Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2015-02-19 13:18:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed
WHEN: February 2 [Backdated]
WHERE: Greed and Zoe's apartment
WHAT: Insecurities and Bewbs
WARNING: Bewbs
Note: The log reads backwards
The size of his grin made him look manic. He nipped her nose then settled in for another honey kiss. There was a power he had over her with just his mouth alone. It was an addict getting a fix from a dealer, and Greed knew exactly what drugs she wanted.
On Monday, February 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her lashes lowered and it was such a funny question to ask since she was nearly naked and squished up against him. "Mmm and now..." she rubbed her nose against his, "I'm thinking..." she repeated the words she'd said just a minute ago, "Oh my god... this is it.. he's going to kiss me..." cause she still felt the same thrill of anticipation every time.
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 2:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His nose grazed hers. "And now?" she wanted a kiss now too. He couldn't remember now why he hadn't kissed her other than her ridiculous notion that they were just friends And He was trying his damndest To sway her mind, bring her To him.
On Monday, February 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her mouth dropped open, "I did not... you wouldn't let me leave you alone. I was going to sleep on the couch. Even before that, during the movie, you practically had me in your lap. And then we kissed...." she smiled at the sweet memory, "And you know... every time before that, that's what I kept wondering. When we were ice skating and I was in your arms, when you walked me to my door after work that one time, even in this kitchen... I was always thinking oh my god.. this is it.. he's going to kiss me... and you didn't." and she laughed softly.
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 2:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
They'd Come a long way since then. They still had Hell on their tails, but something magical had happened between that first meeting and now. Now they lived together, had a home, had their own escape from everyone else. "that's right... You cuddled me." he hadnt Been used to that. Now It was a necessity.
On Monday, February 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned and groaned a little as she leaned her head back, exposing her neck, "You don't remember?" she wasn't surprised, back then she was just a number among the scads of women he was preying on. she rolled her head to the side, "It was when I called you about the hell hound and you brought me home... and I asked you to stay the night. In a completely non-sexual way."
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 1:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Yeah? And what did I do?" he wanted her To tell the story. He wanted her To get excited about it and he could let his heart beat a little more normally.
On Monday, February 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She hooked her ankles behind him when he moved her legs, she'd been hoping he'd do that. When he pulled back his lips to take a breather, she instinctively raised her chin to brush her lips over his, wanting more and not being able to help it. Her body was warm and there was a rosiness in her cheeks as her eyes fluttered open to see him looking at her. "I remember the first time we were in this kitchen..." she said in a whisper. It was the night she'd asked him to stay with her, when he came to get her from college because of the hell hound.
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 12:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He hooked her legs around his waist, and his own hands went up her back, getting an entire playground of skin to explore. And when he felt like his heart was about to burst, he lingered millimeters from her mouth so he could look at her. To see if she glowed again.
On Monday, February 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her arms around his neck so they were skin to skin and she was relaxing, tho it felt more like melting, back into the moment they'd been in. Her hand played with the hairs at the nape of his neck and she greedily took every kiss he gave her and gave him back even more.
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 12:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He scooted her closer off the counter and squished up against him. It was a different thing to pace how close he came to getting overheated but not actually let It consume him. He Just had To remind himself this was to make her calm, not tempering himself. He wasnt trying To not be himself, he was trying to bring Her back To life.
On Monday, February 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was surprised that he had the forethought to pace himself, but he was taking the reigns right now. She wasn't infallible, she wasn't a relationship expert, sometimes she got lost and she was trusting him to guide her back to them. She didn't seem to be aware that they were both in just bottom underwear because it didn't seem important, it seemed natural. When he kissed her again, her hands curled against his sides, her nails grazing the skin lightly before uncurling and moving her hands up his chest slowly.
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 12:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He survived in that sweet honey kiss. It was his drug, and even though it could drop him to his knees at any moment, he didn't let it stop him. It would get hot fast though, so he started to pace himself. When he felt his neck burn and bead with sweat, he broke their lips long enough to cool down and start back up. Something Zoe did quite often during their make out sessions.
