WHO: Zoe & Greed w/ Digger WHEN: June 10 [Backdated] WHERE: Greed's apartment, pizza place WHAT: Sign this to be my friend WARNING: None Note: The log reads backwards
Zoe sighed as she stood up to head out with Greed like his rag doll he was carting around. She put her hand on the table and looked at Digger, "We'll talk later.." she said quietly. They had their own issues to work out like her spilling his secret.. but that would be later, she didn't have the energy for it right now and she doubted he did either.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015 at 5:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed was done with this circus. He had his contract and was ready to leave. "Next time I call you we're going out. You bail on me there will be consequences." He pointed his finger at Digger. He needed to leave before that itch to make Digger through influence became more than a scratch.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015, 6:23 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him such a dirty look, huffed, grabbed the pen and signed. But she didn't sign her name, the signature read 'minnie mouse'. So he could suck it.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015 at 3:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Well I'm making you a part of it now." Was she going to seriously deny him? It was one little signature.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015, 12:40 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him a look and let out a slow breath through her nose, "The last time you were involved with a contract, you didn't care to have me there for a witness signature." or did he forget his horrible history with contracts. She might be sorry for what she did and in the doghouse with him, but he was really pushing it right now and she knew he knew it.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015 at 9:38 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You're not going to sign it?" He was pushing it, and this could be his little payback for being lied to.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015, 12:04 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe gave Greed such a withering look when he slid the contract over to her and said in a low tone of voice, "Don't. Push it."
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015 at 8:49 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed was anxious to get that contract in his hands. A physical, material reminder of what had transpired between the three of them. He moved the contract over to Zoe. "You're the witness." He'd learned from demon deals that a witness present was better.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015, 10:53 AM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe sighed a little, it was weird when your boyfriend turned into his mother who was the devil. She watched Digger sign without realizing what he was signing and then looked at Greed, "Anything else?" she asked himsoftly.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015 at 7:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Digger shrugged. Hed already read over this thing with a fine comb. It wasn't so bad...though as with any contract, Digger should read the fine print. He was basically acknowledging that Greed owned him.
"If thats what you really want alright..." he took the pen Greed had offered and signed the bottom line.
On Jun 10, 2015 10:34 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe kept quiet at that, she was not Greed's keeper or mother and she'd help the boys get to this place, it was between them if Digger would sign it.
On Wed, Jun 10, 2015 at 7:28 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I still want you to sign the contract." It might be stupid, but Greed needed something in his hand to prove this conversation didn't get tossed aside in the future. It would also as trivial as it was make him feel better.
On Tue, Jun 9, 2015, 9:45 PM Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe nodded and turned back to Greed, whispering to him, "Anything else?" this was his chance to get it all out.
On Tue, Jun 9, 2015 at 6:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Im sorry," Digger apologised this time with more sincerity. "I won't keep things from you again." It might destroy their friendship and this wasn't one he wanted to lose.
On Jun 9, 2015 8:35 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe rubbed Greed's back soothingly and tried to translate his sin speak for Digger and said in a gentler way, "Best friends don't ignore and hide stuff, Digs. You mess up, you come clean, you guys fight, you guys move on. Chance is very protective of his family, he does not like them to mix in his life much and you didn't respect that and hopefully now you will."
On Tue, Jun 9, 2015 at 5:31 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No more of this ignoring me thing. You do something shitty, you tell me. You're mine now, my friend, and I don't feel like sharing." Greed was still in intense mode, which Digger didn't always understand. So, he just nodded in agreement.
On Jun 9, 2015 3:10 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was satisfied with that answer and looked back at Greed, staying close still and urging him gently, "What else?" this was his time to get what he needed and then they were going home. Or to his place. Or hers.
On Tue, Jun 9, 2015 at 11:47 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "Of course," Digger said in response. This was a big mess and seeing Greed a mess because of it kept tugging at that invisible rope Greed had tied to him from the start. He may not have noticed, but he had become part of Greed's collection.
On Jun 9, 2015 2:29 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe stayed put but whispered in Greed's ear, "It's okay if you punch him this one time if you still feel like it." at his words tho, she knew Digger wouldn't really understand the intensity and said to him, "He wants to know your friendship is more important than sex with his sister."
