left... she'd never had a key to his place before.
On Fri, Feb 12, 2016 at 10:55 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He nuzzled her neck with little kisses. "I'm gonna miss you--" he said in a small whisper. He already missed her and he wasn't even out the door yet. Maybe he could have some cuddles and making out before he left. "Now that Glutt's gone...you can stay here tonight even if I'm gone." That in itself was a big move.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm wearing my new sweater dress nightie. It's all the rage in Paris." she grinned when he got in her face, "Yeah.. why? Should I want something else...?" her legs swinging back and forth off the edge of the bed.
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 9:36 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She managed to look better in it than he did. "What are you doing?" He knew his answer as he crawled m the bed, their noses touched. "Is that all you wanted?" He hummed with a lick of his lips.
On Friday, February 12, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe loved his happy trail, she loved the hair on his chest too and she was so happy when he finally stopped waxing it all off. He looked much better in his natural state. While he pulled the sweater up, Zoe helped the undershirt go with it, if for nothing else than she liked the view. But once his sweater was off and he was nice and topless, she let go of him and grabbed the sweater, putting it on over her clothes, it was huge on her and went down past her thighs. But then she wiggled inside it like a tent and her skirt pooled around her ankles, more wiggles and her blouse dropped to the ground and then finally one last wriggle and her bra wsa there on the floor too. So she was in just her undies and his sweater as she had a seat on the bed, the sweater riding up to show off her naked legs.
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 9:21 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She had convinced if only because he didn't want his sweater stretched out so far he couldn't wear it anymore. He wiggled his way out of it, almost taking his undershirt with it, so Zoe had a view of his happy trail so he could pull the sweater up over his head.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Then I guess you gotta take it off...." and she raised her brows because it had been exactly what she wanted when she asked him for it in the first place and now that her arms were around his middle under the sweater, he could easily take it off.
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 6:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're stretching it---" he tried to wiggle out of it because now it was going to turn into a able let instead of a sweater.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Noooo..." her eyes peeked up at him again, "Well, maybe. Is it working?" she put her arms around his middle so she'd be squished flat against him.
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 5:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You trying to steal it off me with me still in it?" He tried to wrap his arms around but she was constricting his arm movement by stretching out his sweater.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She pursed her lips and narrowed her eyes at him then she let him go only to shimmy down his front, lift the edge of his sweater and pop her head and whole body under it so now they were siamese twins in it. She was still snuggled into him but now between the sweater and his chest, only her eyes showing up at him, "Now I'm wearing it too. Nyah."
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 4:46 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"But I'm wearing it..." He looked over his shoulder, her warmth burning into him. "Why do you want this sweater? There's plenty of clothes in here", he shoved a pair of jeans into his bag (which was all organized just so with probably a few things he didn't really need.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
SHe was having a hard time letting go but she did... but she took off work early (snuck out) so they could go to his place and he could pack and think about where he wanted to go. Whent hey got to his place, she put Ava down for a nap and took off her own shoes before wandering into his closet to find something to change into... but she wanted something that smelled like him so she went and put her arms around his middle and snuggled into the sweater he was wearing, "Can I wear this?" she asked.
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 12:44 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He squeezed her even tighter when she expressed her worry. "I won't." He said wth his face buried in her hair. The smell of coconuts was something he never could forget. Or everything else about her that he'd stopped noticing.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't think she could let go right now so kept hugging him tight and tried to smile even tho her heart felt heavy, "Please don't forget about me.." she was only half joking. Half.
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 12:24 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
There was a weight lifted off of him in that moment and it was more than a physical weight. She was opening a window for him to breathe through when he was trying to suffocate himself. And suddenly he felt like he could breathe again. His arms were quick to squeeze her.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'll take care of Ava until you're ready for us..." since he'd already started to unstrap the carrier, she took it off him, gently laying the baby in the carrier onto the sofa next to her and then since he was free, she threw her arms around his neck tightly so he could feel how hard it was for her to let him go.
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 12:18 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He wasn't a robot. So many things all at once were fun as he tackled them but not all strung together. With his eyes still closed he shook his head in compliance. He'd lose himself and everything else would just create a domino effect and crash and burn.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're being pulled in so many different directions... and a baby, even a fake one, requires a lot of time and attention.. I just don't think you have that in you right now. And if we do this with a baby right NOW, I'm scared it'll break you. That's why I think a few days away from everything might recharge you. Even if you go to vegas or something." since she knew he used to love going there, "Just you time to focus on you."