On Feb 9, 2015 1:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was his way of saying he could do as she asked.. and she closed her eyes as his lips found hers. She wanted to trust him and not have these shitty thoughts in her head. So she tried to quiet them down by just focusing on his kiss. Her hands lightly resting at his waist as the tension in her body started to release.
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 10:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She knew Greed could speak best with his body, and there's were limitations, but he went for it. He nudged Her nose softly, his hands cupped on her face so he could part her lips with a sweet, sensual kiss.
On Monday, February 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She closed her eyes for a moment as he ran his hands through her hair and when she opened them again, it was easy to see she was trying very hard to not cry. She was determined not to ruin this more than she had. His words offered some comfort and she took a breath and said, "That's a good start.... maybe also... when I ruin good moments... you can get them back on track again?" her way of apologizing and not wanting to wallow in sadness for the night. "Remind me why it's okay to be scared but eventually I won't need to be..?"
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 8:10 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
That was one thing that was harder for Greed to swallow then love when he wanted things his way. Time. He wanted her to give it to him when he requested it, but with it thrown back at him it was a little hard to hear. The difference this time was that he knew this was his doing. They wouldn't be here if he hadn't royally fucked this up.
It made him sick with himself. "I don't know how..." but his hands slinked through her hair in a gentle gesture, despite how she might take his words. He was still standing there. "But I don't want to give you up again." He remembered how that felt, and even if he'd been pleased with himself, the impact of it still affected him more than he'd realized even in a demon body.
On Mon, Feb 9, 2015 at 12:03 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her mind was starting to spiral and she wasn't blaming him as much as herself. Before she could say other things, she blinked when he pressed a kiss to her forehead. It was soft and tender and took her by surprise so she went silent and listened to him. She wanted to correct him but it was true.... "I need time....." she said in a barely audible voice and there was that fear again in her eyes, in her tone. She didn't think he'd give her the time she needed. He wasn't known for his patience.
On Sun, Feb 8, 2015 at 9:00 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
They were half naked in the kitchen and she was panicking. When she kept rattling off he leaned in to plant a kiss on her forehead. He needed her to calm down or she'd never hear a thing he had to say.
"I hate myself for fucking up. You don't trust me and it's my fault."
On Feb 8, 2015 11:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She couldn't read his thoughts and of course she thought they were all bad and she said in another rush of words, "I'm trying to not think about it... and I feel like.. the more I share.. the more I keep ruining good moments, the more you're going to come to regret coming back and..." she trailed off but it was obvious what she was saying, she'd lose him again. She felt like there was no right move for her, if she enjoyed it and he ended up leaving, she'd get clobbered, if she did think about it and brought it up, he got upset and he might leave anyway.
On Sun, Feb 8, 2015 at 8:38 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He knew she didn't trust him, not yet and it jerked a knot in his stomach. She was crumbling under him walking away. He hated it. He hated that feeling of shame, he hated that she could squeeze that out of him---but he'd done it to himself. He'd branded her with that distrust and this was the stain he was having to wipe out.
On Feb 8, 2015 9:41 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed and said quietly, "I'm waiting for you to get distracted by something shinier and leave me again.." he had loved her like this once, told her she was the shiniest, the most important... and he'd still walked away. It had hurt her to the bone and that wound was still healing, it'd just been months and this cut would take much longer to fully scar over.
On Sun, Feb 8, 2015 at 6:38 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was stressing out, going off into her crazy head. "You're waiting for the shoe to drop." It was a fear he had of losing her, ut was rubbing off and bubbling up in his face.
On Feb 8, 2015 7:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her mouth dropped open and she looked at him finally, with wide eyes, "What?? No! I mean, YES." she squeezed his hands, "I love it... I feel like.. I feel like heaven wouldn't even compare to how good it feels with you." she rested her brow against it, "That's what scares me. You know how you were nervous about not having me in your sights all the time? Because what if some other lunatic tries to kidnap me? It's like that... it's this fear of I have something so shiny and so precious and I remember what it was like to lose it and I don't want to go through it again."