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 11:26 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I might punch him in the face if I'm alone." Zoe could leave, but Greed wasn't sure he wanted her to. He kept hold of her hand looking at Digger without blinking. "I want her to hear you say you chose me." Digger had said he'd end it, but he needed more.
On Jun 8, 2015 11:34 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe smiled thankfully and softly at Digger as he finally said that, "There will be other girls, Digger, I promise.." he was a great guy, she knew he'd find someone. She looked back at Greed and whispered to him, "Do you want me to give you guys a minute..?" wondering if he wanted a moment alone with Digger for some bro bonding or something.
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 8:32 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Digger just sat back in his seat looking at Greed's profile because the guy hadn't turned to look at him since Zoe still had her arms glued around his neck. Greed was focused on her and she was focused on him. It still made things awkward. "I'll end it..." he sounded heartbroken to say it because Digger didn't foresee him getting any attention any time soon, but Greed's friendship was worth more than a girl...and so did Zoe's. The three of them were the musketeers. Digger also didn't see that he'd started to look a little more shiny himself and maybe it was a bit of Greed rubbing off on him, but he was becoming more appealing to others.
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 11:11 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe waited until it finally seemed to hit Digger and she nodded, "Yup... so how you feel right now thinking about that is for real how Chance feels and he's close with his sister." and from what she'd seen Digger wasn't very close to his step-sister but they got along. "The lying, the continued seeing her, the not saying you won't see her anymore..."
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 8:07 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Thhhhat would never happen." Digger immediately responded because one, that was his sister and two, Greed could be a skeeze. That would just be all sorts of weird. And when he thought of it that way, when the tables were turned he could see how twisted the whole things was. "I didn't think of it like that...." he said, sitting back in his chair like the lightening bolt had actually electrocuted some sense and cleared away the sluggish grey clouds that had set in since Sloth followed him home.
On Jun 8, 2015 10:09 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe stayed quiet but smiled a little, glad to hear Digger admitting he missed his friend, she knew it meant a lot to Greed to hear it. But he still wasn't saying he was going to stop seeing Sloth. "Digs.. how would you feel if Chance started sleeping with your step sister?" she'd never met the girl but Greed had been upset when he found out about it. But she wanted Digger to understand how messed up this was.
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 7:06 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed had more pull on Digger than Sloth. The sex with her was sex but sometimes it was sluggish, and he always felt drained after and didn't want to get out of bed. When she was gone his energy came back, he got out of the apartment. Being around Greed again, he missed the energy. So, as much as he liked her and liked saying he had someone to hang with that was a girl, she didn't trump Greed..even Zoe. Greed had stamped him a long time ago.
"I miss you dude..." and he felt like such a girl saying it, but Greed drove a hard bargain.
On Jun 8, 2015 8:44 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe stayed close to Greed and didn't move, keeping her head on his shoulder and hoping feeling her in his arms gave him some comfort. She just watched Digger and waited for him to continue.. wondering if he was even willing to end it with Sloth..
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 5:29 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I didn't set out to freak you out...." Digger assured him. He felt this tug drawing him to Greed like a moth to a flame. He didn't want to end things cause he didn't know where or what it was, but at the same time....he missed his friend.
On Jun 8, 2015 7:34 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kissed his cheek, "I've never been good at lying to you anyway.." now that he was slowly focusing on what was important, it was doubtful she could lie to him again without him catching it. She put her head on his shoulder and looked at Digger. Was he willing to end it with Sloth?
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 4:30 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Don't do it again. That's what I want right now. I want it to end. Today." He meant the lies, the hiding. "You both are my family away from my family and I'd rather they never mingle." It was an odd request but not coming from a selfish, jealous, Sin.
On Jun 8, 2015 6:40 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She leaned her head against Greed's for a moment, "Then there's really not much more to do than give us time.. unless you can think of something that we can do that you think will make you feel better right now."
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 3:28 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Digger felt a tug in his chest. This was a whole bigger issue than he'd thought. With them, with himself and Greed's sister. "No, no, no, no." He didn't want to lose them. "I do that I might as well cut both of my legs off at the knee." He wouldn't be able to walk like that, but he wanted someone to hurt.