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 12:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He was going to combust he was so internally exhausted. He took a deep breath with his eyes closed. He was trying so hard, but giving parts of himself in so many directions when he wasn't built to give? It was a struggle he was going to lose.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She leaned in to nuzzle his nose and give him a sweet kiss, "No... but I miss you. You're not... you're not seeing me these days, Greed. You're not hearing me unless I get mad..."
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 11:47 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Just a few days?" Because he wondered if she really wanted longer. "Are you sick of me?" And that panic set in again.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe squeezed his hands, "I think you hoped for the best but didn't expect the worst... Greed, I'm really scared cause you're coming apart and I feel like the next thing that's gonna get destroyed is either your work or us. Normally I can be with you to help you but you're so far away from me... I think you just need to clear your head."
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 11:11 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Baby Ava started to move as Greed stared off into Zoe's eyes. He looked like he was about to vomit or cry at the same time. "I thought---I thought things would be good---" meaning Glutt and the whole mess this had turned into. He'd thought this was going to be amazing and he was psyching himself out that it wasn't and taking one hit right after the other.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nodded, she was so worried about him. "It's too much... when you go mental I can sometimes pull you back from the edge and this time I can't.. and.. and.. I think you don't need to hold it together as much as let everything go. I'm really worried about you, Greed. I don't know how to help and I don't know if I can." and that scared her a lot too because it meant he was so far gone they weren't a team, he wasn't seeing her so she was useless.
On Thu, Feb 11, 2016 at 7:15 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm going mental aren't I?" She looked so upset, maybe terrified. "I tried to hold it together..." But he was just inches away from a full on mental breakdown. She saw it and now he was starting to.
On Thursday, February 11, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gripped his hands and scooted even closer to him, "Greed... I'm worried that something bad is gonna happen to us. You're kinda... falling out of sync with me." she said quietly. Last time that happened was when they lived together and the Digger/Sloth secret came between them. They were still rebuilding and she was scared that him going off the rails would destroy them. "And last time to get your head clear you needed time away.."
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 9:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He stared at her not sure she wasnt just kicking him out. He squeezed her hands even tighter. "i haven't---"maybe He really didnt know how to be alone it had been sooo long. He was rusty.
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't know.. or like a really nice hotel somewhere but camping would be cheaper and you could take Sammy." she gave him a look and tilted her head to the side when he started to freak out, "No!" she squeezed his hand, "I want to be with you. Trust me, I rather we take a vacation together but... I think you need to be away from everyone right now, including me. Just for a few days."
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 6:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He quirked a brow with each suggestion, imagining himself in one of those locations. "Camping...." He repeated as if he was really trying to register that he'd be alone. Really alone. But then that made him freak. "Are you trying to get rid of me?"
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Anywhere you want I guess... you could go to London or Los Angeles or the mountains or Mexico... or you could just take Sammy and go to Madison, have a man's outing, camp in the front yard.." she squeezed his hand, trying to make him not feel like she was shoving him away or trying to get rid of him.
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 5:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Where would I go?" But she seem to know better than he did what he needed right now. He respected that because he couldn't see it.
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're not great with change.." she said fondly. She moved her hand to put it in his and said, "What do you think...? A few days away? From everyone? Even me..."
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 3:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't know this would happen." Change always corrupted him. He adapted, but only after really reworking his system, and he usually didn't do that with someone else attached.
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I know..." she said softly and cupped his cheek, her thumb stroking the scruff, "I just feel like if you don't take a breathe, get some space and time to yourself that we're gonna go down a bad road. I don't want to lose you or break up or something or keep fighting. We fight a lot, I know, but we take breaks.." she smiled.
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 3:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm just fucking hungry..." But that wasn't all and he knew it. So when he took another chunk from the cinnamon roll, he stopped to take it all in and breathe. "I feel like I'm on acid or something most days..." Which meant his head was so far ahead of his body, when normally he was able to process his mental and physical ADD together, but now it was just unbearable.
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe watched him go from panic to food, "Okay that right there, you have extreme ADD and I didn't want to fighr with you like last time but I can't just keep looking after you and cutting you slack. I think... you need some time to yourself. Just a few days."
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 2:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm not?" He sounded panicked. He was on game, he had to be! But he was still coming off the high from his brother and dealing with the fact he was still the only one into her the way he was. He took the bite, seriously enveloped in the taste. "Damn those are good." He was a wreck.
