WHO: Zoe & Greed WHEN: December 24 [Backdated] WHERE: Madison House WHAT: Presents! And some sexy times WARNING: None Note: The log reads backwards
She squeezed her legs around him, enjoying his nibbling as she kissed him as much as he could, "Mmmm... we'll have to do this again... tho I don't think we should push our luck just yet. You direct. I do. It works..." she rubbed her nose against his, "Um... but whenever you are ready... yeah, just go ahead." her very subtle way of saying she was up for round two, eager and ready whenever he was.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 9:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He stared at her plump little mouth, nibbling at her bottom lip, wriggling between her legs. "Well, i want to see it again and again..."he'd gotten a taste of this vixen that was familiar And new.
On Wednesday, January 14, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She chuckled but looked really happy at his compliment, she wiggled under him, liking his weight on top of her, "That's the thing you loon.... I've always had this side of me that I've been wanting to show you but you've always shut down and not wanted to see it... until tonight."
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 8:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You were sexy...." he said in a purr and a growl to follow. 'i got to see a whole new side of you and I liked It." usually when she tried that on her own, the result ended horribly.
On Wednesday, January 14, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She nodded, "Yeah.. I would if it meant I'd get you to be like you used to be with me. And on top of that get you to not freeze which has been a problem from the start." she nipped his nose.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 8:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "i didn't?" he sounded surprised. He meet her eyes, still playing with her beaded dress, not able to stop touching it. "Would you do it again?" It was so beyond her usual comfort zone. It hadn't even entered his mind that he didn't hit overdrive. She'd managed to keep him on one track, and long enough to get into the mood to keep it.
On Wednesday, January 14, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She laughed softly, "No.. well, yes and no." she turned her head to look at him, "I wore something sexy and did something sexy and you didn't freeze, you actually got turned on enough to full on ravish me without trying to make me go first or something. You haven't ever not frozen. And you haven't... just sexually attacked me like that in a loooong time."
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 7:14 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "What sex?" Greed paused not picking up on their triumph. He rubbed the edge the beads that linked the two sides together at her hips. He couldn't stop rolling the beads between his fingers.
On Wednesday, January 14, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was thrilled when he hit a home run and didn't overthink it. She wasn't even cold anymore, a warm glow all around her as she hugged him happily, her legs still around him. She hummed in pleasure as he still was kissing her neck, the small action bringing her so much joy, "I can't believe we did it..." she said with quiet excitement like they accomplished a huge feat.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 2:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed kept up at his own pace, not psyching himself out and continuing to believe that every move she made was sexier than anything he cy mould imagine. He didn't realize that fact even as they lay curled up in the blankets in that post sexual bliss. He hadn't even taken her out of the see through dress. Something about it felt good against his skin. Even now he was sucking on her neck, playing with the beaded collar.
On Jan 14, 2015 3:22 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She made a muffled noise as he suddenly had her on her back and was trying to swallow her tongue. Oh! Wow! Okay then. This was a very new but very welcome response from him. They hadn't gotten this far with her being sexy ever before and she was more than happy that he seemed to have blasted past his block and was taking charge of the situation. But as she had told him before, she'd always respond and she certainly was ten fold right now.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 12:19 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Oh fuck....
That was better than he could have imagined, every inch of his skin felt like it was going to melt right off with a million goosebumps. The hair on the back of his neck stood straight up and he aggressively tackled her on her back, that kiss opening wider and deeper. He nearly sucked her tongue down his throat.
On Jan 14, 2015 2:59 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He hadn't even finished talking when she used her nails, they went up his sides, across his back back around down his arms, up, over his shoulders, down his chest, she kept this up for a few long minutes, until his skin had goosebumps and trails of red from her nails and only when she felt sure he couldn't stand it either did she lean in, her body pressing into him as she kissed him in a ninja kiss on the mouth.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 11:52 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed cleared his throat. "You use your nails across my skin. Down my chest, arms, neck, anywhere you find skin. You only kiss me when you can't stand it anymore. Just don't tell me when..." he was pushing himself out on a limb as well.
On Jan 14, 2015 2:14 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She bit her bottom lip when he grabbed her butt, that was a good sign. Half the time in these fantasies he was too far gone to do anything himself. She kissed his neck right after he said it, then his collarbone and paused as she waited for him to continue. She realllly wanted to kiss him and do all these other things but so far THIS was working and she was sticking with it. His words, her actions.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 11:11 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He gripped her hips in a gentle squeeze, moving around to cup that perfect butt of hers. But when she started the motions again he had to think...