On Jun 8, 2015 5:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was relieved when he didn't let her go so gratefully stayed close to him, "Well you make decisions. If you decide that you don't think in time you can trust us again then you stop being friends with Digger and you dump me as a girlfriend. If you decide you want us in your life.. and you're willing to give it time....."
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 2:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He huffed a few more times but he didn't let her slip away from him. "I just...where do we go from here? All of us?" He meant all of them...it was starting to eat away at him again.
On Jun 8, 2015 5:18 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe looked at the ground, "I know.." she said quietly, still feeling horrible about it and instinctively starting to pull away from him cause his words didn't sound like he wanted her near him.
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 2:14 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "I don't think a sorry is going to fix this. You all kept this from me for a long time." It really put some baggage on him he wasn't ready to carry.
On Jun 8, 2015 2:31 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe kissed Greed's cheek and kept her arms loose around his neck, "It's okay to be conflicted... why don't you just talk about what's conflicting.. just word vomit it out."
On Mon, Jun 8, 2015 at 11:29 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Digger put his hands up in surrender. He wasn't sure who wanted to murder him more. He let them have their moment while he watched.
Greed's brows contorted. "I don't know...I'm conflicted..."
On Jun 7, 2015 11:09 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: All the softness in Zoe's expression fled as she snapped a look at Digger when he cleared his throat like they were wasting his time or something. "You lied to your best friend and slept with his sister so shut up." he couldn't give them a minute? Like she cared what other people thought. She looked back at Greed and raised her brows a little, "Tell him how you feel about it.."
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 8:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Digger was ready to break it up with a 'hey guys I'm still here' but he just watched like a kid through a toy store window. He waited awkwardly for Zoe and Greed to finish (or maybe he didn't want them to) before he spoke up again---which was just him clearing his throat a little. They weren't hidden away in an apartment they were in the middle of a pizza parlor....with kids and adults who probably just thought the whole damn thing was as weird as he did.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 9:48 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kept her arms around his neck and then kissed the tears on his one cheek and then the other, staying nuzzly close to his face, "No one expects you to forgive right away.. you have every right to be hurt and angry. And maybe that's what Digger needs to know." Digger knew the angry part, but she doubted he knew the hurt part since he was STILL trying to ignore it the idiot.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 6:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: This pizza joint was turning into a Greed and Zoe sandwich. Digger just kind of stared eerily like he could sneak his way between them or something. God, that was such a bizarre thing to think. He flopped back in his chair, actually reading over the details Greed had poured into that contract. It was a little nuts and over the top, but damn...he'd really gotten into it.
Those tears finally spilled out from the corners of his eyes as she talked to him, explaining still that this was a as big a deal as he was making it.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 9:21 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe whispered soothing things to Greed, nonsense and words, just the tone to make him calm and feel loved. She stroked the back of his head and held him a little longer, pulling back to look in his eyes for a moment, "The hurt sucks.. but there is no magic fix for it. It's gonna hurt for a while.. no matter what we say. It's your choice tho if you want to give us another chance to earn your trust again."
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 6:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed didn't break in her embrace, but it made him choke a little. It cracked some sense in that five year old head of his. It was okay to hurt, he just had a hard time knowing how to deal with it. He wasn't a person when it came to real hurt and pain, he took it like he did most everything else---to extremes. He squeezed her for a moment, Digger sitting there awkwardly not knowing what to say now. This was something he wanted to sleep through and forget had happened and things go back to the way they were---only life didn't work that way. It was a constant change.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 8:39 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe held Greed's face until she saw his eyes gloss over and then her arms slid around his neck and she didn't care Digger was right there or anyone else could see, she hugged her boyfriend close and lovingly. She gave him what he needed right now, love and assurance and remorse and everything his hell family didn't do. They didn't care who they hurt but his new family they cared they hurt him. And they were sorry. Trust would take time to earn again.. but it was up to Greed to decide if he wanted to give them his time.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 5:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It was a long-shot and probably too little too late as Digger blabbed his "I'm sorry." It really didn't fix anything. Greed was a crazy sonuvabitch, but he was his friend and he hadn't been one in a while.
