"He wants the power a truly devoted worshipper brings," Patroclus explained. "People reading the classics provides some power, sure, and then there are modern pagans, but none of it is like it used to be. None of it's like having a temple and a truly devoted base of worship. He won't let me stop."
Patroclus sighed and waved his hands about. "Took me...a long time to deal with the fact that it was rape. I had never truly thought it could happen to me and then I spent ages thinking it was my fault. Briseis had to set me straight."