Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2015-12-31 12:32:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed
WHEN: November 5 [Backdated]
WHERE: Zoe's work, Greed's apartment
WHAT: The Sin realizes his mistake
WARNING: None
Note: The log reads backwards
His lashes moved to reveal those emotional blue eyes. He didn't have the voice to say yes, so he just let his eyes do the talking. She made them brighten up, and he hugged her.
On Fri, Dec 11, 2015 at 12:46 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nodded, liking his touches and his leering, "Yup, I am. Feel special?" she asked and touched her nose to his. Somehow this went from her being hurt to her comforting him, she didn't know how he did it but she still loved him.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 9:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed swirled circles against her thighs with his thumbs, staring at another line of freckles up her neck. "And youre NOT immortal and still with me...."thooooose feet lashes caressed his cheeks, still enthralled with her body's natural decoration.
On Friday, December 11, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe gave him a look and tilted her head, "Wrath works for a saint at a desk job. She has no best friend. And yes, she is in a relationship but with a guy who said if he wasnt immortal, he wouldn't be with her." she put her arms around his neck to snuggle closer to him.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 8:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He trumped all siblings because of those accomplishments. Except for one. "Wrath has those things...."was It really all special to him? He was picking up his wounded pride. He had to see himself as more than the jester in a kings court.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her hands on his cheeks and said, "Creative Junior Executive. Best Friend. Boyfriend." she gave him a small kiss and said, "People do what Lust says because they're scared. They do things you say because they respect you and love you. Those are things that she will never have."
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 8:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He still looked like a kicked puppy, trying to find solace in her words. "Then if I'm no king, and not a fraud, what is my title?" because especially now in this state he needed even more reassurance. He needed to feel powerful at least in his own world. Couldn't he be his own king?
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She scratched her nails lightly against his scalp and said, "An intelligent, handsome, man with a great sense of humor. A man who after losing his job, became an assistant, worked his ASS off and got a promotion all on his own into a nice office and is much happier now than he was with the other job. A man who a best friend, a dog, a home, and a woman who loves him. I think a King would be jealous of you." he didn't have power over others but he had a life, and love, and it made him richer than he knew.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 5:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What am I then if I'm not a fraud?" Because he hated being played a fool. He hated feeling like he was someone else's toy mouse that they batted around. Those eyes fluttered open to look at her and he was crushed.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She rested her arms on his shoulders and let him stew for a moment before running her nails along the short hair on the sides of his head. She dipped her chin to try to look into his eyes as she said, "Talk to me..." this was not the time for him to go deep into his mind.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 5:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked at a freckle on her collarbone. He starred for an eternity once she filled his lap. He put his hands on her hips, chewing on his bottom lip again only this time because he was anxious.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wound up in his lap as they held each other and she said, "A fraud is someone who knowingly pretends to be someone they're not. You were conned.." she pulled back just enough to look at him, "You wanted to believe it because it's what you want most.." and he would do anything for it, no matter what.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 5:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His arms tightened around her middle. Greed was gulible with the right tricks. But when all the glitz and glamor fizzled he was left with broken dreams of grandeur and made out a fool. Meanwhile Lust sat back laughing at him...again. "I'm a fraud."
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe kissed his cheek and did hug him now, she held onto him because his words were scary and so true. Zoe had been humiliated and hurt and he had picked smoke and mirrors over her. Lust knew how to dazzle her brother, she was a magician who knew how to divert his attention and distract to get what she wanted.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 5:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"She made me do all that and for what? It was all for nothing. I nearly destroyed everything I had for nothing." He ground his teeth together, his hand shaky. He was mad at Lust, at himself and that he fucked up his prized jewel for a tin foil hat and a deflated title.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squeezed his hand and moved closer to him, putting an arm around his middle and her head on his shoulder, "I don't know her. All I do know is she's an example of true power. With or without titles and baubles." Lust didn't need the title or the crown to be the one in charge, that's what made her so dangerous.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 5:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're saying she still sees me as her child to corral into a playpen?" His breath shuttered, because he knew the answer to that. He knew what she was going to say and it shook him to the core. He took her hand, but his own felt like a limp fish.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I think... I think she told you what you wanted to hear. But... if a Queen gives her baby the crown to play with.. it doesn't mean the kid is actually in power..." she said that as gently as possible and reached a hand out to him, hesitant to touch him but wanting to hug him.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 4:47 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"She gave me a lie?" And he'd believed it for so long. He was crushed. A parent telling their child Santa wasn't real. He could feel his insides break like glass.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked at him with big eyes, not sure if he was going to lash out at her or yell or break something or collapse. She didn't say anything else even tho she wanted to hug him, she stayed still. She was here for him if he needed her.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 12:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He was crushed a second time and that on top of his guilt? It was heavy. His bright blue eyes just looked at her in disbelief. What was worse? The truth or the lie he'd have continued telling himself?
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She hated that he was going to take this out on her but he needed to hear it. So she said, "I'm saying what king do you know that has to pretend...?" wouldn't Lust have left him and Zoe alone if Greed was truly the king, truly the one running the show, wouldn't she be hiding things from him, instead of him hiding from her?
