WHO: Zoe & Greed WHEN: June 19 [Backdated] WHERE: Zoe's work, Madison House WHAT: Dating websites & Porn WARNING: Rough porn Note: The log reads backwards
Zoe leaned back and looked right in Greed's eyes and said, "No. She's not." and that was all that needed to be said. She believed that with her whole heart that Digger would not choose poon over his best friend. She had to believe they could protect him and bring him back.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 8:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "She's not going to take him from me Zoe!" Greed demanded in that little voice that was a child demanding candy instead of carrots for dinner. At one time it had been Lust he was worried about, but with the way Digger had been acting....he supposed Sloth could have intervened. Greed was failing this keeping his friend thing.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 11:52 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "That is totally natural. And you know what, I'm worried too." she gave him a hug, one of her patented Zoe hugs that made you feel like everything was okay and you were loved, "But as long as we don't give up and we stick together.. we'll figure things out with Digger. It'll work out." she hoped.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 8:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Worried?" Was that what this loathsome feeling was? Shit it was horrible. He wanted to vomit.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 11:49 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "You're what...?" she said gently, still staying snuggly close and kissing his cheek to encourage him to ride out his feelings.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 8:42 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No...." he sounded five. "I'm..." he rubbed his chest where his heart felt so painful that his skin was starting to hurt. It was burning inside him, these things he had for her, the things he had for Digger. Having them so close, his new family, sometimes just hit him a little hard. It left him as winded as her kisses.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 11:38 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe put the ice cream aside and slid her arms around his neck, touching her brow to his, "Are you giving up?" she asked, to make a point.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 8:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His bottom lip was practically hovering over his chin, staring down at the ice cream. Now his insides were hurting for entirely different reasons. Could it really fix that? Cause his heart was now getting slayed by a ninja with a big fat sword. "Okay." He sounded like a wounded child. Duct tape couldn't even fix this.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 10:51 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Then.. we'll talk to him and we'll try to figure things out." she put a hand on his cheek, "We can't assume. We'll wait till the weekend's over and then we'll talk to him together. You can wait in the car and instead of my lunch break, can go after work. And I can talk to him first and then you can go get take out in the meantime, how's that sound?"
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 7:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "What if something's gone to shit? What if he rejects me now?" Greed was paranoid, because things were still not final. She was right. Contracts did shit to make him feel better.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 9:37 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled, "Of course." she loved Greed and she considered Digger a good friend, to her it was a no brainer.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 6:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You'll do that?" Greed sounded surprised, that little kid that needed some reassurance he wasn't losing something else in his collection. Had he totally killed things with that contract? Had he lost his best friend?
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 9:30 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She nodded, "Yeah.. I can do that. I can swing by his apartment on my lunch break next week and corner him if he won't pick up the phone." she rubbed his chest soothingly, "I'm sure he just needs some time to readjust." either that or Sloth didn't back off and everything was gonna go to hell..
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 6:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No, it doesn't feel like avoidance. He just...doesn't seem himself." Greed couldn't put his finger on it, but if he had a chance to sit down with him he'd be able to pick it apart. "You think you'll get him to talk to you long enough to come over?" Greed was nervous again. What if something had happened? What if this wasn't the end of it. Sloth wouldn't....tell would she?
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 9:18 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She frowned and fed him another spoonful of ice cream, "You think he's just avoiding you...? That seems extreme tho, it's putting his job in jeopardy. And he did seem to genuinely want to patch things up with you. Maybe the three of us can hang out at my place next week, try to ease the tension?"
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 6:14 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He rubbed his chin. "My face is clean and smooth," he touted. Sandpaper. What did she think she was licking? He hadn't grown that much stubble in the course of a few hours. "It's not. He seems drained these days." Greed was more perceptive, but he hadn't noticed that Sloth may have made him a bit sick. "He's called out a lot recently..."
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 9:06 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "No, I'd get a burn on my tongue with your sandpaper face.. but you look cute with it." and she kissed his cheek. She gave him a sympathetic look and said, "I miss him too..." she hadn't cleared the air with Digger yet. "How's it at work with you two?"
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 6:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Well I'm in my fancy plaid boxer briefs. Don't spill on them." He gave her a stern warning, kinda turned on by her little licks. "You going to lick it off my whole face?" It was stickier than whipped cream. "My day?" Things with him and Digger had hit another little stand still. He wasn't sure now, but they had to kind of work on their bromance a little once Zoe was secure. "I miss my friend..."