Where was he?
Right...he flashed his eyes open again as he started to talk. "You still refuse to kiss my lips, but go for other parts of me. Neck, collarbone...." he needed her to think about how he treated her in these kind of role reversals.
On Jan 14, 2015 2:02 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Shh... shhh.." she said softly, her lips hovering over his, "Slow it down..." he was getting really far ahead of himself. Her hands rubbed along his sides before going under and rubbing the skin and then she slowly peeled off his thermal so his top half was naked. She inwardly sighed because she wanted to touch him but she stuck with the directions he had given. "Okay.... now continue..." she said as she took his hands and put them on her hips, the lingerie cut so low that he'd be able to feel the fabric and some of her skin as she moved slowly against him again.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 10:56 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "Your lips hover just over mine but don't quite touch, but your hands glide up my sides, under my shirt before you slowly take it off. Then you have full range of my hands and arms. You put mine on your hips as you continue that slow motion..." He needed to pause because he was overwhelming his brain.
On Jan 14, 2015 1:40 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Nuh uh... you want these babies... you're gonna have to be specific about where...." she wiggled her fingers and kept them just from touching him, running them up his chest without touching. She realllllly wanted to touch him and kiss him but she didn't. She was determined he lead so they could have her be sexy to him without him hating it.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 10:37 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He had to take a moment to keep his thoughts from clamouring together and getting ahead of them both. They'd done this talking thing before, pushing them both out of their usual boundaries. "Use your hands in the same way, wherever the mood strikes...."
On Jan 14, 2015 1:30 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Snakes were cold blooded, venomous, cruel... he was not getting her with this comparison but he knew that so when he switched tracks and made her the dress, this gorgeous sexy dress, she relaxed some and moved against him, her body pressing into his and sensually and slowly moving against him like he wanted. She could be a sexy dress that hugged him. That she liked. "What else..?" she prompted him to continue his fantasy.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 10:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Snakes are exotic and beautiful and move with a sliding motion." He tried to explain, but her uncomfortable vibe was showing. "Think about how that dress conforms to every one of your curves. You be my dress, slipping over every curve." Not that he was curvy like a woman, but he had some shape, a tiny waist, broad shoulders. The music was slow with a little beat, that provided the right background and guide her through the right pace.
On Jan 14, 2015 1:18 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was with him till his analogy, "I've never really found snakes sensual...." that was more Lust's department. "And you don't have a lot of bumps... well... maybe a few..." she said as her hand traced along the curves of his biceps which were big bumps. Okay, she could do this.. move against him. She'd done that before. But now there was music. And some pressure. But she started to move against him slowly, trying to give him the picture in his head and hoping he'd help her along.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 10:14 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You just find a rhythm with your own body against mine. Soft, sensual movements. Think of a snake sliding against the forest floor. You move against all the bumps and turns. I can put on music, that always helps..." He flopped his hand around to find the keypad on the laptop.
On Jan 14, 2015 12:18 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She wasn't eager to do the act but she was eager to get him to not shut down and if this is what it took then so be it. A lap dance? She had never given one in her life. But she didn't want to break the mood so ran her fingers up and down along the back of his neck as she asked softly, "Describe it to me..." so she could match actions to his words.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 7:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She'd never been eager to do something like this. He had to keep himself from hitting overdrive. He started to close his eyes again, but he was fighting it because he wanted to watch. "Just think you're giving me a lap dance, slowly and sensually."
On Jan 14, 2015 3:01 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She could do that.. she put her hands on his shoulders and since they were both on the ground, she gentle swayed like he said, "Go on..."
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 11:49 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "The lights are dim, just the low lights of the tree bouncing off you as you sway from side to side..." He lit up as he talked, the thoughts finally conforming to a single straight line.
On Jan 14, 2015 2:37 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kept the pace for their breathing till she was sure he wasn't going to shut down.. when it looked like he was drunk and fantasizing, she gently nudged him, "Tell me what you see..." his brain always went ahead of them.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 11:34 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He followed her slow breaths, matching them with his own. One...two...three... He looked into her eyes trying to form the right words. In all those beads and lights he imagined her dancing...slowly and sensually. Kind of like his own little lap dance.
