Zoe (history_repeats) wrote in nevermore_logs, @ 2014-11-25 13:46:00 |
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Entry tags: | greed, zoe hansen |
WHO: Zoe & Greed
WHEN: November 22 [Backdated]
WHERE: Zoe and Greed's Madison house
WHAT: Greed comforts Zoe
WARNING: Kissies
Note: The log reads backwards
She had a way of unwrapping the whole package and enjoying every part of it, even the fucked up shiny gold bow. He took her hand without hesitation, using it to drag her into his arms. The fire wasn't the only thing to keep them warm.
On Nov 3, 2014 8:57 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kept one arm wrapped around her knees but with the other hand she held it out to him, "Their loss.." and she meant it. Alcohol, influence, sluttiness, it didn't matter the excuse, there was so much more to Greed than his body and face and she felt it was such a shame that no one had ever tried to open the pretty package and see how much more gorgeous the gift inside was.
On Mon, Nov 3, 2014 at 5:54 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Oh they have, and they do all kinds of shit but most of them were so drunk, full of influence or just riding me like a horse." So, she actually put all that to shame because she did it all on her own without him pushing her to.
On Nov 3, 2014 8:20 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't scoot away just stayed where she was and watched him as he came closer. She sighed, "That's cause you've never frozen up with someone before.. I thought it'd help. Besides.. I don't believe that girls didn't try to please you." the look that she gave him was one of don't even try to lie.
On Mon, Nov 3, 2014 at 5:17 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No one's done that before. Not seriously." He scooted closer to her, those baby blue eyes looking for understanding. He hadnt hated it, he just kinda hit overload after the fact.
On Nov 3, 2014 8:06 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
There was a brief upturn of her lips and she rested her chin on her knees and explained quietly, "I figured if you told me then it's not a surprise so you know exactly what's happening and I actually get to do it...." it was a way also for him to nudge her more out of her comfort zone if she agreed to do as he said.
On Mon, Nov 3, 2014 at 4:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It was fucking awesome..." he snorted a happy laugh. She might be too serious now, they both had. But now that he'd had a moment to kick in he found what had happened fantastic.
On Nov 3, 2014 6:13 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She watched him, not really mad anymore, still a little, but she rather explore this with him and said, "How'd it feel..." cause he had a pretty unpleasant reaction to it in her opinion.
On Mon, Nov 3, 2014 at 3:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"No one asks me what I want, I'm fucking Greed and I've never been asked what I wanted like that." Zoe had sparked something more than new for them and he was kinda trying to breath off the fumes. He was still a little high.
On Nov 3, 2014 1:41 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrapped her arms around her knees again, her resolve softening a little. She stayed silent to give him some space to process this since it seemed like he still was. But now her back was to the fire and she was looking at him.
On Mon, Nov 3, 2014 at 10:34 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didnt say you were no one, I was making a point. I say shit most people just retain half of it. I feel like you could fucking finish my sentences, so no you are not no one. You are someone, a someone who managed to make me hit a place in my mind I didnt know existed." Hed never had pleasure like that like a lived out fantasy as it was going on in his head. Lust could make any guy orgasm at will, or never get that release because she felt like it. This was something SO different, Zoe just didn't get how it blew his mind.
On Nov 3, 2014 11:35 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She turned around and there was hurt in her eyes, "Suddenly I'm no one...?" didn't she count? Didn't she always listen? Okay, almost always, there was only so much squirrel sex she could retain. But she tried. She asked him questions and she listened because she loved him and what he had to say was important. To her.
On Mon, Nov 3, 2014 at 7:15 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"If no one reallily talks to me about my psycho sin babble what makes you think they listen?" He took a deep breath and settled to think this through clearly. "I mean I've told girls to suck my dick or something but I mean no one actually listens..." Zoe didn't treat him like a pornstar, she treated him like Greed, her sexy boyfriend that she wanted nothing more than to please him. She wasn't scared and she was actually stepping out of her comfort zone for him. It was pretty big.
On Nov 3, 2014 9:38 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wanted to yell at him more but fell silent as she debated still storming off but finally she sat back down on the ground and said, "Fine... take your time to think about it." cause he was making an effort, he said he needed to get his head around it. Her back was to him but she looked at him over her shoulder with a pointed finger, "I was not mad that you lost it too soon." she was not his sister or some floozie that would get upset over something like that. But she looked back at the fire so he could ruminate on things.