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:58 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "You would if you were wearing your fancy suit." and she swiped her finger in the ice cream and then swiped it over the tip of his crooked nose. "Tell me about your day." she said and leaned forward to kiss his nose clean. He hadn't told her about pigeons and squirrels in a while. He'd been too busy brooding.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 11:56 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It was cold and warm and tasty....what a combination. "Who needs a spoon?" Gluttony had taught him that...the concept of utensils were so overrated.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:38 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She put a hand on his cheek as he leaned in and kissed off all the ice cream on her lips, "I don't think you quite get the concept of a restraining order... or a spoon.." but she looked at him like he was the cutest boy ever and well, he was.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 11:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: It was little things he was just doing naturally, the little things he'd stopped when they were getting too cramped with one another. "This isn't a bullet wound..." he looked skeptical, spooning out the ice cream on his finger. "I dunno 500 feet might not be enough." He swiped another fingerfull and rubbed it on her lips where he kissed it off. So he was dying inside and still going to lick off ice cream off the mouth of a serial killer. That was what they were crazy for.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:13 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was surprised but really thrilled when he dragged her into his lap, "Hey, ice cream fixes most things. They use it in the hospitals. Treat bullet wounds and everything with it." she said with a grin, clearly joking. She took a small bite of the ice cream herself and raised her brows, the spoon upside down in her mouth for a moment before she pulled it out and said, "Mmm.. I'd love to see you ask the judge for that. Tho you do know then my lips would not be allowed within 500 feet of you. I'd have to blow you kisses and it's not as effective I think." and she tested it by puckering up and kissing the air in front of him.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 11:08 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "Pummel them with knives and choke holds and fix it with ice cream." He snorted another laugh, dragging her from beside him to in his lap. After he took the spoonful first. Of course he was going to have the first bite. "I'm starting to think I need a restraining order on your lips..." she knew he loved it.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:04 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her body slid down the length of his half naked one and she went into the kitchen to grab a bowl, a spoon, and some ice cream. She came out with a bowl of it, one. One spoon. He was gonna have to share, "Did not find any duct tape.. but I figured this might help your insides.." and she sat next to him on the couch and held up a spoonful of ice cream to his lips.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 11:00 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His hands slid up her sides so she could drop her legs from around him and slip down. For some reason that just added another jolt to his already bleeding insides. He wobbled around the couch to take a seat, hoping she didn't travel far. He might be dying inside but he wanted her to patch it up. "You might need about five rolls."
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:56 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She chuckled and then bounced her butt in his hands a little, "Put me down and we can get you a seat and some duct tape." since that was his favorite way of fixing everything, especially injuries.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 10:54 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I might need a seat...so that I can bleed out on the floor." They might be in a deadzone, but she still had a worthwhile effect on him. She'd just taken the breath away from his lungs in such a simple kiss. If this had been any other Sin she was with this would not be as welcomed. Greed liked being hit by a speeding bullet and continued to suffocate himself if need be.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:52 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave a nod, "You're welcome!" as if he had just thanked her for stabbing him. But she was only teasing and she kissed his cheek, still grinning but concerned, "Do you wanna put me down? Or sit down..?" because she didn't want him to fall over or anything.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 10:49 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I...fuck...I'm just an internal bloody mess now..." He finally opened those long eyelashes to look at her. Yep. She'd stabbed him about a hundred times and he was stunned.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:41 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe still didn't think her kisses were so incredibly profound. To her, she was still just Zoe and Greed could still have anyone he wanted. But she smiled when she saw how dazed he was, her fingers played with the hair at the nape of his neck, going up and down, "Speechless Greed... now I know I did something good." since the guy was known for his motormouth.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 10:34 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His eyes slid closed, his breathing soft and heart beat in his ears. She'd just shorted his brain. And even as she whispered he had a hard time opening his eyes. One hand however was gripping her bubble butt. He needed a moment to recover from that one. He couldn't even respond, just lips parted as if he had something to say and no way to get the words out.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:26 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She wrinkled her nose, "You know, I don't like hurting you either.. but you seem to like it." he was such a weirdo. She brushed her lips over his, "That was a right hook." she pressed her lips to his for a couple of seconds, "That was a broken arm for sure." and then she looked at him for a moment, her brown eyes just gazing into his blues before she closed her eyes and gave him a long sweet kiss. No tongue, but it was open mouthed and it was practically a lip massage that lasted for ten seconds with tiny breaks, she stayed close and whispered when it ended, "...And I think that just let loose a serial killer."