On Jan 14, 2015 1:55 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She squeezed his hands when he linked them with hers, "Take a deep breath... and as you let it out, pick one thing to focus on...." she tried to guide him as she could see the mess of ping pong balls of thoughts bouncing around in his head. She started to take a deep breath too as if the visual of it might help him join in.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 10:52 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She was doing that thing again where she was trying to keep his brain from overloading itself. He linked his fingers between hers, not even really sure where to begin. He had a million things playing in his head all at once. Where did he start? Greed opened his mouth to speak but with all that juice running through is brain waves he was going to lose it.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 1:32 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was more than happy to be on his level, so she could look in his gorgeous eyes and be happy that for now, for this moment, this incredibly sexy amazing man was all hers. She wanted to kiss him... touch him... but all she quietly said was, "Tell me what you're imagining..." because his brain had her in some fantasy and she was going to make it come true.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 10:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed took her hand but drug her down to his level. She was still standing up like a Greek statue towering over his head. She wasn't always the baby seal with giant fuckable eyes. Sometimes she was a towering goddess who should feel sexier than she did. Why it made him suddenly a bumbling idiot he didn't know. Maybe it was the fact that he was having such strong heart palpitations right now.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 1:16 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She chuckled, "I'm surprised you think so..." she shook her head, "You didn't pick the wrong thing. Not when it gets a reaction out of you like that." she gave him a look that was desperately in love and said quietly, "Get out of your head... and just be with me right now." her hand reaching out to him, wanting him to come and take it.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 10:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You don't think so?" there was that confusion in his voice again. "Did I pick the wrong thing again?" Bad, bad, bad Greed. All he was good for was just fucking up everything he touched. She knew that by now didn't she? Part of her needed to take charge of this situation or he was going to get lost in his wicked bed of thoughts.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 1:00 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smiled brightly, her eyes shining as he said she was gorgeous, "Really?" she said, very happy that he thought so. She wanted to be beautiful to him, she wanted to be sexy and desirable. But she'd take gorgeous.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 9:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He might not be swimming in the love nest they'd built before, but when he opened his eyes they were filled with warmth. He wasn't there yet, but he was amazed by her when she felt she held no contest to the rest of the world. She was in his own little world and that set her apart from the rest of them. "But you're gorgeous...." she same words she'd said about the dress, only Greed meant who was in the dress. The dress was only secondary to the rest of her.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 12:48 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was taken aback by his question and since his eyes were closed, she rubbed her arm with her opposite hand awkwardly and took a moment to think about it. "Nervous... hopeful... .... wanting." that last word a little more hushed. She wasn't entirely confident in the lingerie but what gave her confidence and made her feel sexy was him.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 9:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed had to keep himself calm or he'd blow this whole thing. Especially when all his human and sinny self was bouncing off the walls and not working together. They'd just had a talk about him moving out, and now he was supposed to be okay?----He just stared for the longest time, closing his eyes for a moment to try and think what should she do. She couldn't stand there like a statue to be gawked at. Or could she? "How do you feel?" he asked, eyes still closed, hoping that this time he actually heard what she had to say.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 12:17 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Her cheeks were burning since he was staring so hard and she gave a soft laugh, "Okay, now I'm getting a little nervous..." and she put her hands on her cheeks, her smile almost as bright as the lights behind her. "Tell me what to do." she prompted him gently, she didn't want this to end up freezing his brain. She wanted them to take advantage while they could.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 9:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed tried to find some string of sensibility in his head. The words were kind of hopping around on pogo sticks and not forming a cohesive sentence. "No..." it wasn't like it was the first time he'd seen a girl in that kind of thing, especially something so vintage, but it was the first time he'd seen her in something like that. He'd finally found something that actually worked and didn't make her freak out.
He was still gawking at all the sparkly hitting those caramely bits. She had the best curves and it accentuated every fucking one of them.
On Wed, Jan 14, 2015 at 12:07 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: For a second she panicked that he was freezing up or shutting down but then she recognized that look from the night she'd worn the lacy white lingerie under the lights for their birthday last year. He'd had the same look and he'd told her it was a very good thing. She was still nervous and feeling very very naked.. cause she was. She twirled her fingers together behind her back as she asked, "Still wanna return it...?"