On Sun, Feb 8, 2015 at 4:29 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So you're not enjoying it at all?" He sounded pretty sure and grounded that he answered his own question while asking it. Now she was depressed and it was weird. She wasn't squishy and shiny right now.
On Feb 8, 2015 3:04 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I know... and I'm sorry.. but when it's good, like right now, I start to enjoy it and it reminds me of when it... stopped being good. And part of me thinks that if I'm going to lose it all again then maybe it'll hurt less if I don't get attached to it now..." and it hurt her to say those words but it was the truth and she was trusting him with her feelings, no matter how wretched they were.
On Sun, Feb 8, 2015 at 11:27 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm not mad, just confused. We had a good thing going right now...." and now it had deflated to insecurities.
On Feb 8, 2015 12:57 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
When he didn't say anything, Zoe started to regret being honest. His squeeze of her hands did little to comfort her and she spoke in a rush of soft words, "Please talk to me before I start panicking and think you're mad or hate me..." because she knew it hadn't been something he wanted to hear but she was always so bad at lying to him.
On Sun, Feb 8, 2015 at 9:54 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed's lips twitched a little as she poked at that sore spot. That hadn't been what he was expecting. It kind of soured this whole experience they'd just had. He wasn't sure how to respond, so he just squeezed her hands.
On Feb 8, 2015 12:17 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't look at him, she was kinda scared to tell him because... she admitted, "I don't want you to get mad but... I'm scared to... to get used to all this and then.. lose it all again." her words were very very quiet. Things had been going so well for them that it was hard to remember that just a few months ago they had still been broken up. And while Zoe was working hard to forgive and trust, she was not 100% there yet.
On Sun, Feb 8, 2015 at 7:41 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
So he was using his good looks and powers of persuasion, but she knew he was right. And yet....
She still looked scared.
"Talk to me..." he whispered.
On Feb 7, 2015 11:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kept her head lowered but raised her gaze to him as he started speaking and his words were so sweet, she almost felt like he was mistaken. It gave her a thrill when he led her hand on the most sensual journey down his body and his words were gonna turn her into a puddle but they were also kinda making her panic. She'd gotten used to this once only to have it blow up in her face and turn to ash, part of her was still so scared to let herself have it again. Her heart was racing from him, from fear, from arousal as he leaned in and whispered, her lashes lowering and her lips parting. It wasn't fair that he could reduce her to mush...
On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 at 8:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed took one of her hands, letting the tips of her fingers graze his bottom lip. "Why don't you?" He could see the wheels turning in her head, she was still second guessing. "You know why I like you as you are?" He dipped her finger into the fat pad of his lip, then back out and down his chin. "I like those fat lips of yours and the way they can shoot a tingle up my spine no matter where they touch." He slowly took her hand down his neck, stopping for a moment so she could feel the pound against his chest from his rapid heart beat. "I like that every curve of your body fits right into mine like a puzzle." Their hands traveled down his chest over his abs, where her tiny fingers could graze the skin. "I like the feel of your nails as they softly scrape down my skin. It gives me goosebumps..." her hand now just dipped under the waistband of his boxers. He leaned in to whisper in her ear, "I like that you make every part of me shiver from the inside out when you so much as touch me. It's horrific and exciting and erotic and it's the best mind fuck ever just watching you." She was his golden egg, and he had no plans to trade her in.
On Feb 7, 2015 8:31 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wasn't entirely sure. Maybe she was scared. He said he loved her just the way she was but a part of her was still scared that she'd see him react to something he didn't like. "I don't know.." she said quietly. The sides of her knees brushed against his boxers as he settled into his favorite spot and she squeezed one eye closed and opened the other one to peek at him.
On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 at 5:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why aren't you looking at me?" He whispered wiggling himself between her legs. She was playing shy and he wanted her to be confident with what he saw in her.