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 10:22 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You're the one that pointed out WWE and my brain went there..." his weird, psychotic brain. She shouldn't say things if she didn't want elaborate answers. He was good for throwing them out. "Does that mean I don't get anymore kisses? There's a massacre going on inside me, the least you could do is let it keep going." Yes, he enjoyed the internal pain.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:19 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She burst out laughing, "That is the most AND least romantic thing I've ever heard." she said as she touched her nose to his, still chuckling over what he said. He was such a dork and she loved it.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 10:16 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "It is. I just got kneed in the stomach, leg twisted up as some big, Hairy guy in a mask twisted my arm." He snorted a very unsexy laugh and continued to enjoy all those little kisses as much as the the ones that could knock him to the floor. They all tasted delicious.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:14 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She grinned at his description, "That sounds like the WWF is going on inside you and you're saying you like it.." he was nuts but she gave him little kisses on his lips inbetween her words, still hanging on.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 10:03 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Good, cause I wanna keep kissing you like this...." He nuzzled her nose back with a little Eskimo kiss, the tips of his ears a little red. "It makes everything inside slam into each other...." it was the one time she could feel his heart beat pounding against his chest and he not turn into a human furnace.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 12:45 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled and nuzzled his nose nodding, "Yes... you said the truth. And it was really lovely." she didn't have any plans on getting off him, she just wanted to be knotted up like this with him. The sex conversation wasn't over forever. It'd come back around at some point but for now, for now she was very happy and satisfied and it seemed like maybe he was too.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 9:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He wrapped his arms around her, the two of them more like a human pretzel. It was those kisses that made his insides flutter around and slam into each other. It was what no one else gave him. "Did I say something right?" He was more perceptive, what he'd lost when he'd lived with her for so long.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 12:24 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled at him, a little coy as she nodded, "Uh huh." she kinda was now. His words had resettled her when she had felt like the dating site and the porno had shook her world like an etch a sketch. She didn't wait a second even after her uh huh to lean in and kiss him. It was that honey kiss with lots of feeling, it was that i love you kiss which no other girl ever gave him cause no other girl had ever loved him. And it was all because he was being himself.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 9:10 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He knew her when she lost all security in herself. He was the one that should be insecure about her, and maybe he still was---but when it came to the bedroom, he was still the confidence. She climbed on him like a ladder, his hands holding her up until she got into the position she was aiming for. "Comfy?" He asked with a twerk of his brow.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 12:04 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She stepped on the back of the sofa and used it to boost her barefoot up and she wrapped one leg around his waist and then the other, spidermonkeying onto his front at his words.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 7:42 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I had that remember? When I took a stroll out of my body and you got to keep it? It wasn't even satisfying then." Things may have gotten weird with them, he'd gotten too comfortable with them living together and it had sacrificed his sanity a bit. Now he was definitely thinking clearer, and seeing things with more detail. "When I get to be with you I don't miss anything..."
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 10:08 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was clear she was uncomfortable with that, she didn't want Greed to use her like the girl in the video. She didn't want him to be malicious and use sex as a way to hurt her, she didn't want him to take the feelings out of it. She stood up on the sofa so she could put her arms around his neck, needing to feel him as he was now. Her Greed. "Do you ever miss it..?" she asked quietly.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 12:19 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: ' There's a level of dominance in it that doesn't care about anything beyond the act and hurting someone in the process." it was about the physical pain on them, and ignoring feelings. "There's nothing tender about it." and when a girl saw him as a sex object, they became an object for him.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:53 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She couldn't help it, it was like being on a slippery slope and she said, "Does it have to be malicious...?" she glanced at him, "Is that the appeal when you do it..? It isn't the act itself? You can't... do.. a nice spanking..? Or a... tender.." she twirled a finger in the air, "..butt behind thing...." she was trying to understand what about those things made those sides of him tick.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I don't want to be malicious to you on purpose again....in any way." It was abusive. It was Lust, it was forcing him to be a devil and Greed rode both lines very well....but with having her in his collection she'd burn out so fast. He'd been made aware of that far too clearly before, and her desperation was not attractive to him at all. Even though it was greedy in thought, he knew in retrospect she didn't want any of that. He knew her better than she did herself.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:38 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her hands went still and she looked down at his last words, feeling like they were a slap. She didn't say anything, but a part of her, the part that had grown there because of him wanted all of him. And she was too scared to say it. She was too scared to tell him that she worried that the parts of him that he didn't want to give to her.. that one day those parts would be the ones that would drag him out the door.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "They're a part of me. But, they're not a part of me that's with you. Sin, boy, man, human, demon, whatever doesn't want you to be that with me. I just want Zoe." She was so desperate, grabbing at him with her questions as if it was going to put a security blanket around them. "It's going to be a surefire way to lose me than it is to keep me." Did she get that now?