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe took a bite herself and chewed before she swallowed and said, "You're here. But you're not here..." and her non sticky fingers gently touched his temple. "I don't think you recovered from your brother blowing into town and now you're sleep deprived and throwing yourself into this baby project...... I want to do this with you, but you're not on the top of your game." she said as gently as she could, offering another piece of cinnamon roll to his lips.
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 1:45 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He licked her icing coated fingers as he took the piece she offered. When his eyes popped back open he seemed confused. "Not right here? I'm sitting right here?"
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put a hand on his to pause his unstrapping, "First... we need to talk. Then we'll deal with... babies." she took a sip of her tea and popped a piece of cinnamon roll into his mouth mainly to keep him from talking as she started with a deep breath, "This is important to me. I don't know if we'll suck at it or be great at it and I never thought you'd actually find a fake baby but you did... and I want to do this with you." she looked in his eyes, "With you." she repeated, "But I don't think you're here right now.."
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 12:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Can I take this off now?" He asked as he unstrapped himself from the baby. It was starting to get heavy even for him. He arched her split the cinnamon roll with a lick of his lips.
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She unwound her arm from around his waist to take his hand and lead him to the little cafe inside the building. Once they got a coffee for him and a tea for her, they sat in the alcove that he had found for them that was away from prying eyes (but not ears as her dad had eavesdropped on them before). Zoe opened up the bag and split the cinnamon roll he'd got her, offering him half.
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 8:55 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
The hair on his arms stood up with those kisses. She definitely lit a fire and had him cozying up to the idea of spending time with her instead of acting like a baby. He'd sleep when he got home.
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked so adorable when he was dazed and happy, it looked just like when he was sleepy and it made her heart melt. It also helped that he apologized. She knew it was hard for him as a Sin but the rewards (her kisses and love) seemed to make him man up and do it. She kissed his lips lightly again and said quietly, "How about I take a break and we get coffee...?" and they could split the cinnamon roll.
On Wed, Feb 10, 2016 at 7:55 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He felt his skin light up from his feet to the top of his head. His face was red by the time he could open his eyes and look at her with that dazed and happy expression.
On Wednesday, February 10, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nodded, her hand gently pushing against his cheek to turn his head to the side so she could nuzzle his nose before giving him a kiss that would either wake him up or completely bring him to his knees.
On Tue, Feb 9, 2016 at 8:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"You have cinnamon rolls?" He was somewhere between sleepy and turned on which just made his brain about as random as the squirreled fucking in the street that he seemed always too eager to tell her about. His nonsense was turning to mush and she somehow found it sexy.
On Tuesday, February 9, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"That kinda sounds dirty..." she said near his ear, "Well the first half anyway." she loved when he wasn't all put together. There was just something about rumpled Greed that just got her going.
On Tue, Feb 9, 2016 at 8:48 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"If help lets me have her cinnamon roll I promise I'll buy a whole bus load of them when I wake up." His eyes were so heavy. He wondered if he'd fall asleep standing up.
On Tuesday, February 9, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nodded, "Yeah... it's supposed to get better after that. But they still poop a lot and stuff." she smiled since he didn't want to give up and kissed his scruffy cheek, she'd missed him even tho they saw each other the night before, they'd been fighting. "And maybe some help." if he wanted to actually act like a team.
On Tue, Feb 9, 2016 at 8:17 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"A year?" He was flabbergasted, "holy shit that's crazy." He'd hardly lasted the night. "No...I just...I need sleep and a shitload more coffee." He was mentally falling flat on his face.
On Tuesday, February 9, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put an arm around his middle, staying close to him, "Yeah, sounds about right. If she was real and ours, it'd be like that for the first year of her life. Babies don't like to sleep through the night." she raised her brows, "You wanna give up?" he'd had the kid for less than 24 hours.
On Tue, Feb 9, 2016 at 3:12 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"She kept me up all night. I think I slept with my eyes open..." He wasn't exaggerating. He couldn't do this on his own. He might burn out too fast, and Greed had LOTS of energy to burn, but he was working overtime mentally since Glutt appeared.
On Tuesday, February 9, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
They were sweet kisses and she kissed him back, maybe for not as long as she liked or he expected because the wriggling thing had her attention. She looked at him, her hand on his cheek, "I can't believe you still...." she trailed off, not knowing if he considered the baby an it or an her. But it was obvious that.... she was impressed he still had it.