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 9:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed had tucked a pillow under his head with his eyes closed as he faced the ceiling. When she came back in he turned his head towards her voice. Until he saw the glittering Christmas tree lights reflect off of her....then he seemed to perk up. He sat upright, mouth agape as the image in his head couldn't compare to the one right in front of him. He had no words.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 11:56 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: He didn't sound too thrilled but she didn't care, the fact he got her lingerie was a good sign to her. She rarely felt sexy around him anymore because it didn't seem like he saw her in that way but this said different. She stood up, "That's fine, I don't plan to return it." and she walked off and let him wallow in his self made misery for a few minutes. When she returned, she was nervous... this thing had large holes on the side that dipped to her hips and she was naked underneath and it was very obvious. "What do you think....?" she asked since she doubted he'd heard her come back in. All she wore were his gifts, the lingerie and the forget me nots necklace as she stood in front of the tree so the lights could reflect off her.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 8:52 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He wasn't as excited as her yet. "Sure...." he said in a monotone voice, having yet to pick up the hint that she saw this as a good thing. He remembered the last time at the lingerie shop, not what was right in front of him at the moment. Maybe when she actually had it on her body he'd change his tune. "It's from a antique store so I'm not so sure returns work the same." He'd had an image in his head of how she'd look in it, with that caramel skin peeking through all the little glittery holes.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 11:49 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was one of the things they had to work on, him remembering to pay attention to her instead of the made up version in his head. She ignored what he said and since he was too busy pouting in blankets and pillows, all he'd hear is her voice asking, "Can I try it on...?"
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 8:47 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He hadn't even picked up on the smile, he was too busy burying himself back into the blanket of pillows. He wasn't really listening either. "You want to return it don't you." He was being a pouty lump while she saw a completely different picture.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 11:34 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com>wrote: She blushed so hard when he said that and felt kinda giddy and stupid at the same time, "It's lingerie...??" she said in an amazed hushed voice. Her eyes going back to the skimpy thing in her hands. It was SO different than any of the other things he'd got for her or even that she'd got. She wasn't displeased, the corner of her lips actually quirked up.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 8:32 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "It's not meant for public display. It's meant for my display." His brows knitted together. She hated it. Fuck. That or she just didn't get it. He'd messed up again when it came to that department, sex, something he was supposed to be good at.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 11:29 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com>wrote: She looked at him with big eyes, "Nothing...? Like with underwear...?" she still thought it was a dress, "No, I like it! I just.. I mean it seems like I'd be really exposed to the point of arrest if I wore this with nothing..." she held the dress up, the christmas tree lights blinking behind it and making it sparkle.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 8:26 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Nothing? Just yourself?" This wasn't like the lingerie he'd attempted to buy her before. That had been a disaster. "You don't like it?" he looked worried. As much as he'd said in his head that he didn't care what she thought about it, clearly he did. She'd said it was pretty, but it was that question at the end that had him in panic. She didn't think herself sexy in the way Greed saw her.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 11:11 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was surprised when he was so aggressive about it and shoved it in her face. She made a face, "Hey! No, it's my present.." she snatched it from him and lightly nudged him as she opened it up. "Ooooo...." she lifted out... a dress? "This is gorgeous..." it was shiny, green, vintage, and very very see through, "What're you supposed to wear under it?" she assumed it was a slip or lace or a body hugging material or something.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 8:08 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No!" Greed whined putting the present back into her face. He didn't know if he wanted her to open it or not but he did not want it to go back under the tree. "If you won't open it I will!" Damn her for whatever she thought about it.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 10:42 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She didn't want to change the subject and yet at the same time was kinda grateful for it. "He's getting closer.." she shook her hand loose from his, "Here, lemme put that back." she held her hand out for the box that was still next to him. She didn't think he wanted to give her anything else tonight.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 7:40 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: The laptop made a shifty noise as Greed was about to speak. It was his Santa tracker. "Santa's in Denver." It reminded Greed that Zoe still had a box to open. Part of him didn't want her to now because she'd probably see it as his human innards being stupid and focused on sex and sex only. That always put a damper on the situation especially with the intense atmosphere.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 10:17 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "We'd be living apart not in quarantine.." she nudged his legs, "If you get lonely or just wanna see me, you can come over. I mean.. even when we lived apart, we'd have a lot of sleepovers. And we still have our book to read." she used her free hand to wipe at her eyes with her long sleeve.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 7:15 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Then I'll be alone...." he'd grown attached to being with someone, but as he'd learned earlier----other human girls just didn't cut it. They didn't know what it meant to snuggle the way Zoe did. They used him and he used them, but the feeling of being alone in a big cold bed made him shiver.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 9:47 PM, Lucky L.<neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She tried to smile but her lips didn't quite make it, "Whatever you want..." she glanced at him and tried for that smile again but looked away quickly since her eyes were glassy, she wasn't crying but they were unhappy and she didn't want to use her baby seal eyes against him.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 6:41 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He couldn't remember what it used to be like since they'd had this arrangement since he returned to the land of the living. He wiggled his fingers around. How could she be so calm? "What do I do at night?" They'd been attached at the hip to the point he didnt know what without her did to his schedule.