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:31 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She rubbed his arms, trying to.. she wasn't even sure. She finally raised her gaze to his, "But are those things you....?" she'd promised to love every side of him and to try as much as she could to never stifle who he was. If this.... if those things.. were what he wanted...
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Because those things aren't you. You wouldn't be special if I just did what I do with everyone else." He looked hurt. Did she want to just be another slut? Because that would kill him a little inside. It would tarnish her and what made Zoe so appealing was the fact that she was so pure. Not pure in the sense of goodness, but pure in the sense that she offered love and friendship and all the things he wasn't allowed.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:21 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let him move her how he wanted but she looked dejected even as he said such sweet things. She put her hands on his arms and didn't look at him as she said, "Why can't I expect more and not turn over and.. still.. do... things you want with you..." still tripping over even the words of the sex acts themselves.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:18 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I know you're you...that's what makes you my pot of gold." He dropped the blanket, scooting up towards the couch until his hips hit the back. He snuck his hands to her shirt, tugging on it so that the only thing between them was the back cushion of the couch. "You're not another slutty girl who just turns over and expects nothing else out of me." His brows tightened. Didn't she get that? Or had she forgotten that?
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:12 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She made a face immediately when he asked her that, it was so crude... and so... she tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and didn't answer him but it was obvious she would not like him to tear her a new asshole. She wrapped her arms around herself and fidgeted some more, "I'm not any girl.. I'm me. And if this is what you like... I mean, you've never even asked or brought it up.."
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Are you saying you want me to rip you a new asshole? Cause I really don't think you do." It wasn't that he didn't think she couldn't handle it, there was a part of Zoe that seemed almost willing to do anything he was into simply to keep his interests on her and her alone. It was a very Greed thing to think, he couldn't blame her for that. But, she didn't understand why he didn't want to do those things with her. "I don't want you to be that girl. I don't want you to be any of them." Zoe was a gem because of who she was.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 2:03 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked incredibly hurt and moved her gaze to the floor, "Oh." was all she managed to get out. What else was she supposed to say? He just admitted he liked that kinky dark sex stuff but for her it was off limits because... she didn't even know why. Probably because he thought she couldn't handle it or do it right or she was too prudish.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I don't want to do any of those things with you." It sounded so heavy, just clouding her insecurity with more doubt. He didn't mean it the way she'd more than likely take it, but she wasn't what other girls were. She wasn't abusing him as much as he abused them. There was a boundary there that even the dark side of him wouldn't cross with her.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:58 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He was so nonchalant about it as if yeah he liked it so what. It kinda stung. She didn't look at him, not knowing how to respond to that right away... she fidgeted and didn't know how to quite word it so just said what was on her mind, "You've... you've never done any of those things with me..."
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 10:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He shrugged, the blanket falling down his shoulders at the gesture. "I can be. Yeah." He also didn't always want to see the girl's face. There was something provocative and dominant about it. That was the side that didn't care. The completely selfish side, but even that guy. The one she was watching wouldn't want to see Zoe in tears like that girl.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:51 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She still looked at him as if maybe it wasn't him and was Satan in Greed skin or he was a demon twin or something, because she was so confused herself. "I don't know.. am I watching a porno of you?" because she'd never been with the guy in that porno. She was not horny and this was not about her wanting sex at all and she nodded, "Yeah, the video. That.. what you're doing there.. with the belt... and spanking... and.." she kept flailing her hand at the laptop, "And..." she looked off to the side and ran the hand through her hair, "..anal... stuff." she sneaked a glance at him, "You're.. into all that?"
