On Mar 31, 2015 2:45 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "You did. And you were mean to him. And what did Sammy do?" she touched her nose to his to try to look into his eyes. But the dog wasn't deterred by Greed's ew-ing. The dog still wanted to love Greed.
On Tue, Mar 31, 2015 at 11:42 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I kicked him." It seemed he hurt the things he always wanted the most, the things he grew to want and care for. "I'm sure he remembers that..." and he was back to thinking Sammy didn't want him. He hadn't been his dog to begin with.
On Mar 31, 2015 2:21 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kissed his wet cheek, "Cause you care about him and you miss him and you're worried about him." she cried all day and she was trying to be strong for Greed now, "It's not like when you first were with Sammy and hated him. He burrowed deep into this thing." she wiggled her finger into his chest over his heart, "And that's why it hurts to not have him."
On Tue, Mar 31, 2015 at 11:18 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Why am I leaking?" Greed squeaked hugging her to him. He nodded at her question, his face wiping against her shirt. Which really meant he was rubbing it all over his own shirt.
On Mar 31, 2015 1:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She held him tight and close and said, "We're gonna get him back, okay? We'll find him and bring him home. Do you remember when you first met Sammy?" Greed had hated the mutt, he was dirty and slobbery and took Zoe's attention.
On Tue, Mar 31, 2015 at 10:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: When she wrapped her arms around him he lost it. He cried like a little boy. He cried like he'd just left his favorite toy on the subway and it had been swiped when he went back to get it.
On Mar 31, 2015 1:10 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was so selfish and childish but that's what Greed was. Zoe put er arms around Greed's neck and said, "He is miserable without you. I know cause I was miserable without you." and she touched her brow to his.
On Mon, Mar 30, 2015 at 9:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Im miserable...I just wanna know he is too." Because this was excruciating. Loss was painful for him on such a deep level, she might as well as told him Sammy had died.
On Mar 30, 2015 11:25 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe nodded, "He does. Around 4, he takes his favorite toy and goes and sits by the window to watch for your car pulling in and when he sees it, he wags his tail so hard I think it'll fall off. Why do you think he's already in a tizzy by the time you come in the front door? And doesn't he always stick his head into our skype conversations to see you?"
On Mon, Mar 30, 2015 at 8:20 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Animals weren't capable of the fake feelings that humans were. Animals were genuine. Greed knew that. It was kinda like babies. They were...greedy. "You're with him during the day. Does he miss me?" He wanted to be sure the puppy was as lost and destroyed as he was.
On Mar 30, 2015 11:03 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe sighed and flopped into his lap and touched his face to get him to look at her, "He is lost. He wants to be home with us. Why do you think he's happy to be away? Doesn't he always get excited to see you? Greet you when you come home? Snuggle you? Dogs aren't capable of faking feelings."
On Mon, Mar 30, 2015 at 7:53 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "That's because it's Satan. Everybody hides from him." Greed still wasn't letting it sink in that Sammy was lost, not hiding from him. Sammy would be just as destroyed about now.
On Mar 30, 2015 10:08 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe gave him a look amd then shoved him so he sat on the sofa. She let her crutches go so she could put her hands on his shoulders for support as she looked down at him, "When your mom was pretending to be you, Sammy wouldn't go near her. He knows what you are just like I do and loves you just the same."