On Feb 7, 2015 4:53 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She could hear him laughing and even tho it was at her, it was still one of the best sounds in the world to her. Her fingers open and closed in his grasp, wriggling around and she said, with eyes still closed, "I'm not hiding from you.. I think I'm the opposite of that, I'm pretty exposed right now..."
On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 at 1:10 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"Yeah but this time I'm not covering it up. I like looking at it." He had to laugh at her. Why were her eyes closed? "Any reason you are hiding from me?"
On Feb 7, 2015 11:26 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Last time you did this was last year when you wanted to paint my body.... so it's been awhile." and she wrinkled her nose as he laced their fingers so he could see her assets. With her short hair, they weren't covered at all so she closed her eyes.. for some reason maybe if she couldn't see then he couldn't see...?
On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 at 8:07 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed cocked his ear up as she adnitted to the exact same thing. He took her hands and laced his fingers throufh, dropping her arms to her sides. "Well get used to it, because I like looking as well as touching my prized things."
On Feb 7, 2015 10:04 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She blushed, caught red handed, "Okay but I don't openly stare... I admire." which is exactly what he was saying and she just realized it, "It's different! You're used to it." she said before he could argue. But like with most things, all she needed was a little coaxing to open up.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 11:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You think I can't feel eyes on me?" Greed was an excess of touch, be it hands, lips, or eyes. He felt it. "Of course I know." And he knew she liked it.
On Feb 7, 2015 1:43 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her mouth dropped open, "I do not ogle you....!" then she wrinkled her nose, "You notice when I stare at you...?" she tried to not be obvious about it but he was really beautiful, she couldn't help it.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 10:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Why not?" Despite what he'd just told her, she was slipping into what others had told her. "I'm appreciating what I have. The same way you ogle me."
On Feb 7, 2015 12:20 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed softly again as he made his pecs dance, her fingers rubbing against the chest hair there. She liked it, it was very manly. Her blush was going nowhere and she squirmed, "I know..." she said in a small voice and then said in a but but but voice, "I'm just not used to someone just... staring at me naked. In my.. our kitchen. And just... " she lifted her hands and let them slap back on his chest, "...staring." she'd said that already.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 9:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"They move?" he looked down at his chest where her hands were clearly not grabbing on. He made one of his pecs jump. It didn't quite defy gravity or anything, but he could flex and show off more than his arms. "So, you'd rather it be dark? I can't see them in the dark?" What was wrong with this girl? She was the one freezing now. It was kind of adorable how sensitive she still was even though they'd just lept through a new hoop.
On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 at 12:10 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She still crossed her upper arms, turning them inward so they covered her boobs a little as he took her hands and put them on his pecs. She chuckled, "These barely count as boobs. And you can look.. just... it's weird.. we're in the kitchen and the lights are on and..." her face was going red. She wasn't going to stop him.. she was just maybe a step behind from where he wanted her to be.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 9:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So I can touch but I can't look now?" What had just happened to the confidence. He just wanted to appreciate and keep on appreciating. "Look, you can grope mine." He took her hands and slapped them onto his pecs.
On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 at 12:05 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You should, you bought it, I..." and then the shirt was being lifted off, and her mouth hung open as she tried to continue, "Um.. I found it in the closet..." and her words were muffled until the shirt was completely off exposing her, "....forgotten bag." instinctively her arms went up in front of her chest, her knuckles to her lips as the cool air touched her bare skin.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 8:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
When Greed was done squeezing, he felt that bad taste slide back down his throat. "I like the shirt," he finally said, when it was obvious he liked what was under it more. So much so that he slowly slipped it up over her head so he could really appreciate her assets.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 11:47 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
For the first time in a long time, there weren't lingering traces of doubt and they would probably come back the next day because she was human but this was the first step in the right direction. Even when he said he'd fallen back in love with her, there was a trace of uncertainty from her but in this moment, she trusted his love for her. She let her feet dangle and tried not to giggle as he squeezed again but it was a trip sitting there and having him honk her boobs.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 8:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He gave another little squeeze, just kind of enjoying the soft tissue in his hands and focused on that instead of the churn of his stomach. He looked at that baby seal face seeing a kind some sense of pride on her face. She was learning, she was growing too. Before this incident she would have taken his near collapse as a sign that he didn't love her in the way a Sin could. Now, she didn't take for granted the little ways he showed her. Now she didn't question him.