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 10:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed looked more confused than her. "You're watching a porno of me without me...when...I'm in the same room?" Something about that picture didn't seem right. If she had the real thing why was she watching it. "You could have woken me up if you wanted me..." he wasn't just an object either, but a lot of times he still talked about himself as if he was. His eyes shifted back to the video which she hadn't even turned off yet. That one of all of them was what she'd ripped out of the dvd case? His lips twitched from side to side as those big blue eyes looked from the screen back to her. "What do you mean? The video?" She'd have to explain things a little bit more. He was still wrapping his head around the fact she didn't want him but wanted to watch a video of him.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:41 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe's stomach was churning and she couldn't handle watching Greed literally drool over another girl a second longer. She looked at him, the adorable sweet sexy crazy love of her life standing there in a blanket cape... when seconds ago he was on a screen ripping a girl's ass apart happily. "It's.. it's your DVD." she said, she was confused herself, as if she was having a hard time reconciling what she saw on the screen with what was standing before her, "Is this.. is this really what you like?" she asked. She was so far dazed, she didn't even deny what she'd been doing, now she just wanted to know the truth, she wanted to know the sides he hid from her. She didn't want to risk those sides seeking satisifaction elsewhere.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 10:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He hadn't picked up on that she was watching a porno with him in it until he saw the camera zoom in. "Is that my dick?" He squinted, rubbing his eyes as he focused on Zoe who looked like she'd seen a ghost. He asked again what she was doing, because this was not the scenario he'd expected to walk in on. He wasn't sure if he should laugh or just wonder what had turned on her curiosity. "Is that youtube?" He'd not even realized he'd left that stack of dvds here. That had been the wrong box and the wrong living space.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:30 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She literally jumped when she heard his voice and took her eyes off the screen for a second to look at him before looking back like it was a car crash in slo motion, her eyes were still big and looked like they were watching a horror, not something sexy. She felt so nauseous seeing the girl's face and how he was treating her. How he enjoyed it. It was a close up of him going into her butt where she put her hands on the cushion and went still for a moment. She had been planning on closing the laptop, on lying, on something, but all she said was, "I'm gonna throw up.." and then pushed herself up off the couch as if she was in a daze.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 10:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It was a side that never really came out with her because Greed didn't see Zoe as this object. She wasn't a slut. Sammy still laid up on the bed, curled up in the warm spot Greed left behind as Greed padded into the kitchen. Still no Zoe. By now she'd at least seen the belt that he'd tied around the girl's throat, or the bite mark he left on her shoulder. Zoe probably would have been more horrified if she'd actually heard all that was going on. The girl's makeup was smudged by sweat and tears (still looking real enough to be painful to watch).
Greed shuffled his way into the living room behind the couch, the blanket trailing behind him. "Whaty're you doing?" he asked still sleepy, slightly confused and shocked in all honesty. Was she seriously watching a porno without him?
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 1:14 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe knew there was no going back if she watched this. This wasn't some funny porno that had a bad storyline. This was straight up dark sex and it wasn't going to be comedic or just squirm worthy. But it was part of him and she loved him, every part of him and side of him... even the ones he wouldn't show her. So she popped it into the laptop and hit play, the volume at the lowest it would go. She fast forwarded a bit, her eyes getting big as she watched how rough Greed was with the girl on the screen.. how red her ass got with how Greed didn't just smack it once, but literally spanked it red. She covered her nose and mouth with her hands as she could not stop watching the screen as Greed took the girl from behind in a much much much less loving way then he'd taken her from behind in their bed. This was standing up, and this was behind behind. She didn't even know he was looking for her.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 10:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe's greediness would get the better of her in wanting to see all sides of Greed. While in some cases this was just an acting gig with all of him exposed, there was more truth in it than that. Greed wasn't pretending. He wasn't pretending to enjoy it, or putting on a fake show. If Zoe ever wanted a glimpse into how vicious he could be with Lust, how turned on he could get by being pushed into that dark side, she'd see it here.