Greed just stared into Zoe's eyes for a minute as she tried to calmly explain why this wasn't going to work. He put a lot of effort and time into it, and in Greed's head it was a step in the right direction but it was also representative of his family, and Hell was big on deals and contracts. He huffed, the air coming out of his nose as his lips thinned out and his eyes glossed over. Yes he was near tears, and no it wasn't fake.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 8:26 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe took a deep breath, trying to remember the man she loved had the emotional age of a five year old. She put her hands on Greed's face and turned him to make him look at her, "Hunny.. a contract won't keep him safe and you know that.." her voice was gentle, "You cannot make someone be your friend by having them sign for it. Deals get broken all the time, you know that, what makes friendship special is trust. And I KNOW we both broke our trust with you and we hurt you.. but this..? This won't restore it. And you might think it'll make you feel better but it won't."
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 5:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "It's not a threat. It's what he has to sign if he wants to be my friend." Greed was hurt and he'd stewed on that hurt for quite a while. Digger had continued to ignore him for what? A little tail from his lazy ass sister? Greed hadn't even revealed yet what he was going to do to her. "It's for his safety." he looked at Digger who just stared at Greed with his mouth hanging open. Was the guy serious? By the straight face Digger couldn't tell if this was just some big joke or what.
Greed tapped the paper. "Sign." In that two paged contract (which turned into three Digger realized the last page was stuck to the second) Greed went into extensive detail on why his family was off limits if this was going to continue any further. He made sure to bullet point what made him the best offer over them, and Digger still had a choice but Greed ran a hard argument.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 7:05 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Narrow your eyes all you want but you're acting just like your mother right now with contracts and threats." she said again, not afraid of him. But when he brought up the fact he had a contract for HER as well, her mouth dropped open and she said, "Oh really? And are you going to make me sign too?"
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 3:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed looked at Zoe with slits for eyes. No one liked having the "mom" card pulled. "He signs the contract or I make him." He was clearly forgetting that Digger did not realize who he really was. This was going to tailspin into something horrible if he didn't back it up a few steps. He'd been three steps ahead of both of them. "I have one for you too if you feel left out. But I was going to bring that up later."
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 6:48 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe's mouth dropped open as Greed pulled out a contract, "What.." she gripped Greed's hand and pulled on it to make him look at her, "What? Are you your mother now?" she hissed at him.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 3:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed wasn't done yet and just as Digger started to talk, Greed fished out a piece of paper from his pocket. He unfolded it, flattening it out with his hands so the creases weren't as visible. "You are just someone to fuck with to her. So, as I said before...you end this. If you're going to continue being my friend you have to sign this contract." And if Digger said no Greed would make him sign in blood. Blood was always the most concrete anyway.
Digger looked at Greed like he'd lost his ever loving mind. "A contract? For what?" Greed had just shifted from weird to damn near insane.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 3:53 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe cringed a little because it sounded mean but she stayed quiet because it was true. Sins were.. they weren't really programmed for love, Greed did and he got violently ill because of it. And Sloth.. what little she knew of her/him.. it seemed like something they wanted because Greed thought it was shiny. Digger was not going to find a happy ending there.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 12:51 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I don't know. She kinda quirky in a weird way. We....hang out and stuff...she kinda I don't know." This was all so weird, Digger was having a hard time knowi which end was up. When Greed told him to end it he bristled a little. But Greed continued.
"So you think sprucing yourself up, taking off a few pounds is gonna keep her around? She's not in love with you because you suddenly lost weight." And Digger did look good, but it just made things more complicated.
On Jun 7, 2015 2:47 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe squeezed Greed's hand and said with a bit more gentleness to Digger, "Digger.. what exactly is going on between you and,..." oh shit, what was Sloth's girl name? She couldn't remember or didn't know so said, "...Chance's sister." cause that was correct too. Were they fuck buddies or something more?
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 4:46 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "It just happened I'm sorry." He shook his head just kind of fumbling over his words in his head. He didn't really know how to handle this now that it was out in the open. "I was waiting for the right time to say something and it just never became the right time." It's like he'd dragged his feet on it and now things were really weird and uncomfortable.