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 12:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He didn't want to admit she was right. He felt it. His gut said that she had just pulled down the curtain he'd had held in front of him. He didn't want to believe it. "You're saying I don't have the title either?" And he might have sat up, but she could hear the fear in his voice. He was staggering on that thought.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She felt burned as he got angry and pulled away from her. She felt cold without him on her and pulled the sheet up around her as she sat up a bit too, his shirt still open on her. She swallowed and said, "I'm saying.. it's like a kid who makes a crown of tinfoil and sticks it on his head. It doesn't make him a king. It makes him a kid with tinfoil on his head." she knew Greed craved power but this wasn't power, he was still his sister's plaything and he played right into her hands as always.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 12:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She had just brought to light something he hadn't ever realized. He paraded around with his fake crown as if it was made of the purest gold and now that dream was tarnished. Not by Zoe, but by the fact Lust would give him an empty title. "What are you saying?" He growled sitting up again, even though he knew deep down she was right.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"One day you're going to be asked to do something to keep your false crown, Greed..." just like he'd done at the sex club, "And you'll wind up with your gilded prize and without me." because she saw something Greed didn't want to see, he didn't have power when it came to Lust. She had given him a toy crown like he was a baby to keep him pacified, it wasn't gold, it was tinfoil. The power was still with his sister.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 11:00 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I have a taste for power as much as anything else." It wasn't just gold, women and sex. It waned from one excessive thing to another. It's why he loved politicians and church officials. Power was a temptation for all of the Sins to some degree.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"When you're away from her, you are so adamant you won't let her do anything but the second she's in front of us, you.. change. You forget." he forgot zoe, their relationship, he forgot everything except one thing, "You just want to be King." and suddenly that became all he was interested in, she looked at him, "How important is that to you..." she asked in a quiet voice. But the real question was was being King more important than Zoe...
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 10:31 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed shook his head. He'd been beating himself up but he didn't have a full answer yet to what he'd say. He had to work it out in his head.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Tell me how." she insisted and shook her head, "Because you've said that before.." she looked away.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 10:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I wouldn't let her." It was a simple answer, but he meant it. Lust wasn't going to bully or make fun of his things because then she was only mocking him and trying to make it appear as if she had control over him. He wasn't going to be controlled.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe pressed on, "And if she get suspicious that I mean something to you? If she tries to do things to me?" Greed had let his sister completely take control of the situation before. Lust had shoved Zoe around like she was a doll to be broken.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 10:15 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Telling her I won't destroy my own things. She doesn't tell me what I'm going to do." He needed to be willing to do everything possible to keep her not only close but safe.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"How?" she asked with an imploring look. She needed to hear this too, she needed to hear how he'd protect her, how he'd stand up for himself and his relationship.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 9:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Defy her." He thought he'd fooled Lust too but disasters happened when he bit off more than he could chew. He overloaded his mouth.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She touched his face and gave him a brief soft kiss on his lips, "If this happens again... if Lust is involved.. and I'm there.. what do you think you'd do?" she wanted to see (and him to see) if he'd learned from this. If it had meant something.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 9:27 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I feel like I'm being eaten alive." How was that possible. Clearly he was just sawing himself in have to try and numb the anguish. He finally lifted his face from being buried in her shirt. His eyes showed all the torment. "I can't survive this..." He probably could, but it didn't feel like it at that exact moment.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She could feel him getting restless and maniac so she squeezed him in her arms and said, "The reason we were apart was because you couldn't face it... the reason we're together right now is because you decided to. If you won't work through this, if you try to finda way to justify it or blame someone else.. it'll end up feeling even worse." it was her gentle warning for him to fight his instinct or they would lose everything.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 9:02 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Fooling myself into my own plan...and fucked it up." Oh god he was going crazy. Completely crazy. How was he ever going to even get through then next five minutes? Without any distraction it burned.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Fooled yourself into what..." she didn't know if he meant fooled himself into believing he could follow his plan.. or fooled himself into believing that she was just a toy and disposable.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 8:57 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"I fooled myself..." He'd been so good at his own con that he tricked himself into believing it. It was horrible and he had no idea if this feeling was going to last forever. He thought he was dying.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked nervous and maybe kinda afraid, because she didn't want him to take this the wrong way but she was honest and said softly, "I didn't think you would do that either..." it had terrified her to her core. She didn't say what she was thinking next... that she had blindly trusted him in this, he had a plan. He had been so sure of his plan that she just went with it, with him. And it was a disaster.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 8:52 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He was tearing himself up. He wiped his nose on his shirt just floating into his own purgatory that wasn't as fun as it could be. "I didn't think I would do that. I had a plan and I blew it up."
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"In your least favorite way... with time." she nuzzled him and said, "The reason we took time apart was because you were blaming it on me, you were lashing out at me for everything that happened and that you felt.. but now it seems like you accept.. your part in it. But you haven't really talked about it.." she didn't know if that would help but she knew that when his thoughts stayed in his brain, it overloaded him.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 8:45 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Then how does this go away?" He was desperate. He sounded pained, and that stirring around inside unsettled him greatly. He'd already thrown her with a million sorries, love yous, and even this didn't rid himself of that hungry monster that was eating him from the inside out.