Now they were stronger than ever.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 10:04 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She watched him to see if he'd still get sick and when he gave a small squeeze, she grinned at him. She wouldn't let her shyness stop her from helping him curb his sickness. They were a team and she wanted him to always remember that.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 7:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He was teetering on losing his insides or passing out---and then she just shoved his hands up her shirt. If she could blush through her clothes he felt it. For a moment his hands just kind of sat there while his brain caught up. Then he gave them a little squeeze.
On Feb 6, 2015 7:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She covered her mouth with her hand as soon as she said it and saw that sick look cross his face. It was one of those moments where it just spilled out without her thinking about it even. She hadn't said the words (unless he asked her if she did) in months and was trying to be careful. But it was such a beautiful moment, it was the natural thing for her to say to it. There was too much sweetness and purity for him to handle so she tried to think of how to break the moment. "Ummmmm...." she pressed her lips together and then grabbed his hands from her thighs and stuck them up under shirt right on her boobs. There, now he wouldn't get sick cause she'd switched the track on his train of thought with the best distraction she had.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 4:51 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It wasnt her fault (well it kinda was) that the moment she dropped the L-bomb that he almost wanted to regurgitate that eggroll. He did his best to keep it down and not make a mess of this seemingly weird and awesome moment. Zoe was blooming and he didnt want to make her shrivel up----even though he felt his skin crawl with what felt like ants underneath.
On Feb 6, 2015 4:02 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She beamed with happiness and he spoke the truth, her exes were kinda insecure weasels. She was insecure herself and they preyed on her to build themselves up. Greed wasn't insecure (most of the time), he had no reason to beat her down to make himself feel good, he felt good on his own and he was constantly trying to build her up so she'd feel what he felt. Before she could stop those three little words that normally felt like a punch to the gut for him, they spilled out.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 12:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed sucked in a breath listening to her little rant. "Both those guys were shit. They also were probably more insecure with themselves to even think, 'Hey I have a fox'. I know I'm fabulous and I hang onto fabulous things. So, no, I don't want to change anything. I might wanna dress you up like a Barbie more often, but when I shine, you shine." He reflected what he saw, and she was pretty fucking fantastic.
On Feb 6, 2015 3:49 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She thought about it, "I don't know..." she was happy with how she was, she was not used to having a guy be happy with how she was. She sighed and looked at the ceiling, "I think you're amazing but it's cause you ARE amazing, no girl has ever had complaints about your outside package. But like..." she dropped her head, not looking at him, "Mike used to hate my freckles... and Derek hated my long hair.. and they both always told me I'd have a gorgeous body IF I just lost ten pounds..." but Greed didn't do any of those things. When he did try to dress her in the sexy lingerie that didn't work, he stopped and went with what did. "And you're better looking than both those guys combined." but he didn't seem to want to change her.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 12:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What do you think I would think would make you shinier?" Cause he was happy with her as she was. He liked all the curves and places he had to grab on to.
On Feb 6, 2015 3:24 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was watching his lips and she mimicked his movement without realizing it, her own tongue coming out to touch her own bottom lip. She raised her gaze again to his eyes, a very pleased blush settled on her cheeks at his compliments and the heat from his hands. There was that look of love in her eyes, "I just... if you wanted me.. to be shinier..." she trailed off. She'd try for him. She would. But it was because he loved her as she was that she'd be willing to try.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 12:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She wanted that taste, but he pushed her limits so she'd want it more. His tongue crept out to lick his bottom lip. He was tempting her.