"I don't give a shit." Greed said. "You end it." His anger flared up again because Digger was still being vague and so Greed just got right to the point.
On Sun, Jun 7, 2015 at 12:27 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe looked at Digger in disbelief, "An apology would have made a great starter, Digger. A close runner up would be the truth about what's been happening in your own words." she herself knew little of it.
On Sat, Jun 6, 2015 at 9:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Digger fidgeted with his phone, looking down in shame almost immediately as he caught Greed's eyes. He just started to speak and couldn't even begin. "I dunno what to say..."
Greed's expression didn't change as he cut Digger off. "You lied to me." he cut through with an invisible knife, but Digger swore he felt the blade. Something in Greed's voice was possessive and angry.
On Jun 6, 2015 11:55 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe threaded her fingers with Greed's as she sat down as well, letting him keep her hand to use as a stress ball and maybe if the three of them got out of this alive he'd massage it later cause this was going to bruise. She wasn't angry as much but she was still upset with Digger. Yes he had sin influencing him and two of them tugging at him but he had broken a bro code, been a dick to both her and Greed so he wasn't in the clear. She just looked at the table and let one of the boys do the opening. Preferrably Digger.
On Sat, Jun 6, 2015 at 8:52 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He did give her a kiss before they stepped inside. He saw Digger, his anger rising already. He squeezed Zoe's hand and took a seat, making sure to skid the chair across the floor with a loud squeak. He sat down expecting Digger to just grovel at his feet. It wasn't going to work that way, but he was a dreamer. Digger looked up to see Zoe who would be just as pissed as Greed. They hadn't really spoken since that night online. "Hey..." he said softly, putting his phone down as Greed stared him down like a carved turkey on the Thanksgiving table.
On Sat, Jun 6, 2015 at 7:10 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She sighed a little, "I'll take that as a compliment..." she would love to be slammed with kisses but apparently it wouldn't happen. She gave a nod and kissed his cheek before stepping back, but she still kept her hand in his as they walked in. She spotted Digger first and took Greed with her over to him, "Digger." was all she said in greeting. She hadn't talked to him since she'd spilled the beans to Greed.. but they'd deal with the big issue first.
On Sat, Jun 6, 2015 at 3:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I'm still going to vomit if I slam you with kisses. Punching him in the face might make me feel better." Greed had a lot of pent up feelings with this that had just barely scratched the surface. "I'm ready." He told her like he was getting ready to jump off a cliff.
Digger sat at one of the booths staring down at his phone. He hadn't really looked Greed in the eye since the beginning of all this. He wasn't sure he could even now.
On Jun 6, 2015 6:52 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She closed her eyes for a moment and smiled because it was such a sweet and Greed answer. She opened her eyes and squeezed his hands again, putting them around her waist so he was holding her, "Yes... you for you. By choice. Try to remember this feeling, okay? Or if you want to use on Digger, you can grab me and kiss me really hard. Or just punch him."
On Sat, Jun 6, 2015 at 3:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Someone who makes me vomit into a cookie jar because she wants me for me." He knew that....he wasn't dissing what he got in return when he didnt use, he just could have a hard time in the heat if his emotions.
On Jun 6, 2015 12:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her hands were throbbing with how hard he was holding on but she just squeezed his and said, "Greed... look in my eyes. Tell me what you see there." she wanted him to keep in mind the feeling of having someone by their choice.
On Sat, Jun 6, 2015 at 7:31 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She wasn't telling him he couldn't because he was itching to, he wanted to be sure Digger was HIS. He squeezed her hands so tightly, his eyes closing and scrunching as she seemed to read his mind and tell him it wasn't going to end the way he wanted.
On Fri, Jun 5, 2015 at 10:56 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "I won't." she squeezed his hands and made him keep looking in her eyes as she said, "You can punch him in the face you want, yell, call him names.. and I'm sure he'll take it. But if you use on him... you'll most likely lose." she wanted him to keep that in mind, "Because then you'll have him but it won't really be him and that's as good as not having him. I know it hurts more without using.. but it'll be better in the long run, I promise."