On Jan 13, 2015 8:38 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Well you wouldn't live there anymore.. I'd get a new room mate and you'd come over like you did before." she made a face when he mentioned her getting kidnapped, "I don't know.. I guess hope I don't get kidnapped." she hated this and was trying to be calm and not beg him to stay with her. She didn't want him to go but they couldn't continue like this.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 5:36 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "So I just live there sometimes? What if you get kidnapped?" It was because of where that left them that
Greed was in this situation. He wasn't himself yet and that jeopardized them. He was flatlining their relationship this way.
On Jan 13, 2015 8:17 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "No! No.. I just..." she squeezed his hand and put her head on the tops of his knees, "In the beginning, you wanted space and its hard now cause we aren't those people anymore but.. I think me being around you is confusing you. You reset and this domesticated boyfriend is not who... you want to be right now." as much as he worked hard to be with Zoe again, a part of him was rejecting it, it was just all jumbled.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 5:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You're kicking me out?" He liked the idea that he could come and go as he pleased. He had a key and somewhere to escape. But she was right. They were with each other from morning to dawn. "I don't even remember what my bed looks like..." he wasn't giving up his half of the apartment. Not yet.
On Jan 13, 2015 8:01 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: When he didn't say anything, she felt a pressure in her chest... suggesting this was real and happening. She rubbed her lips together as he played with her hand and said, "Maybe... you should move back to your apartment. Get some space away from me." tho she wouldn't be able to pay her rent without a room mate... and she didn't know if Greed could handle a new person in her life right now.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 4:56 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: He swung their hands side to side, not able to look at her as she threw out their new arrangement. It made him feel like he was rolling off the wheel and it had smacked right over the top of.
On Jan 13, 2015 5:40 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "No, I'm not saying we can't. I'm saying... this are messed up right now. And you don't feel the same about me. In the beginning, you used to get uncomfortable if I spent more than a day at your apartment. I am here all the time now..." she sighed, "And maybe that's not what you need right now. In the beginning... you and I had really separate lives and we had separate apartments."
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 2:37 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "You saying we can't anymore?" He wasn't sure he liked that. He wasn't sure he didn't like the idea either. He was rattled either way.
On Jan 13, 2015 5:04 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was silent for a moment and then said slowly, "The biggest thing that's changed is we're living together..." trailing off. Yes, she was suggesting maybe they shouldn't. At least not while he was so confused about everything. She rather give him space now than lose him later.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 1:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I don't know...." this distressed him. Maybe not in the same way it did her, but his body, mind and human innards were trying to come to an agreement and all saying different things. It was a war inside him and he wasn't sure how to make it calm down.
On Jan 13, 2015 4:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She weaved her fingers through his and said, "In the beginning things were so.. hard. Not that their easy now. I think it's more difficult now because... I guess, of how I feel. And you remember echoes of how you used to feel." it was messed up. " she leaned against his bent knees and said, "We can't really start over... can we?" there was so much emotion and work they'd already put in.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 1:31 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I think so..." he flopped onto his back into the fluff of blankets and pillows just before she reached out. Hed thrown his arm over his face, moving it at the sound of her voice to take her hand. "I don't know what to do..." he said desperately.
On Jan 13, 2015 4:20 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She watched him and it hurt that he didn't know that she hurt to watch him like this, as if he was going through this alone. She was pretty lost too and unsure of how to proceed. She was scared he wouldn't ever love her again... and she'd stay a toaster forever. Worse, she was scared she'd accept it just so she could be with him. She swallowed and reached out a hand to take his, "We're at the beginning again, aren't we..."
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 1:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She didn't understand that he was so lost. He didn't understand why he would chose the things he did. Why things she said seemed to rattle him. Or even why he got defensive. He wasn't as sharp as he'd been before on this road, it was all happening for the first time in his crazy brain. He just wanted a little more control of himself, and he had none. He hadn't matched the workings of his brain, his desires and the mushy human things.
On Jan 13, 2015 4:09 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She flinched at his barking tone and touched the necklace again, "I guess we'll find out..." but she had wanted him to see that, that this gift went deeper than he wanted it to. She was unsure if she was doing the right thing. If she didn't make him face his feelings, she'd lose him, but the more she made him do it, the more he seemed to hate her.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 1:06 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I thought maybe it would make me remember!" He griped like a dog in a sour mood. She was making him reflect on those pesky emotions and he was really uncomfortable with it.