On Thursday, December 10, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was silent for a few moments, really thinking about it and then said, "No.." and she meant it. "Just because you hurt me, it won't make things right if I hurt you. It won't take away my hurt by punishing you." so there was no point.
On Thu, Dec 10, 2015 at 7:28 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Do you still feel I deserve punishment?" He wanted her to. At the same time it just piled on a whole lot more guilt. He and his siblings followed this kind of pattern. You reap what you sew and hurt each other instead of licking the wounds.
On Wednesday, December 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stopped swirling patterns on his back as he just cursed and didn't do anything else. "Do.. you want me to..?" she asked him. She really wasn't sure. She had no idea if he was mad or what... he had told her before he didn't want to do those rough violent sexual things with her because she wasn't like that. This, revenge, sex as a weapon, fell under that to her. But it also brought up her old fear of if she didn't give it to him.. would he want someone else to?
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 8:04 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She made resigning herself to it so dreadful. Like he was asking for a different person, and maybe he really was, and it just made him feel worse. He was starting to think nothing was going to take this feeling away. It was a rock in the pit of his stomach and he couldn't vomit it out. "Fuck...." and he didn't lift his head to look at her. For some reason he couldn't.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 11:00 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grimaced and said, "I don't want to be the type of person that gets revenge..." wanting revenge, sure, she was human, they all had those moments where you wanted to hurt someone. She'd done it before with Greed. She never felt good after. But it was normally with words or in a fight.. this was different. She'd do it for him if he wanted... but she wouldn't be the girl he loved if she did.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 7:56 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Was she just trying to give him a conscious? "But you don't want revenge anymore?" She did though, and he didn't care how it hurt later, he just didn't want to feel hurt now. He was asking for more than he thought he was, but he was desperate to rid any shred of guilt he could, and right now he'd take that bargain.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 10:24 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked at him with those bambi eyes, one foot rubbing against his leg as she said, "But... you'll have to be okay with the fact that I'll feel like shit later. Cause I don't want to get revenge or hurt you. When I touch you, I do it because I want to feel you, I want you to feel me. Sex as a weapon is a gun I've never handled and I don't think I'll like it." so she'd do it if he wanted.. maybe he was ready to handle his own depression and hurt in the aftermath. But could he also handle hers?
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 7:20 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
There was a 'but' waiting on the end of that sentence, he felt it. He wiggled his back feeling a chill up his back that wasn't her fingers drawing patterns. "But?"
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 10:11 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She ran her fingers up and down his spine soothingly and after a few moments of silence she said, "Okay... I'll give you your fix." but she wasn't gonna let him have it easily, there was gonna be a catch.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 7:07 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Can't I think about that later? Can't I just have my fix?" She was bubbling up all those horrid, creepy, depressive things inside him. So he snuggled her shoulder more, his nose cramped against her shoulder.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 9:38 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"It'll hurt less right now.. but how will you feel later? How will I feel knowing I did that to you?" she kissed whatever part of him was closest and said, "What makes you feel good, the sexing or that I'm doing it for the wrong reasons?" because she knew that what he was saying was he wanted her to do something wrong jsut like he did so he didn't have to feel so shitty about his actions.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 6:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yes but it'll hurt less," he said pathetically. One thing she had learned about him that still rung true---Greed did not like hurt or how it felt. "It will make me feel good right now and that's all that matters now." It wouldn't later but he didn't want to think about the aftermath.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 9:05 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was surprised by that admission and as he lay on her, she wrapped her arms around him, her legs tangling with his to keep him close. "And how will that help either of us...? You hurt me so I hurt you? Then you hurt me and I hurt you? It's an endless cycle..."
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 6:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It was the fallout that always hurt the worst. "No..." he said defeatedly, turning his head and laying his cheek against hers as he buried his face in the crook of her neck, his weight heavy on her. "I need your revenge..." because despite it all, the guilt still stayed hovering above his head. He may have let a lot of it go, but it wasn't like putting duct tape on an open wound.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 8:57 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked sympathetic, assuming he meant sex and she looked... well a little abashed too. Cause she couldn't give it to him. "I know.." she said softly while her thumbs stroked his cheeks, "I'm sorry. This weekend tho, I promise." he always got restless after two weeks, a month was his breaking point but yeah, Greed needed sex and Zoe, as always, could never provide it on command.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 5:53 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He'd likely find himself sobered up in a ditch with his pants down if she let him have that fix. "I need it...." but he just needed something, and maybe, just maybe he deserved her revenge. He'd abused her heart and her mind, even if Lust was the one driving him to do it. He'd still given in because that's what temptation was. A force that latched on to its victims. Greed was latched on to himself and he was spiraling.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 8:47 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a doubtful look. He looked like a maniac right now, jonesing for a fix. She pulled on his hand to bring him closer to her and put her hands on his face, "Angry sex is one thing. Using you is something else. Which I don't like. But this..? Sex as a weapon? Because I'm mad? I'm hurt? And upset?" she looked in his eyes, "Do you really want me to do that?" there was no outlet for him here, he couldn't just reach a breaking point and fuck her, he would be twisted up into knots and even a hand job or blowing a load wouldn't satisfy him and he knew it.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 5:42 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He was a slobbering alcoholic for sex and anything to do with it outside of money and his property. He didn't give a damn about revenge right now, just the high he was on. She was taking away his bottle and it was more torture than if she'd just kept going. "I don't care. Be mad, sex me for revenge." At least that was what he was saying right now.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 8:35 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked up at him, his stupid adorable face that looked so dazed because she'd taken away whatever sex visions he was having. She sighed, "I'm doing this cause I'm mad at you.. not because.. well not for any other reason." she squirmed, "It doesn't feel right to sex you for... revenge." she settled on that word but wasn't comfortable with it. She knew they couldn't go further and she knew it would tie him up in knots and she'd done it before, but this was different.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 5:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He had a dazed reaction, his long lashes opening up as he had to kickstart his breathing again. Wait? What? He looked at her with strange curiosity. What just happened? All he could mutter from that mouth was a "Whaaa?" He wanted more! MORE!!!! Why wasn't she giving him more?