Greed's fuzzy blonde fohawk puffed up in different directions as he padded down the stairs with the blanket wrapped around his shoulders like a cape. He was still sleepy and nearly slipped down the steps. He wondered where his baby seal had disappeared to.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 12:59 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kept chewing her bottom lip as she looked at one after the other. One of the DVD's boasted something close to BDSM practically. It was all.. butt stuff. She made a face. Greed liked her butt, he said she had a bubble butt, he liked to grab it and fondle it and earlier on in their relationship he smacked it once or twice.. but that was about it. She knew porno stars did whatever but Greed did this for his vanity and pleasure. He wouldn't do a sexual act that he didn't want to. And there was that exchange, brief as it was, that he had with Wrath... about anal. She shot a look at the stairs as if to see he wasn't there and then took the DVD's over to the sofa where his laptop was.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 9:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: There were some that were just good pornos and part of his collection, but the majority of what he owned was something that had to do with him when it came to literature, film and entertainment. He'd been involved in so many different aspects, including probably some silent film. Zoe however had stumbled across the more sexualized side of him. If he could see her curiously checking out the descriptions he'd be laughing. Instead he'd just rolled over when Sammy's head had gotten too heavy rested on his leg.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 12:44 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was thinking of what to make and trying to remember what they'd left in the fridge last time while picking around the boxes but she misstepped and stubbed her toe. She grabbed her foot with a youch! and hopped for a moment before knocking into a box that tipped to the side and made a slight crash as its contents spilled out. Along with it some dvd's. "Crap.." she said and rubbed her foot before walking over to put them back and then pausing. These were some of Greed's video games he wanted for his apartment.. oh this was the wrong box, this was supposed to go to his apartment, not Madison. She was storing it up in her mind to tell him alter when she scooped up the DVD's and paused when she saw the covers... they were his pornos. She'd only seen part of one and that was with him... but she'd forgotten there were more. She bit her bottom lip and turned one over to see what it was about... sexually anyway.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 9:36 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed was gone to the world, a light snore as Sammy climbed up on the bed to be a warm spot where Zoe left. The pup laid his head on Greed's leg and dozed off into dreamland with his master. There was still a mess of boxes in various places as this home had become a project every weekend. They had a new one each time through new furniture, paint and wallpaper. There was still plenty to unpack and organize. Greed hadn't even heard her pad downstairs to the kitchen.
On Tue, Jun 23, 2015 at 12:30 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was on cloud nine just kissing and snuggling with him and it made her feel warm and squishy that they COULD have sex but his mind wasn't there, he really just wanted to be with her and it felt like forever since he'd wanted just her. She didn't mind he took all the covers cause he was on her like a blanket and she did sleep but not for as long as he did, and like he used to watch her sleep, this time she watched him. He looked adorable when he slept. It was dark out and they hadn't had dinner so she wriggled around carefully to go downstairs and get it ready.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 9:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Only in his sleep did he look like an innocent child that couldn't do more than smile and not hiding a biblical Sin deep down inside that human skin. He stole the covers, curling around her like a cat after they'd had some cuddling and kissing until he couldn't keep his eyes open any longer. She smelled so sweet with sun-kissed coconut skin. He buried his face in her hair with a contented murmur.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:59 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let out a sound of surprise and then a laugh of her own as she moved her feet in the air back and forth, her arms still around his neck. Her cheeks were glowing she was so happy in this moment, "I think that can be arranged.." and she nuzzled him as he took them to bed.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 8:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Am I?" he laughed picking her up in his arms so that he could carry her like some superhero savior, whistling for Sammy to follow. "As long as I get to kiss you until I fall asleep." He'd started wanting to do all the little things that he'd forgotten were just as exciting as anything else. Just being with her was a highlight of his day, things he was realizing because they weren't under the same roof nearly every second of the day.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:52 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kinda didn't want to disentangle herself from him but they were outside and the door was just a few feet away, 'You're allowed, I might take a nap with you... I'm kinda tired too." it was such a couple thing to do and it had nothing to do with sex.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 8:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He wasn't the walking zombie when they hit other deadzones, but he could still get pretty exhausted. Greed nodded, giving her a sweet kiss on the neck, just under those little earrings she had on. They were stars. He'd noticed. "I should be a horny bastard by now, but I'm just tired." It was the small price to pay for getting to be with her in their little country bubble.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 11:47 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled when he squeezed her, he was doing that more now and she loved it. She kissed his cheek a couple of times, "Wanna take a nap?" she asked since she knew the drive into the semi-dead zone normally tired him out.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 8:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Envy was still pretty successful in making her jealous over Greed. It was something that Sin would have taken pleasure in. Greed hugged her back, getting her used to being squeezed in his arms. She still seemed unsure.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 10:55 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: As soon as they were out of the car, with Samson barking and running to a nearby tree for a sniff and a pee, Zoe went over to Greed and put her arms around his neck, giving him a hug. She always had that fear of losing him whenever their relationship got rocked, insecurity always crept back into her head.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 7:38 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "Why wouldn't I be? I'm a hot ticket. He can't even be close to that with plastic surgery." Greed snorted. They talked more about it, but once they were in Madison Greed put to rest all the Envy website talk and put the focus on them. He wanted all the special attention and he wanted her to remember that.