On Jan 13, 2015 2:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe didn't let things slide, it was one of the things she knew he hated about her, she often made him face his feelings. Those dirty nasty things that a pure Sin didn't have to deal with but that Greed would as the price to be with her. She wasn't harsh or mad or anything, her tone was still gentle as she said, "If I don't forget you... then why did you get me this...?" because Greed was deeper than he gave himself credit for. He was always frustrated when other people didn't see it, but he was also equally frustrated when Zoe did.
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 11:32 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Um..." he squirmed a little not able to recall when she had ever forgotten him. Not a single one, and part of him was mad he could count how many times he had. This was suddenly making him not happy at all. She hadn't even opened the other gift and the joy left already.
On Jan 13, 2015 2:00 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She fiddled with the pendant and asked him gently, "When have I ever forgotten you?" her tone was clear, he was the one that kept forgetting her. Or maybe... did he finally recognize the pain she was in when he forgot her and didn't want to go through that himself?
On Tue, Jan 13, 2015 at 10:58 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Because I don't want you to forget me." Wasn't that obvious? Why would she ask him such a stupid thing?
On Jan 12, 2015 11:19 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was disappointing that he couldn't even tell her the story without seeming indifferent and uncomfortable... she listened and then looked down at the bubble of flowers that was now around her neck, "Why did you pick it...? It's not your usual style..." not flashy or gold. Yeah maybe she was fishing a little but she was trying to help.
On Mon, Jan 12, 2015 at 8:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Forget me nots. Some old story of a knight falling into a river picking flowers for Guinevere," or was it just some random princess? It stsrted back in the medieval days when he had a big kick but he really couldn't remember the storywhich was ironic considering in the story that was their purpose. The knight had yelled out forget me not before succumbing to the river. Greed didn't want Zoe to forget him. It was the rose gold bracelet all over again but in a way that didn't involve screw drivers. Maybe one day she'd want that again. This time he was trying the less bondage approach and maybe it would stick.
On Jan 12, 2015 10:00 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She was even more stunned by that, her mouth hung open slightly, the pendant dangling as she looked at him in silence for a moment. She wanted to believe that he chose it for... a reason. She put her other hand over his that was toying with the ribbon on the other package, "Let's finish this one first..." she handed him the necklace and gestured for him to put it on her, "Do you maybe wanna tell me where its from... or why you got it for me..?" trying to prompt him into dipping his toes into that pool of feelings he'd been avoiding.
On Mon, Jan 12, 2015 at 6:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He fluffed the bow on the other package. "Those have been around forever. Their forget me nots." His pinky was ready to tear into the paper if she didn't.
On Jan 12, 2015 9:25 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She looked at the other box and said, "But I only got you one thing... and I opened one too." it was equal and fair. She was still beaming over her pretty necklace and furrowed a curious brow, "I wonder what type of flowers these are.."
On Mon, Jan 12, 2015 at 6:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She acted like she'd completely forgotten about the other box. "There's more than that!" He pushed the other box towards it.
On Jan 12, 2015 3:07 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Well we'll rent the disney version, it's funny." she focused on his gift and it was.. an actual gift. A beautiful piece of jewelry that wasn't flashy or gold or diamonds or anything, it was delicate with flowers and something that was very Zoe. She immediately got misty eyed as she held the necklace up, "Oh Greed... it's beautiful." she was more than surprised, she was stunned and moved.
On Mon, Jan 12, 2015 at 12:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I've not seen that...." something Greed had heard the story of, but he didnt know there was a movie. He clapped when she opened the box. She was surprised right?
On Jan 12, 2015 2:11 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She chuckled, "I'm trying!" And inside that box was another box, "I feel like I'm in the Emperor's New Groove..." she said in an amused voice referencing the i'll put that box in another box, but she wouldn't be smashing it with a hammer. This box was much smaller and she shook it gently to hear a rattle and perked up as she opened it to see what was inside.
On Mon, Jan 12, 2015 at 11:08 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Open it!" He insisted shoving his hands in the air. She would find ANOTHER box, but it was what was in that box that was the present. Greed just had an aversion to wrapping presents so tiny. He had to make them look big!
On Jan 12, 2015 1:32 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She grinned cause he got as excited now about giving a gift as he did in getting one. She wasn't a tasmanian devil with gift wrap as he was but she got it off and said, "Itssssss...." and made a confused face, "Another box?" as thats what she lifted out of the package.