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 8:27 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe kept it up and then all of a sudden stopped. She was doing this for the wrong reasons. She wasn't doing it to tease or pleasure or love.. she was doing it for revenge and that didn't sit well with her. She pressed a kiss to the tip of his finger and then put his hand over her heart (so partly on her boob) and put her hand on top of his as she just looked up at him, her leg sliding off his shoulder.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 5:21 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed had learned how to savor a moment, and in some way Zoe had taught him a bit of patience. But right now it was being tested and he was losing. He sucked his bottom lip between his teeth, biting down and twisting it as she made his heart flutter up and down to the pit of his stomach. He wondered if she'd just put his whole finger in her mouth and he could at least get a taste of what was to come for the weekend. He needed something and his imagination was taking that journey into the place of no return. He muttered a curse at her under his breath, restraining from opening his eyes. She wasn't just teasing now, she was just being plain mean.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 8:13 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Wow, he was really into this. She was pretty sure he wanted to yell at her to shut up but was touched that he didn't. She moved her smooth naked leg up and rested it on his shoulder as she said, "True." and that's all she said. He had been an ass. They wouldn't have gone.. well it'd be three weeks once they'd get a chance to go to Madison since they had sex. Two and a half since they kissed or even saw each other. And she wanted to show him what he had missed out on, how his ego and his selfishness and his throwing away of her cost them so much time and space in their relationship. She moved his finger into her mouth, her tongue sliding along the bottom of it while her lips grazed along.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 5:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He perked a bushy brow without opening his eyes with a 'don't stop now' whispered between his teeth. He sucked in a breath and figured there was only one way to really put it. "I'm thinking about how fucking horny I wouldn't be if I'd not been an ass for so long." But he had been the wall between them and now he was in a moment that could only go so far.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 8:03 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe took the tip of his finger between her pillow lips to give a kiss with a bit more. But when she looked at his face, his eyes were closed and he had that look he got when he went into his own head, "What's going on in there..?" she asked softly. She just got him back, she didn't want him to leave her behind again.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 4:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He thought he'd had the upper hand of her challenge and now she completely spun him around. He'd really taught her too well on how to tease, but she'd taught him on how the smallest action made the biggest impact. He sat there, his eyes closing in an attempt to daydream about what they could, should have been and WOULD have been had he not been such an ass for weeks.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 7:41 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
There was a bit of sauce on his hand and wrist and Zoe took his hand and brought it to her, kissing the spot of sauce on his wrist then sticking her tongue out and letting the tip skim up across his palm, continuing on all the way up his middle finger looking like another sexual act he loved that they were unable to do right now.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 4:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He licked his finger again, getting another drop he'd missed. He was being mean and as aroused as she was, the only problem was they weren't through the front door of their Madison house. This was New York. There were consequences, but there were also loop holes he'd found worked and he desperately wanted to jump through them right now.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 6:15 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed softly, "I'm sure." she said sarcastically when he said oops. She had her doubts about how much of an accident it actually was. She squirmed but her face and body was flushed, a sure sign that she was aroused. She wasn't a robot, she'd been without his touch and his mouth and him for nearly three weeks. When he licked at her thigh, she bent her leg at the knee and said, "Want an actual plate?" since he'd been so weirded out by this concept before.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 3:09 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Glutt had probably told him at some point that all kinds of food and sex was good together. Or something like that. He put a few more noodles on her stomach, this time more sauce than he'd intended. Or it could have been deliberate. He made sure his breath was was narrowly close to her nether regions, when a little bit of the sticky, sauce got on her undies. "Oops..." he said with a half-hearted apology as he followed the trail of the sauce down her thigh where he cleaned it up and then licked his fingers. "Spicy...." he hummed.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 3:16 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her tummy quivered when she felt the sauce and then her breath hitched when she felt his tongue. Her hands went up to his head, her nails scratching along his scalp. It wasn't as sexy as chocolate sure but she wanted him to see that the type of food wasnt what made it sexy, it was the fact they were doing it together.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 12:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
When he felt her squirm he mentally giggled with her, setting down a new set of noodles and letting them hang this time with some sauce, which started to dribble down past her navel. Exactly what he wanted so he could tease a little lower with his tongue.