"You're not either..." his fingers trailed her thighs and back down with a little bit of his nails raking her skin. "You're my bright, shiny, fuckable girl. I know you don't see it but I do."
On Feb 6, 2015 2:57 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I...." she frowned, what was she saying? her hands had somehow ended up on his biceps that were the size of her head and his skin wasn't cool anymore to the touch, her fingers ran up and down lightly as she said, "Fat." and then looked in his eyes, "You're not fat. At all." her gaze dropping to his lips, clearly craving another kiss, "Ever."
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 11:51 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He stopped kissing her so she could develop her words. "What were you going to say?" She just didn't get even now how sexy she was to him. The more Greed polished and took care of her, the more and more attractive she became.
On Feb 6, 2015 2:39 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked like the big bad wolf. The big bad sexy wolf and it was very sexy when he looked at her like he was going to gobble her up. His touch and gaze was causing her mind to go fuzzy and she had to think, "Lots of things..."
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 11:34 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He snaked his hands up her legs, devouring her with his gaze. "I'm not what?" He needed to settle her thoughts....touching and kissing her with soft fluttery kisses were the way to do it
On Feb 6, 2015 1:41 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She instantly frowned, "You have actually improved yourself and you are not-- whoa!" she said as she got cut off when he lifted her butt onto the counter. She blinked and stared at him as he gave her that intense stare that could run the gamut of sexy and deadly and soulful depending on what he was going for. She got quiet and just kinda stared with wide eyes. He looked very serious.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 10:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"She also thinks I've let myself go and got fat." The sister of perfection thought he was as disgusting and that also plagued him. The more he broke from her grasp though, the less he let it get to him. People would always be attracted to.him, and as long as he had that he tried to not let her sink in. Zoe however had. He lifted her up onto the kitchen counter so he could look at her face to face. Then it was as if he stared straight into her soul.
On Feb 6, 2015 11:50 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled when he said there was nothing wrong with her, "I don't want to do anything." she lifted her head to look at him, "I just want to know if you want something.. a big tighter. All that talk of boobs and your sisters.. Wrath might not have much but your other sister is sorta the epitome of perfection. Kinda makes a girl feel like every little flaw is a huge thing." even tho their run in with last was the month before, Zoe hadn't been entirely unaffected by it. Just like Greed's insecurities came out with the vicious Sin woman, Zoe's creeped to the surface as well and she held them off as long as she could.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 7:26 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She knew better than to just drift off the subject. "What did I say? There's nothing wrong with you and your squishy. What to you want to do?" He seemed alarmed at the idea.
On Feb 6, 2015 10:17 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed when all he seemed to hear were the parts about him. Okay, maybe she should drop it before he got mad. She snapped the waistband of his boxers against his hips, "Ahhhh forget it." and she buried her face in his chest hoping one day he didn't just wake up and decide it was time for a change.
On Fri, Feb 6, 2015 at 6:54 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I know I do." he had that ridiculous smirk on his face too, one that was not shy at all in gloating about his good looks.
She had been for some time confident, now she was asking him what he'd change?
On Feb 5, 2015 9:05 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Nothing!" she said and tried to explain it, "I'm fine with how I am... I just.. I don't know. You have the most amazing body. And I like it a lot more now than when I first met you. You're beautifully toned. And I just.. I want to have a good body, one that you find desirable. I'm not saying that you don't find me desirable but like if you thought I should.. improve it." the way she was talking sounded like she was using someone else's words. Her previous boyfriends hadn't been nice, Mike didn't like her freckles, Derek liked her better with shorter hair. Greed... for as picky as he was, he seemed to love her just the way he was. But he was gorgeous and once in awhile it intimidated her.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 5:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed wiggled out of his shoes, slipping out of his clothes. He drapped them over the kitchen chair, eying her now shy hands. When she finally blurted out what she was thinking he just kind of stared at her oddly. "What's wrong with your curves?" He sounded offended.