On Fri, Jun 5, 2015 at 7:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Don't let me kill him." She'd know he meant it and could easily destroy Digger if it came to that, he just really didn't want it to come to that.
On Jun 5, 2015 9:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was so nervous driving Greed's car and she went a lot slower than he would have. She was thrilled she got them there in one piece and when she stood in front of him, she took his hands and made him look in her eyes before they went in. He needed to remember she was there for him.
On Fri, Jun 5, 2015 at 6:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed felt like he was going to puke when he got out of the car. It wasn't her driving but if he was going to get Digger back or if Sloth had managed to steal him. His legs were jelly getting out of the car. Digger was already there.
On Jun 5, 2015 1:03 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was nervous as hell about driving Greed's baby but he was so out of it... that he actually GAVE her the keys.. she knew she had to. She squeezed his hand before they got in the car and wondered as she drove if she should be offended that he seemed to be more worked up over Digger than her. Tho.. Greed did take some time to make things right between her and him before he dealt with Digger. She had to remember to share Greed and now it was his turn with Digger. Zoe just wanted to be first when the night was over.. not the toilet.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 9:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: It might have been a bad move but Greed handed over the keys. He was too jittery to drive without driving his yellow baby into a wall. He was vunerable, even He wasnt sure why other than his emotions were bouncing around on fire.
On Friday, June 5, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe gave Greed several sweet kisses on his cheek and hugged him tight after the call. She murmured in his ear how she was with him and was going to be right by his side and if he needed to, he could grab her and squeeze her as tight as he wanted. She even offered to drive (or take a taxi with him) if he was too worked up to drive.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 9:21 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: They were enjoying this gooey, couple moment until his phone rang. Digger was on his way to the pizza parlor, giving Greed little time to enjoy Zoe and pizza without turning into a monster. His nerves would return as well, as if he didnt know how to handle Digger without choking him.
On Thursday, June 4, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She grinned cause he was such a loon, "Aww, lucky me." she said with a small laugh, her feet swaying back and forth since he still hadn't put her down yet. She didn't realize how much she missed being able to do that. It was a surreal feeling, having no floor under her feet but not falling, feeling safe knowing he had her.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 8:44 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I might need to be your ladder but I think I'm available." He snorted. Loudly, amused at his own seductive voice. They were about to bounce out of here and he was just enjoying having her all to himself. He was about to divide his time up and possibly ruin the whole night, but it was okay because she looked fantastic and he wanted to show her off.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 9:26 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She chuckled because she was shorter and half his size so hanging curtains was not what she'd be super helpful with but she nodded, "I can help with that." she hadn't brought up the topic of a new roommate yet with him, he had enough eating his brain up. But she had told him she would need to get one. They just weren't talking about yet if it was gonna be a boy or a girl... she'd actually only had male roommates, and Greed had hated all of them.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 6:21 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He was being a teddy bear, being closer to what she remembered, but still very much Greed. He didn't lose anything by letting this flow naturally. It was at his pace, and she didn't force him. Greed wouldn't always give her that luxury, but he was be damned if he didn't take the invitation himself. "Yeah, Ic ould use a hand hanging the new curtains in the living room." He'd been spending a lot of money lately, and leaving not much in his pocket now that he had more to spend that wasn't multiple apartment fees. He'd covered her ahead of time in case she didn't find someone else to take his spot, and now that he was actually thinking about it he wasn't sure he wanted her to have a new roommate he didn't interview himself first.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 8:36 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He was being a teddy bear and she just wanted to cuddle him forever. She rested her brow against his as he nuzzled and kissed her, returning his sweetness just as softly. "Let me know if you need help with anything..." another big difference between Zoe and Lust. Zoe wouldn't try to take over Greed's space or dictate to him what she thought should go where. It was his space and when she offered her help, she meant it as help, if he needed a hand, she'd provide it.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 5:30 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "When I finish redecorating." Of course he couldn't keep everything the same now that they were building their home in Madison as well. He had the bug to decorate and make things, he had all kinds of bright ideas that he didn't have a few years ago. He rubbed her nose with his and with kiss. "Then you can come over," he whispered.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 8:04 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She giggled at his small bite, it was more playful than sexy and she'd missed that. She put her arms around his neck in a loving hug, even tho he was holding her like a doll, she wanted him to be able to lean on her emotionally, "Do I get a tour when you're finished setting up?" she asked.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 5:01 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He took a tiny bite out of her neck with his teeth pressed into her skin, but just enough to tickle, not enough to leave any marks. Yes, he was more happy to see her than he'd been previously. He also needed something to keep his spirits up because he knew this meeting with Digger could get ugly, fast. Greed might just punch him in the face, and he doubted Zoe would stop him from it. Greed had an alternative route of shackling him to his car and in his basement if he needed to.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 6:41 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She let out a squeal of surprise because she hadn't been expecting that and then smiled at him, her feet moving back and forth in the air. She didn't say anything, just seemed really happy to see him... really him. He wasn't completely himself but he seemed to be finding his way back.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 3:37 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He had changed a few things, moved around some furniture, but there were tons of boxes blocking any view she had unless she got a tour. He grinned wide. "I do look good in black." At that kiss he did something else he hadn't done in a really long time...he wrapped her in his arms with a twirl abd her feet off the ground.