On Wednesday, December 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He was so gentle with her that it was hard to remember when he had been so cruel... hard but not impossible. But it was moments like this when she was so in love with him. She squirmed with a squeal worthy giggle when he slurped up the noodles. She bit her bottom lip and looked at him with a little grin to see what he thought, her nails lightly going up and down his sides.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 11:10 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He subtly drew a line against the shape of her jaw with his finger, a little kiss to sweeten the blush on her face. He then sat back up pulling out a few strands of tangled noodles that he put down her stomach. It created a perfect line leading to her belly button. Normally he trailed wet kisses down her stomach. This time he started at her navel and used his tongue to dispose of the noodles instead of kisses.
On Wednesday, December 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Well you just gotta make sure you eat all of it up before it can slide off..." she frowned, "Tho I bet you'd make a mess on purpose so you can do some weird form of 'punishment'." she put her hands loosely on his sculpted naked hips as he undid the shirt. Her body blushed when he had her mostly naked but she didn't try to hide.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 10:22 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He playfully licked her nose before peeling himself away to find the box of noodles. "I get this shit on this bedspread I'm blaming you." He took a few noodles to taste first and then unbuttoned her shirt so he had complete range of skin.
On Wednesday, December 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She let out a short yelp as he got her on her back and took the dominating position which she loved him in. She looked dazed from that kiss, still mind blowing that they didn't even need to use tongue and they could make each others head spin. She looked up at him and mock gasped, "Would I ever do that?" and she batted her lashes at him. But yeah, she kinda was.
On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 5:18 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He didn't answer her. He just shuffled and flopped her on her back where he had the best seat in the house between her legs. He gave her a kiss that could drive her heart beat into a frenzy. "Are you challenging me?"
On Tuesday, December 8, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look, "You just have to kill everything don't you." and she bit his nose playfully. She wasn't upset tho, just teasing. Since his body was now clear of food and her tummy wasn't rumbly, she rested her arms on his chest so she could look at him, still hovering over his face as she straddled him. "I mean..... if you're cool with me having done something in the naked skin department that you haven't done...." she trailed off meaningfully cause she knew he hated being considered a 'virgin' about anything and he wanted to try everything. If he didn't, this would give her one over him.
On Tue, Dec 8, 2015 at 8:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You want noodles sliding around on your stomach?" He had a flat look on his face. "That has to be the most bizarre thing I've ever been asked..." But the look on her face made him think it was a turn on for her. She'd just used him as a platter.
On Tuesday, December 8, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Uh huh." she grinned back as he was basically getting her naked again but she didn't stop him. She gave him a look, "No, on Sammy." she said and then swatted him lightly, "Yes, on me!" she turned her head to the side and craned her neck, "We still got loads of dinner left." all they'd had so far was egg rolls. "There's noodles..."
On Tue, Dec 8, 2015 at 8:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Just saving my shirt from grease and all..." He grinned, flicking another button. He took a tasty kiss, perking that fat brow at her question. "On you?" How was she able to make it sound so tempting? It wasn't like he was eating chocolate covered strawberries.
On Tuesday, December 8, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave a muffled giggle since her lips either had his lips or his food, "yeah.." she swallowed her bite, "Im sure thats the entire reason you're doing that.." since less buttons also equaled more skin. She kissed him again and said, "You wanna try it....?" and raised a brow. She knew he'd eaten fudge and cream and stuff off girls before but this would be something else.
On Tue, Dec 8, 2015 at 4:31 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
This was better than being covered in whipped cream and chocolate. How had Zoe made that happen? So with every bite she presented he relished in it, lapping up the attention like a hungry dog for a treat. "Don't want to get anything on your shirt...." He nibbled on her lip, popping loose one of the buttons.
On Monday, December 7, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I think we should use it for Christmas dinner." she said with a grin and picked up another bite. "Careful with what..?" she thought he meant with his chest but went oop! as he hooked a finger in the shirt and tried to broaden his view. She rolled her eyes to the side but with the same grin in place and then picked up another piece in her mouth and moved up a foot so her face hovered over his and her eyes shone as she tempted him to take that bite again from something so much better than a spoon.
On Mon, Dec 7, 2015 at 7:42 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
When Zoe thought little of her sexiness it was when she was her most sexy (even if she was using him as dinnerware). "It better be like eating off fine fucking china." Did she just have to do it in his shirt looking like fucking gold? "Careful..." He said with his eyes glancing down the peephole the short offered, hooking a finger so he could see a little more.
On Monday, December 7, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Using your chest as a plate." she said in a matter of fact voice like it was obvious. She put a hand on either side of his body on the mattress and leaned down and used her mouth to snatch up one of the pieces and he got an eyeful down the barely buttoned shirt of his she was wearing. She wasn't thinking it was sexy as much as she was hungry and she wanted him to feel good about his torso.