On Feb 5, 2015 7:53 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned as he called her horrible and the metallic music of his buckle coming loose filled the air, along with his button and zipper, she stuck her hands in his pants at his side, pushing down so he was left in his shoes and boxers. But her thumbs stayed hooked in his boxers as she looked up at him, "Greed... do you sometimes wish I was a bit firmer? I mean.. your waist is tinier than mine..." which wasn't true entirely, but he was pretty trim. His hands were on her and they felt good and she felt appreciated but she just wanted his opinion. He was so fit sometimes it took her breath away.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 4:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"You are. You're horrible. Horrible, horrible girl." He caught that look in her eyes though, that gleam of interest, of appreciation for what she saw laid out in front of her. He liked seeing that look on her face. He licked his lips not saying a word, just letting her take this along as she liked.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 6:38 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kissed his fat bottom lip, "I know, I'm so mean, how dare I be logical." she chuckled and with, as promised, one hand on her skin, she took off his coat, tie, scarf, shirt, vest, all in one big go, and then the other side so he stood half naked before her. She kinda paused to admire it, her hands running down his sparse chest hair and rippling down his abs till she could undo his belt.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 2:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He pouted with his lip out. He complied when she promised he could have at least one hand on her. Hed let her work her magic, with those little touches in between that he anticipated.
On Feb 5, 2015 3:41 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She undid his shirt next, unable to stop herself from kissing his collarbone as soon as she saw it. She put her hands on his tummy, "Okay you're gonna have to take at least one hand off me to take all these sleeves off... and then you can put it back on me and take the other hand off."
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 12:29 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed felt his toes curl. It was the right amount of warmth to toast him up like a marshmellow. "Hmmm"....he liked watching her take off his clothes.
On Feb 5, 2015 12:52 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She grinned at his subtle demand for a kiss and held on to both ends of the tie using it as a lasso to pull him down to smooch her since she was a bit shorter with no heels. She wanted to just melt into the kiss but also undress him. Choices! She felt like she was as crazy as he was for a moment. She kissed him with just enough of a kick for him to feel a tingle of warmth and then broke it, "How's that?" she asked, her hands already undoing his vest.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 9:49 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It's cold out there..." he hummed, chewing what was left of the eggroll. He made kissy lips at her when she undid his tie. There was a jacket, vest and shirt to unroll him out of, but with her hands doing the work, she could warm him in an instant.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 12:37 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She took a bite of the egg roll too and stuck what was left in his mouth so he didn't have to use his hands to hold it. She moved her hands to his scarf, opening it up and tugging on it so she could kiss his chin. She shivered, "You're not... you're wearing layers and still like an icecube. But a very cute icecube." She undid his tie next, finding it kinda nice that she did it for him in the morning and took it off in the evening.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 9:33 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
They were caressing her back now as he took another bite. "Nope. Your skin is so warm..." It was also subconsciously his way of hanging on to something he didn't get to touch during the day. He didn't have her in his sight, he didn't get to molest or hug on her until he came home. There was something about it that left him feeling depraved.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 11:45 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She chuckled, "Oh can I? Thank you..." she looked him in the eyes when he turned her around and she offered him another bite of the egg roll, noticing his hands were still under her shirt, "You're just not gonna stop touching my torso all night, aren't you...." it wasn't even a question really, it was Greed, she knew he'd find a way to always have a hand on her if that was what he wanted.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 6:01 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed took a bite of the offered roll, just as tasty as it smelled. "I guess you can turn around..." his hands could still maneuver her body. He'd grown comfortable with her undressing him. "I'll let you do it." Her hands were warmer than the rest of him was.
On Feb 5, 2015 8:42 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She liked the feeling of his hands on her body and she smiled a little as he pressed her closer, making her feel so special. She plucked up an eggroll from the table with her hand and reached behind her, holding it up to his mouth just to make the welcome home even a little more perfect, "Wellll... I guess I could do this. But I think I'm stumped about how to get you out of your clothes.." since his hands were glued to her and she was in no position to make him nude or at least to his boxers.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 5:29 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He kissed her neck, keeping his hands warm for a little longer. He moved them down, warming against her belly, pressing her back into him. "But you're so warm." His hands were no longer ice from the outdoors. He didnt need a heater, he had Zoe.