On Jun 22, 2015 6:59 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave Greed a look, "You're actually enjoying this. I cannot believe your brother is impersonating you and you're proud of it." she looked back at the profile but the number of views on it just made her look miserable, "He fabricated all of it. I think the only thing he got correct was he put 'mirrors' under 'likes'." then she shut the laptop and tossed it in the backseat next to Sammy.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 3:54 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Tell me what else he fabricated?" Greed had some sick sense of pride and pleasure out of knowing Envy could never put his own face to the world...Envy was loathed by everyone. Of course he'd use Greed for his own sick games. And Greed laughed at that. Envy wasn't someone to be adored or desired. He was the ugliest part of humanity.
On Jun 22, 2015 6:25 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was going to argue, her mouth opening but only a sound came out before she shut it again. Damn, that was a good excuse. Tho she didn't the world could handle two Greed's... she sighed frustratedly, okay.. maybe she was a little jealous that the woman was drooling over her... not boyfriend. Well women drooled over him all the time but what bothered her was the woman thought she had something with Greed, when she didn't. Maybe.. it was just holding up a mirror to her own fears and insecurities.. that Greed would try to find someone else, and this was just a reminder that there was a line of applicants.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 3:22 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Tell them I have a twin?" He wasn't really worried about it at all. Here she was punishing herself over it and it was all some mental game from Envy. He was good at those.
On Jun 22, 2015 6:09 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She made a serious wtf face, "Your brother?" she looked back at the profile and then at Greed, "And you're fine with it?" she was more freaked out than he was, "What if some woman, like the woman from my office, sees you on the street and thinks you have some sort of connection or relationship because of this?"
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 3:05 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Looks like Envy really was having fun with my face so he can get more victims. Bet you look on another website and it'll say something completely different. Wonder if I'm a lawyer on Match.com." He wasn't mad, it just proved just how much his brother envied by not being Greed.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015, 6:00 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She took a closer look at the profile, "I didn't get a chance to read it..." she'd just seen the picture and heard the name and that was it. She frowned at the job description and then read further on, it looked like Greed but it did not SOUND like him. "This is... not you. But it is your face and name... what's going on?" she was now confused.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 2:53 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed put his foot on the break and craned his neck to look. "Good picture..." he noted nodding for her to scroll down. He noticed right off there were some things missing in Envy's description. "Did you read my job description?" If she'd read just a little it was staged. "Exotic dancer? There's not even any mention of comic books and zombies in the likes and dislikes." Envy got carried away with his.own rouses.
On Jun 22, 2015 5:04 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He didn't deny it... so it still stung but she was sure if he was doing it, he'd admit to it. She squeezed his hand one more time and while he drove she rooted out the laptop and said, "I don't know her username or the emails she exchanged with 'you'." but she remembered the dating site name and plugged it in. It took another minute or two to set the search criteria to Greed's looks and out popped a handful of guys. One of them Greed with his name and happy face. She clicked on it, the views on his profile really high and turned the screen to show him at the next light.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 1:57 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Wait..." she said it so fast like it was going to hurt her less. "Show me what you're talking about?" He vaguely remembered something about Envy...not that it wasn't a move Greed wouldn't go for...but not at this time. "Laptop is in the back..." he wanted to see what she'd seen.
On Jun 22, 2015 2:45 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He had a point but what about what she saw? She gripped his hand as she blurted out, "I was making my last rounds and there was this woman in this office and she was talking to her friend about this hot guy she met on a dating site like not in person yet but his profile was amazing and he looked so cute and she was showing the profile and the emails they exchanged and the profile was a picture of you and I was like maybe it was someone who looked like you but she said his name was Chance and we're not.. technically in a relationship.." but it was apparent that even if the title was technically not there, Zoe was still very much committed to Greed and hoped he was too. But she had hurt him badly, she didn't know how far he might go..