On Mon, Dec 7, 2015 at 2:23 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What are you doing?" He asked in a soft whisper as she made a meal out of his chest. Even bigger than that she was doing it while straddling him. What on earth was she trying to accomplish? It was kinda sexy....was it supposed to do?
On Monday, December 7, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She finished a few egg rolls like that, sharing with him, a bite for her, a bite for him with kisses. Then she got an idea and when his stomach was clear, she put a hand on it and straddled him so she was looking down at him but she wasn't looking, she was rooting in the bag for another egg roll. When she got one, she broke it into pieces and put it on his hairy chest so he'd be able to see more of the action. She wanted him to see how totally not disgusted she was by his 'fuzz'. She'd told him many times and he knew she loved it but she had a feeling he still was a bit insecure about it.
On Mon, Dec 7, 2015 at 7:44 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He settled in to her little feast of kisses. He could make a daily meal out of those without question. He smiled against her lips with a hum, pleased with himself that she couldn't resist.
On Sunday, December 6, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
When his lips touched hers to take the bite, she gave him a couple of smooches and murmured, "Why thank you.." at his evil comment. She pulled back to get another piece and then paused and leaned in to kiss him again as if she decided she wanted another kiss before she went for more food. She'd missed this.
On Sun, Dec 6, 2015 at 6:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You are evil...." he whispered, leaning up on his elbows so he could get that nibble off of her lips. She seemed to be really into this, and her being into anything just kind of revved his own engines. She looked so damn adorable doing it too. He should outlaw her eyes from ever looking into his soul the way they did.
On Sun, Dec 6, 2015 at 4:14 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She just nodded when he looked so aghast. She was serious, and he'd said it before and he'd already given her several sorries and an i miss you. She smiled big when he said it and she leaned up to grab a piece of egg roll and she didn't feed it to him, she put it towards her mouth like she was gonna eat it but she didn't. The piece was held loosely between her lips and she moved forward and held it there so he could take the bite from her lips.
On Sun, Dec 6, 2015 at 10:39 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What?" Zoe had been the one to hit her head. "Say please?" He hadn't forgotten what those words could get him or how far, but he just really didn't want to say them. He swallowed trying to form the words. "Pleeaaaaasssseee..." except he looked like a kid forced to say it.
On Sat, Dec 5, 2015 at 9:32 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrinkled her nose, he was so demanding. "Say please and I'll give you something." and she nuzzled his nose with hers.
On Sat, Dec 5, 2015 at 6:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Don't I get a bite?" Clearly he'd bought it so he could eat too. She wasn't sharing. He grumbled as she continued to munch away. "I'll take the plate away if you don't give me something now!"
On Saturday, December 5, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's not flabby at all you nutcase. You said I could use it as a plate if it was smooth. I'm showing you I can still use it as a plate. So yes." she used the chopsticks to pick up another piece of eggroll from his stomach and she leaned in closer to him but didn't feed it to him, she popped the small piece into her own mouth and chewed.
On Sat, Dec 5, 2015 at 11:19 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Are you eating off my stomach with chopsticks? It can't be that flabby then." He chuckled, kind of amused at it. She was a nutball, but so was he.
On Saturday, December 5, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm gonna electrocute you, what do you think?" she ripped up pieces of egg rolls and put them on his stomach and a little up his torso. She picked up the chopsticks and used them to pick up a piece and she looked at him as she slowly brough it to her mouth and put it in, yes she was teasing him by eating it. But she was totally using him as a plate.
On Fri, Dec 4, 2015 at 9:18 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He tried to look down but all he saw his chin. "Why? What are you gonna do?" Did she eat it or was she taunting him? This wasn't like chocolate and whipped cream.
On Friday, December 4, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She lifted her head and looked at him, a glint in her eye as she quirked a challenging brow. She moved off him and her naked back was to him as she slipped on his button down shirt and she rolled up her sleeves as she leaned over the bed and picked up the egg roll bag, taking out two egg rolls and then a pair of chopsticks. She moved back over to him and broke off a small piece. But she didn't feed it to him, she held it over his stomach and said, "Don't move."
On Fri, Dec 4, 2015 at 7:47 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Depends on the sauce..."they had had pizza sex before. As long as he didn't smell like duck sauce...maybe?...nah....she wasn't into eating and making out. She was teasing him. Again.
On Friday, December 4, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled happily when she felt him massaging her head and let out a kitten sounding hum. "But this is really manly.. and I'd happily eat dinner off your stomach still if you wouldnt freak out about having sauce on you." since he didnt seem to like anything but dessert foods on his body. His stomach had sparse hair and Zoe wouldnt mind a bit making out with it. Her fingers swirled the thin hair there.
On Fri, Dec 4, 2015 at 5:13 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I like my smooth...but I'm getting used to the fuzz." He snuck a hand into her soft, flossy hair, massaging her scalp. "Just think tho, if it were smooth you could eat your dinner right off my stomach."
On Friday, December 4, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She nuzzled his abs and placed a kiss on his navel, "I know you aren't plastic but you did feel kinda... fake before. Just.. TOO perfect. Too hard. Too smooth, too... everything. Now you're kinda.. I dunno, I like cuddling with you, and I dont feel like Im cuddling a ken doll." that was also cause now he had hair on his stomach and chest which she adored.