On Tue, Feb 9, 2016 at 12:18 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Hearing her say that made him ecststic. He quickly gave her the kiss she asked for, disregarding the moving thing thr strutted to whine when he did. Maybe this Ava had been a mistake. Maybe he needed to toss it in a dumpster, but he had a feeling it would make Zoe cry.
On Tuesday, February 9, 2016, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was kinda amused his chest space was occupied so she got shoved into his side as he pulled her close. She huffed to, eyeing the fake baby and then looking to the side, "Sooooo... you gonna kiss me or what..." cause she wanted to make up already.
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 10:45 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Did she like gloating in his desperation? He huffed again for good measure because he still didn't feel any better. He pulled her close (attempted to). He'd forgotten about the bundle of joy strapped to him like a potato sack.
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 10:23 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He was so pathetic and Zoe always felt for the underdog.. and he looked so hot like this. She twisted her lips to the side, still mulling it over.. but her hand went out to his, her fingers lightly hooking around his, "That sounds like both..." that he was desperate but did feel a twinge of remorse.
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 10:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He huffed again. "I had coffee but I drank it all." So now not only was he tired but he had caffeine in his system that needed to jumpstart already. "I am desperate...." he couldn't handle this and he knew it. He needed more than a manual to read (and that wasn't happening). It was only recently she'd gotten him into reading books that went beyond every few pages a decade. But manuals that were about as boring as reading instructions on putting together a washing machine wasn't exactly how he spent his morning. "I'm sorry." He tried again. Would she give in yet?
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 10:09 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She knew that took a lot for him to say so she stood up but she didn't accept his apology just yet. Her doe eyes looked at him, still sad and hurt, "Are you saying this because you mean it or cause you can't handle that thing on your own and you're desperate.." and she wanted him to be honest, she was kinda thinking it might be both..
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 10:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed wanted to stomp his feet like a child. She was supposed to accept his apology, THEN eat cinnamon rolls with him so he could feel like he didn't fuck things up completely. Between this chaos of his family and her and Digger, Greed couldn't have nothing at all. That just wasn't how this was supposed to go.
"You know---" he waved his hand around which briefly activated cyborg Ava. She hiccuped and started to whine. Then she stopped once he stopped moving. He huffed again. This wasn't in his nature to do, she knew that. "For hurting your feelings."
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 10:03 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She could smell the cinnamon rolls as he held the bag out to her. She kinda blinked in surprise and then was surprised again at his grumpy sorry. She took the bag tentatively from him and was still a bit sore, "Sorry for what?"
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 9:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
In one hand he had a bag with a sweet cinnamon rolls inside. Sticky ones, full of sugar. He took a deep breath and handed it out like a peace offering. He was grumpy, agitated, tired and felt like shit. The only thing now that made him feel better was Zoe, and once he'd had a moment to cool off, he realized his Zoe was as much a mess as him. They were two teenagers with a kid already fighting and falling apart.
Then with as much as he could muster, he grumped out a 'sorry'. It was a little slurred with his sleepiness.
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 9:50 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe covered her mouth with her hand when she caught sight of Greed. She was still SO mad and upset with him.. but good lord, he was dressed kinda casual, he didn't really shave (or shaved badly), he had a baby (a fake one but still) strapped to his chest.. and she was insanely insanely attracted to him right now. She had to swallow her hormones tho as she dropped her hand and tried to look at the mail in front of her, "Go away." she said even tho she really wanted to do things that would require him staying.
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 9:46 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed didn't sleep. He thought he could, but even when he smothered the fake baby with a pillow it didn't shut up. He showed up at Zoe's with hours of lost sleep and the baby strapped to his front over his suit, which was more casual than usual because he couldn't even get through a shower without wanting to destroy something and saw that baby in half.
Finally though, it looked like Ava was asleep. As asleep as fake babies went.
On Mon, Feb 8, 2016 at 9:32 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe cried after Greed left, she didn't like fighting with him but he was such an assface! She wore his zombie shirt to bed, the teddybear he got her snuggled next to her along with Sammy because she missed sleeping wiht Greed and had a hard time when he wasn't there. The next day at work she wore a shirt with an homage to the sea, with a mustard skirt and her nails were done in swirls of cosmos blue. She was blue herself as she sat sorting in the quiet mail room.