On Feb 5, 2015 3:00 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She'd been with him for a long time, he knew every inch of her body but she still got shy when he flat out appreciated it like this, where it was sexual but also... admiring. That second part always made her blush. "You don't have to... but it'll be difficult to change your clothes and eat with your hands..... there." tho her boobs were like mini hand warmers.
On Wed, Feb 4, 2015 at 11:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Awww, that means I have to remove them..." She had given him the green light by going sans bra. Did she really expect him to look but not touch?
On Feb 5, 2015 2:50 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave a little gasp and squirmed again, her hand curling against his cheek for a moment so her nails grazed against the five o clock shadow on his face before she moved her hand and tugged on his earlobe, "Yes.." she squeaked out, the most ridiculous shy smile on her face.
On Wed, Feb 4, 2015 at 11:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He rubbed his thumbs over the more sensitive part of her boob. "Do I really need them?" He was enjoying where they were. She had started this in the first place.
On Feb 5, 2015 2:37 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled at his kiss and squirmed against him as his hands traveled further up. A blush hit her cheeks as he grabbed her boobs so boldly and said, "You're gonna need your hands to eat..." it was all she could manage to say.
On Wed, Feb 4, 2015 at 11:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Her shoulder length hair brushed his face as he kissed her cheek, his hands finally reaching their destination. "They're both equally enticing..." He gave her boobs a soft squeeze.
On Feb 5, 2015 2:19 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The shirt was long enough to cover down past her thighs so when his hands started to wander, flashes of her black undies with a little yellow lightning bolt on the side could be seen. She reached behind her and put a hand on his cheek, "Me or the food?"
On Wed, Feb 4, 2015 at 11:13 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
The smell of sweet and sour chicken hit his senses. She even made the house smell amazing. She might be a little housewife for the night, she was his little housewife. His eyes were practically drooling. He could see the lack of bra, and he instantly wanted to grab.
They'd talked a lot about boobs.
He came up behind her, resting his chin on her shoulder, his hands resting on her belly.
"Mmmmmm...smells delicious." Those hands started to ride up under her shirt.
On Feb 5, 2015 1:51 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was unpacking the chinese food from the bag, putting the cartons on the table. She only realized Greed was home when Samson barked happily and ran circles around him. She turned and gave him a big smile, "Hey hunnnny, dinner's ready." okay it was a little housewifey to say but that's why she said it because she felt kinda ridiculous being a 'kept woman'.
On Wed, Feb 4, 2015 at 10:48 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed came in from the cold in a scarf and jacket, his cheeks flush. To see Zoe in that skimpy lace and batman tee, instantly warmed him up from head to toe without her even reaching out to lay a finger on him. His jaw unhinged to speak but she'd stunted his words, just as she had earlier. Her wicked ways of suffocating him from speaking was becoming more of a habit. Shouldn't he be immune by now? Instead he just looked like a gaping idiot.
On Thu, Feb 5, 2015 at 12:32 AM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com>wrote:
Zoe was feeling really good about Greed turning down his sister to see her breasts. It was.. so odd. That it happened. That she was happy about it. Well.. never a dull moment. She'd managed to grab an application from a bank before it closed on her way to their favorite chinese restaurant to grab some food for dinner. She still didn't think it'd be the smartest idea for her to work there. She'd be too busy chasing after Greed who'd def cause problems.. she had rummaged around and found a bag in her closet of Greed's clothes and something in it for her. Lace, yellow, batman, check check check. He had said he wanted something lace so she put it on, and of course some knee high's that he got her. When Greed opened the door, he'd see her back first, the entire back till the top of her butt was made of lace and since it was see through it was obvious there was no bra on.