On Fri, Dec 4, 2015 at 2:43 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You saying I felt fake before?" He was like a Ken doll with all the correct anatomical parts. He rubbed his abs (which were still relatively toned). "I'm not plastic."
On Friday, December 4, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrinkled her nose and said, "Are you saying I'm flabby?" when he poked her tummy and she snuggled closer to him and put her head on his stomach and an arm on his abdomen, "I love you like this. You don't feel like concrete. You feel real." when she first met him he had practically zero body fat, it was.. kinda artificial.
On Fri, Dec 4, 2015 at 1:56 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"But it's getting flabby." He rolled over poking at his tummy which wasn't the rock it had been before. Zoe definitely made him as squishy as she was. He poked her when her tummy roared again.
On Friday, December 4, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Nooooo, neither are you. And if you do. So will I." she squished his butt with her hands and then lay down on her back next to him, "I love your body the way it is." and her stomach growled again.
On Fri, Dec 4, 2015 at 7:14 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I may have to loose weight but you aren't to change a damn thing." He didn't like her an ounce skinnier than she was. He liked all the plump curves.
On Thursday, December 3, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She moved her hands and squeezed him again, "It's not too fat! It's a sculpted butt. I like the way it looks and feels. It's lovely." she goosed his butt and said, "If you lose weight then I'll lose weight too." knowing he liked her curves and got upset if she went even a few pounds under her current weight.
On Thu, Dec 3, 2015 at 5:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He bit down on his lower lip at her squeeze. He could still feel her fingers grope even after she moved her hand. "Tell me if it's too fat. I can't have too fat an ass."
On Thursday, December 3, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kissed his head when he said her. She shook her head and said, "Nope, it's just always been a cute big butt." and she grabbed his ass cheeks with her hands and gave a good squeeze."
On Thu, Dec 3, 2015 at 4:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You...." He looked over his shoulder. "Did it swell?" He seemed alarmed. Maybe he did break it? He wasn't sure you could break your butt any more tha he could break his penis. He looked at Zoe with the wide eyes of an alarmed cat.
On Thursday, December 3, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned, "Since when do you like anything gentle..." she pulled down his boxers and gasped, "Omg. Your butt..." she said like it was something severe." she leaned down to look at his face and said with wide eyes, teasing him, "Is. So. Big."
On Thu, Dec 3, 2015 at 11:26 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed pulled himself back up from the floor, crawling and grabbing the blankets for dear life. He collapsed on the bed beside her face down so she could do her check. "Be gentle...." He grumped into the blanket.
On Thursday, December 3, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wasn't too concerned because she knew if Greed was hurt, he'd already be screaming his head off and focused entirely on himself. "You got a pretty big ass so I think it cushioned your fall. But turn over, lemme see." any reason to see his cute butt.
On Thu, Dec 3, 2015 at 7:06 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He narrowly missed hitting his head on the corner of the night stand. His tailbone however hurt. He looked like a kid that had just fallen ready to wail at any minute. "Did I break my ass?" He looked pitiful.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She burst out into squeals of laughter and squirmed trying to get away from him, "Stooooop!" she said amid laughs and it was bound to happen, he went ass first to the floor. Zoe's mouth made an 'o' and she held the sheet to her chest with one hand and leaned over the big bed to look at him down on the floor, "See, that's what you get for messin with me." with a nod as if she had anything to do with his getting kicked out of bed instead of him just rolling himself out.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 7:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed just attacked her like a tiger (growl and all) and rolled all around the bed until he was nearly hanging off the edge about to fall on the floor. Tickling her also just sent squeals and limbs out. He definitely was going ass first on the floor.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squealed and squirmed when she got poked, grabbing the sheet next to them and pulling it over her breasts. She didn't answer him just stuck out her tongue at him.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 7:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"HEY!" he quicky tried to cover his now poked nipples. "You want me to do that to you?" And he poked her in return. "How do you like that?" He quirked his brow.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled up at him, "I thought these were sensitive." her fore fingers pushing lightly down on his nipples like they were buttons. She was teasing him but her stomach growled again.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 6:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He rubbed his man boob. "Hey those are sensitive." he could still see a red dot from where her finger had poked the skin.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned and looked a little embarrassed, "I'm just hungry, rudeness." and she poked his man boob while she squirmed.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 6:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed was walking his fingers up her bare stomach when he heard its mountainous roar. "Is there a volcano errupting in there?" he poked her tummy and it rumbled again.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
A few hours later, after a lot of kissing and cuddling (and Zoe's bra ending up on the floor somewhere), her stomach rumbled loud enough to get their attention. She looked apologetically up at him from the pillow and said, "I haven't eaten since lunch..." and while a diet of Greed was delicious, she needed some more sustenance.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 4:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Right now the only one digging into his veins was Zoe. He was solely focused on her and just being with her, something that when Lust broke through he had to find again. He was still so emotional and torn up that nothing he did seemed to make him get close enough. He couldn't quit feeling apologetic. He led her to the bed where they could just lay and cuddle. Though, he felt himself itching to do more as if that might make her know even more how sorry he really was.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