On Mon, Jan 12, 2015 at 10:30 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "That one!" He pointed, folding his legs up under him Indian style abs excitedly rocking until she ripped in. It was the box within a box within a box gift, which was at least five times smaller than the actual box he'd put it in.
On Jan 12, 2015 12:34 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She wanted to kiss him but didn't, just looked in surprise when he dumped two packages in her lap. She was always surprised when he got her anything at all but more than one was even more surprising. "Which one should I open?"
On Mon, Jan 12, 2015 at 9:31 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Alright. Let's do it!" He was intrigued, but now he wanted to open more presents. He crawled iver to the tree to give her hers. In his mind they still counted as partially his because they were for his eyes only. He dropped the medium sized packages in her lap, one of which was just a bigger box with a smaller item inside.
On Jan 12, 2015 11:57 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kissed his cheek, "Give it a chance, if you don't like it by the end of the first chapter, we don't have to read it." but the book was his and it was a favorite of hers, so it made the book theirs.
On Mon, Jan 12, 2015 at 8:42 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "But I like pictures..." the boy pouted, but it quickly turned to a smile when he read his secret message. It made his insides bubble with weird warm fuzzies.
On Jan 12, 2015 1:15 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "No pictures... have to use your imagination." she put her shoulder against his shoulder, "There is a princess and a pirate. And it's about how he loves her so much and nothing stops him from being with her, not even death. And there's sword fights and giants and bad guys." she touched her nose to his cheek and said quietly, "And there's an inscription inside...." written inside the book on the front was an inscription in Zoe's handwriting that said 'For what am I without my sin. Yours, Zoe'
On Sun, Jan 11, 2015 at 2:41 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He flipped the book over, shuffling the pages. "Are there any pictures?" He'd never even heard about such a book. "Is there a princess?" He was still confused, but her excitement made him a bit giddy.
On Jan 11, 2015 3:15 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She sat next to him and said, "Yes, a book. I know they aren't your favorite things but..." she tapped the book cover that had a masked man and a princess on it, the book's pages gilded to look like gold, "This is 'The Princess Bride', it was my favorite book when I was younger and I thought since you've seen The Great Gatsby, maybe we can read this one together first since you don't know the story. If you want." but she wondered if he even remembered what they planned in Fiji, about reading a book together, outloud.
On Sun, Jan 11, 2015 at 12:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed instantly grabbed it out of her hands. The first thing he did was shake it. When it didnt make any noise he pouted. It sounded like an empty box, but it was heavy. Just as she imagined he ripped through the paper without even looking at the wrap job. "A book?" He looked a little confused.
On Jan 11, 2015 2:14 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She sat up and went over to the tree with him, rummaging around the gifts and picking out the one she got him. It was hard and rectangle and like all her gifts, beautifully wrapped (not that he stopped to admire the packaging), "I don't know, open it and tell me." she didn't think he'd be thrilled with it but it was something personal and meaningful to her.
On Sun, Jan 11, 2015 at 11:08 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He would mind though if he had a gift for her and then didnt have one for himself. Thats why he wrapped some of his own. "Is it a good one?" He rolled off her scrambling on all hands and knees towards the tree where the gifts were.
On Jan 11, 2015 2:02 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She poked him in the chest since he was still on top of her, "If you want..." she wasn't as impatient as him and didn't mind waiting till Christmas morning.
On Sun, Jan 11, 2015 at 10:59 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Does that mean I get to give you yours too?" He liked the whole aspect of Christmas. Usually that also meant her got to spoil her for his own benefit.
On Jan 11, 2015 11:59 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She knew that would get his attention, she tried to get her breath back and looked up at him, "Yes. I only got you one and it's not fancy or big but... yes, you can open it now."
On Sun, Jan 11, 2015 at 8:57 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: Greed did pause. "Really?" He was squeaky and curious. He liked these presents, it gave him so much pleasure to rip something open that had been bought just for him.
On Jan 11, 2015 11:46 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She squealed with laughter, "I'll let you open your gift early!" she tried to bribe him as he tickled her mercilessly, there were just a few hours to midnight anyway.
On Sun, Jan 11, 2015 at 7:25 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "Never will I surrender!" He flopped around like a fish with her, rolling and giggling like a madman. Of course Samson joined them.
On Jan 11, 2015 12:47 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She laughed, now on her back, "Greeeed!" she whined in a pleading voice, "Come on!" she grabbed again for his hands, her knit stocking feet even poking at him now to try to get him away.
On Sat, Jan 10, 2015 at 9:41 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I dunno, im enjoying making you squirm!" She was wiggling like a fish in water. Samson started howling and barking happily.