On Jun 4, 2015 5:52 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She gave him a lopsided smile, "I'm gonna take that to mean you like it." she chuckled and nodded when he twirled for her, "Always." since when was he not drool worthy? And since he still had her hand and because she'd missed him, she lightly put her hand on his chest and kissed his cheek. It was surreal being in his apartment again.. she wondered if he'd changed things.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 2:47 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You better not get pizza sauce on that dress." God damn her. He still had her hand doing a twirl of his own. "Droolworthy right?" He knew when he looked good, but like her he wanted to hear it. And just like that his nerves were kept at bay, but they would be back the moment they met up with Digger. Greed couldn't even recognize him anymore and it was really still fresh the wound he'd opened up. Digger was his....and he was going to claim him back.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 5:32 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled at him when he finished twirling her and looked down at her dress and back at him, "So do I meet with approval for pizza?" she knew it was a bit much but she wanted to wear his color to show him support.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 2:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It was in the twirl that he picked up on the Avaritia style nails. Yes. He saw A's. She hadn't impressed him in a while, or maybe he'd just not taken the notice he should have. He wasn't as dainty and styled as her, but he still looked sharp. They were just going out for pizza. It didn't mean they didn't play dress up for it.
On Thu, Jun 4, 2015 at 12:16 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was really happy when he took her hand and led her in, even giggling a little as he suddenly made her twirl. He hadn't done a full 360 check out of her in a loooong time.
On Wed, Jun 3, 2015 at 9:10 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: For a moment she distracted him from his nerves. He took her hand and led her over the threshold. "Hi," he said in a childlike voice. He held her arm up so she could twirl. He needed to get a full view.
On Jun 3, 2015 11:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe was pretty nervous herself, chewing on her bottom lip until the door opened. When she saw him, she smiled, "Hi.." she didn't step inside, didn't know what the protocol was anymore so let him take the lead since it was his apartment. God, the last time she'd been here was.. when the demon had switched bodies. And she didn't know how Greed felt about her coming into his territory..
On Wed, Jun 3, 2015 at 8:32 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed was nervous. Nervous about meeting up with Digger. He saw the guy every day, but he hadn't confronted him about this yet. And then there was Zoe, who was about to cross the threshold of his apartment. An apartment he had previously been in only short term since he returned from his immortal hell. He actually was a little twitchy when he opened up the door. His eyes lit up when he saw her, she sparkled.
On Jun 3, 2015 8:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Greed still had some boxes left at Zoe's apartment but he'd pretty much moved back into his own. They were going to meet Digger tonight but first he invited Zoe over to his apartment, she hadn't been in over a year.. so she was a little nervous. Since they both worked and she needed to get ready, she made sure Sammy was okay for the night and then took a cab out to his place and it was strange standing in front of his door. Zoe knew that this was a big deal for Greed so she wore his color in the form of a cute dress and had done up her nails as well, with little well placed A's for his last name. She knocked and waited.