This was how she thought it would happen nearly three weeks ago when the shit happened at the club. That he'd be worried about her and want to protect her, if not in the moment then after. But Lust, as always, did a number on his head. She managed to get in his veins and amp up his selfishness to where Zoe became a toaster again. Right now, she felt like his girlfriend again, she felt like the woman he said he loved. She closed her eyes just to feel him and take comfort in knowing he was there, he was really there and he was there for her. She held him just as tight, a shudder passing through her where she didn't feel so scared and alone anymore.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 4:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He nuzzled her neck, placing a kiss on each and every one of those little marks left behind. He hugged her tightly, hands creeping up and down her bare back. For a moment he just got carried away worshiping her. That was ok. She deserved it.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She held up her arms so he could get her out of it, a faint blush on her cheeks since she was left in underthings, a girly black bra and snoopy undies. The mark around her neck was a lot fainter than before but the bruise was a faint brown with a different shade around the edges for where the teeth marks had been. It was healing, but it'd be a little while longer before it was completely gone.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 3:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Being that he'd been so heartless and careless this last two weeks and a half, he wasted no time peeling the shirt up over her head, now the both of them just in their undies. The more they kissed the more he was willing to forgo the picnic dinner and just keep kissing her.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The fabric pooled around her feet and she stepped out of it, left in her snoopy undies, a happy snoopy doing a dance on her butt. He hadn't undressed her in a long time and she was enjoying it.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 2:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He smiled against her lips, the belt just hugging her to him. As always it wasn't enough and he threw the belt aside, his hands sliding down her back and to the zipper of her pencil skirt, which he slipped down quickly, the metal making a quick whistle until it stopped.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It made her heart flutter when he said he missed her because they hadn't found security in their relationship again yet. "Did you..?" she said happily, more echoing her acceptance of it than questioning it. Her nails scratched against the back of his head as she gave every kiss back that he gave her so he could see how much she'd missed him too.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 2:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I missed you..." He breathed in a whisper before claiming her mouth again in a hungry kiss. He had to remind himself he couldn't just take her right there, but he'd waited so long being an ass that now he was regretting the time lost.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She turned her lips in to hide a smile as he pulled her in close with his belt, she liked when he took the lead because she felt too much pressure otherwise. She liked being able to feel how much he wanted her and needed her in his kisses especially after weeks of wondering if he didn't. Her arms had to go around his neck to keep steady as he kept kissing her or she was liable to swoon at his feet.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 12:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He dropped down a few inches when he wiggled off his shoes. He never remembered to take them off first. He closed his eyes at her little kiss, deciding he wanted another and another while finally getting belt off and letting his pants fall to his feet. The belt he wrapped around her waist, pulling her close for more than a peck as he stood there in his boxers and socks.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe had all her clothes on as she watched Greed get half way with something and not complete it before he was on something else first. And he was gonna trip over his feet. She touched his naked side and then put a hand on hsi chest to kinda get him to taake a moment and breathe. She stood on tip toe to give him a quick peck on the lips and just said, "Shoes." cause otherwise his pants were gonna get stuck around his ankles. Again.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 12:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
As always Greed had his pants started, the belt halfway hanging out undone from his waistband, zipper up as he tried to quickly shed himself of his shirt once he'd untangled himself from his tie. He was in a race with himself to see what he could disrobe first.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe give Greed kisses on his lips or cheek or head as she passed him while she worked and she texted Morgan to take care of Sammy please as she'd be at Greed's tonight. Zoe felt a bit relaxed when they got inside Greed's apartment, it'd been forever since she'd been there and it was nice to know that her drawer of PJ's and clothes was there and she had a toothbrush and hairbrush and everything so she didn't have to worry about it. She was surprised at how Greed shed his clothes, normally he kinda forgot but she was glad to see it as she took off her heels and would have to take off her dress as the pencil skirt she was wearing made it difficult to sit on the ground but for the moment she just watched him shed his clothes like they were on fire.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 10:30 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Eventually Zoe had to get back to work so Greed kind of just hung around until it was time to go home. He didn't drop her at her place, he went straight to his where they could have tea and takeout so he could curl her into another vice grip. He was peeling out of his clothes almost immediately. They could picnic on his floor half naked for dinner
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She felt something warm pool in the middle of her tummy when he said he loved her and she nuzzled his nose, her lips brushing against his as she whispered back she loved him too. Even if he couldn't handle it right now she felt like he needed to hear it, to remember she did love him and he had her. Right now he had her.
On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 9:20 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He knew he'd one day mess up so bad there'd be no putting her back together. It scared him. So he said it. He told her no matter how much it tortured him from the inside out, he told her he loved her.
On Wednesday, December 2, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't know... I guess we have to keep trying and hope for the best." she wanted to tell him forever but the thing is she didn't know how badly he might hurt her one of these days. If he slipped up and ended up sleeping with someone. If he abused her again. Influenced her. If she died... she couldn't and wouldn't make false promises. He had her here and now and if he didn't learn to take care of her then one of these times he'd run out of chances.