On Jan 11, 2015 12:07 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "It was a lovetap!" she said laughing, still squirming around and trying to get away, "I'll make a deal for my freedom!" she kicked her legs.
On Sat, Jan 10, 2015 at 9:02 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "No! Never! You slammed me in the face!" He kept using those fingers to make her squeak and squirm. It was amusement for him.
On Jan 10, 2015 8:04 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She started laughing when he tickled her and she squirmed around, "Stoooop!" she tried to grab his hands while she rolled around.
On Sat, Jan 10, 2015 at 4:39 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Her falling in him was welcomed, just as long as she didn't hit the computer. It would give him an excuse to get another one though, which could be an exciting spend. Greed continued to tickle her, that fall being her surrender.
On Jan 10, 2015 3:30 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She squealed when his hand grabbed her leg, "Sammy, help!" she said with a laugh but the dog only barked and watched his foster parents happily. She hopped on one leg and smacked at Greed with the pillow again before teetering and about to fall right on him.
On Sat, Jan 10, 2015 at 11:32 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed got a face full of feathers, and another swat against the head before he could respond again. He made a grab for her leg so he could bring her down. Then he'd ravage her with tickles.
On Jan 10, 2015 12:14 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She smacked him with the pillow again, saying with a grin, "Nope! Just hitting you." that's right, he wasn't perfect. She bounced around from foot to foot as a few feathers hit the air.
On Sat, Jan 10, 2015 at 8:32 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Are you seriously hitting perfection?" She was so going to get it, but not by pillow plunder. He had ample opportunity to use her for tickles. She wouldn't stand a chance when he attacked.
On Friday, January 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: The pillow hit her in the chest and she dropped her mouth open at him. "You are so dead...." she said with a gleam and a grin. She put the rest of the cookie down and grabbed the pillow off the ground and then started to pummel him with it.
On Fri, Jan 9, 2015 at 6:07 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Not in person. But who doesn't leave the fat man cookies? Except Glutt, he might eat them all first." Greed threw a pillow at her. She was totally keeping a cold spot beside him by not getting into that fort with him.
On Friday, January 9, 2015, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "How do you know? Have you met Santa?" she grabbed a cookie off a plate since she'd baked a lot after Theseus left. She bit into it and was now standing right next to his body on the pillows. "I bet he isn't even jolly.." she said as she took a bite.
On Fri, Jan 9, 2015 at 4:45 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Santa is not a drunk, he's not a mall Santa, Zoe. It doesn't work that way." He peered around a pillow to see her long, sexy legs peeking out from the knit holes of her stockings. He wanted to paw at them and strip them off.
On Jan 9, 2015 2:00 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She padded back over to him and said, "Is that correct? I thought you said Santa was real. Does he even work on Christmas? Or is he like drunk in an alleyway talking about how he's gonna join jenny craig in the new years and stuff." so maybe she was a bit jaded, immortals took the magic out of things that had brought her so much joy when the world was still veiled.
On Fri, Jan 9, 2015 at 10:58 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: "It's cold, get back over here damnit. Santa is in Oregon right now." He was pointing at the screen she couldn't even see.
On Jan 9, 2015 12:06 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: It was one of the problems of buying a Victorian house in the country in New York, no central heating. And their electricity still had kinks in it so no space heaters yet if they didn't want to blow a fuse. "Hmmmm?" she replied, drawing out the word for as long as he had whined her name. She was looking at an ornament that had a picture of them on it.
On Fri, Jan 9, 2015 at 8:50 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote: Greed had his nose buried in the laptop, he was tracking Santa on his nifty Santa tracker. They'd built a fort if blankets and pillows to stay warm. But Zoe had completely shaken things now. Even with the fire, there was a draft. "Zoooooeee" Greed whined. He was in a thermal and some comfortable, soft black jammy pants, but he was still cold.
On Jan 9, 2015 10:59 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Seeing Theseus had shook Zoe up but now she and Greed were safe with Sammy in their Madison house that no one knew about. It was their home they were building together so even tho she felt alone and cold with the knowledge Greed didn't love her, the house brought some comfort. Their tree was a big one covered with lights and ornaments, some even made by them. The living room's chill was gone thanks to the fire in the fireplace and Zoe wore a batman nightie that showed off her naked shoulders with white lace patterned knit stockings up to her knees, one of the many pair Greed had got her the year before. She stood on tip toe as she was trying to add an ornament to the tree that had gotten knocked off when Sammy smacked into it.