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 10:51 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You think I'd be here right now if I wanted other people?" He took her hand, putting it on his thigh where he threaded his fingers through hers. He could feel her heart pounding a mile a minute. "Whats going on?"
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015, 1:22 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She took his hand and let him lead her to the car. It was at his question she said, "No one.. it's nothing.." she looked out the window and then back at him, "Um... Greed.. I know.. we're not technically in a relationship.. but if you wanted to see other people too... would you.. could you... tell me?" her heart was racing just saying that.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 10:20 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She was there but she wasn't. Even more annoying was the itch he felt at being in his old building. He'd grown and these were all new people but Greed could hang onto his grudges as long as the next Sin. It stung. "Come lets get outta here." Once he got her in the car maybe he could get her to talk. Sammy hopped in the backseat in his little doggie bed and Greed started that two hour trip to Madison.
"Who do I have to kill?" Greed asked.
On Jun 22, 2015 12:19 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Hi.." she said and gave him a kiss hello but her mind was still racing as she stared at him as if trying to read his face. Was he really on a dating site? Was he trying to punish her maybe? She shook her head when he asked if Theseus died and she felt like her insides were all twisted. She wanted to ask him. This was going to kill her if she didn't but maybe she should take the punishment. Her grip on him got a little tighter at the thought.. she didn't want to share him.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 9:15 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Wow I don't even get a hello?" He pulled away to get a kiss. She still looked miserable. "We're going to Madison, don't show all your enthusiasm at once." He didn't give her a chance to break away. He felt like he needed to keep holding her. "Did Theseus kick the bucket or something?" Because he couln't think of any other reason she'd have such a sour look on her face.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 12:11 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He seemed happy to see her.. but maybe that's cause he didn't know she knew. But it felt so good to be crushed in his arms, he had stopped doing that for a long time. When he nuzzled her, she closed her eyes and finally put her arms around his neck, holding him tight. She kept thinking she wasn't going to ask him about it. They weren't in a relationship. He could do what he wanted...
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 9:01 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed instantly puffed up ready to pummel something to an oblivion when Zoe looked like she'd just left a funeral. He held his arms out, but she didn't run to him or anything. It was as if his face made her hurt. She didn't look excited at all, but he grabbed her anyway. She looked stunning in heels and a pencil skirt, he nuzzled her neck, crushing her in that tight, Greed grip, causing Sammy to get jealous and bark louder.
On Mon, Jun 22, 2015 at 2:04 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe had kinda stuck around the desk to hear the woman gush more to her co-worker about the hot guy, when she said his name was Chance, Zoe just wanted to cry right then and there. Eventually the woman noticed Zoe still hanging around and then she had to leave in a rush. While Greed went to the mail room that was empty, Sammy immediately smelled him and barked, jumping as high he could in the mail bin he was in and couldn't get out of, super excited to see his dad. While Zoe came back into the mailroom just a few seconds after Greed, looking like someone died.
On Sun, Jun 21, 2015 at 10:55 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed waited for what felt like am eternity to see her emerge from his old building. He drummed his fingers on the steering wheel for all of five minutes before he jumped out of the car and plowed through the front door. What on earth was keeping her?
On Monday, June 22, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was Friday, and per the contract (that was sealed with a kiss instead of a signature), Zoe and Greed were going to go to Madison as usual. Zoe had popped home for lunch to grab Sammy and hidden him in the mail room in a mail cart. It was just for a few hours and she didn't think anyone would mind. It'd save Greed and her the trip to the apartment and they could go straight to Madison. They'd lived there long enough now to not need to pack any overnight bag or anything which was really nice. She was wearing star earrings and was dressed professionally as she made her last rounds to drop off some mail.
It was on one of the upper floors where some girls were drooling over a computer screen. The girl talking about the amazingly hot guy she met on some dating website and how they've been talking and were going to go out soon she hoped. Zoe thought it was kinda adorable the way the girl was swooning over the guy and as she set the mail down on the desk, she sneaked a peek at the screen and it instantly killed her smile. She felt sick to her stomach cause staring back at her from the screen was the handsome face of her boyfriend. Only.. well.. he wasn't her boyfriend anymore.