On Mon, Nov 3, 2014 at 4:11 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're pissed because I fucking lost it too soon and then got mad at myself for losing it. Because in your head I must be dying to leave and fuck any random girl on the street. Let me wrap my head around the fact that I made it that far with nothing more than you listening abd doing what I described. Its kind of a big deal, it's kind of an overload, my senses are all over the place." They had a lot to discuss, but they had ti get through them first before he could drag her into the rest of the mud she was standing in.
On Nov 2, 2014 10:25 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked to the ceiling and said, "Way to not address the issue, Greed." tho he was partly right. "I'm SORRY I'm stressed out about my whole life being a giant lie, how if this is true then I've never been able to trust anyone and I'm sorry that it'll make things harder between us. I'm sorry I'm being a bitch, I'm sorry that I'm taking it out on you." she suddenly stood up and turned around to look at him, "But it still doesn't change the fact that you're an asshole that refuses to understand why I got upset with what happened."
On Sun, Nov 2, 2014 at 7:22 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"And who's punishing who now? Are you not punishing me for your father's shit?" He knew he was being a prick but she was shoving a lot more baggage on him than hed resigned to carry.
On Nov 2, 2014 7:59 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She kept staring at the fire, "I'm pissed because when I don't touch you, you punish me. When I do touch you, you reject me. When I finally touch you and score a touchdown, you're still not happy. And it makes me feel like I can't please you sexually and I think how long before you leave me for someone who you don't freeze with, or when they score a touchdown, you want to actually be thrilled instead of disappointed." it was blunt but it was true. They'd been back together for about a month. She was still working on believing he was going to stay.
On Sun, Nov 2, 2014 at 4:53 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"What now? You're pissed I chose Lois Lane over Wonder Woman now? Now who's being the hypocrite?" She'd just slammed him for being a prick and his reaction to their experiment, then turned around and reacted just as horrible.
On Nov 2, 2014 7:15 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe made a face and threw up her hands, "Well.... fuck you still!" she wrapped them around her knees again and stared at the fire. Okay so it was a very childish rebuttal but she felt shitty.
On Sun, Nov 2, 2014 at 4:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Superman isn't with wonder woman he's with Lois Lane. She's normal! And they work!" Screw her for making such a scenario before thinking about the bigger picture.
On Nov 2, 2014 3:37 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She snapped back at him, "Then go be superman with wonder woman!" if he was with Lust or even a floozie, he'd have O'd when he was supposed to after they pressed all the right buttons. But with Zoe, he was missing the big thing, she pressed buttons he didn't even know he had, she did something that was a first for him.
On Sun, Nov 2, 2014 at 12:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You didn't do anything wrong! I never said that! Why the fuck does this turn to you when I just wanted to be fucking superman?" He didn't realize how it made her look, but it was his selfish bullshit that always got in their way.
On Nov 2, 2014 12:25 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She turned around only to smack his arm before she turned her back to him again to look at the fire, "Fine, be Greed god damn it and have super powers but know you make me, poor stupid human Zoe feel like crap. When I want to touch you, you freeze and I did it wrong. When I don't touch you, you get upset, and I did it wrong. When I DO touch you and you DON'T freeze, it's still not good enough and I did it fucking wrong." she wasn't immortal, she wasn't super anything, she was just plain Zoe and felt like she'd never be able to give him what he wanted. Things that were small wins to her were still only just disappointments to him.
On Sun, Nov 2, 2014 at 9:22 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I didn't shit all over it, I wanted to hold out longer. I'm Greed god damnit. It should be built into me like a fucking super power." He was still putting himself in the category of Sin above human at times, she couldn't fault him for that.
On Nov 2, 2014 11:50 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a face and sniffled, "You know why! We actually made progress for once and you shit all over it. You didn't freeze up, you actually even came and we weren't naked or kissing or anything and I thought that was beautiful and special and you shit all over it and acted like it was this disgusting ugly thing." and it made her feel like crap.
On Sun, Nov 2, 2014 at 8:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His lip puckered out in a childish pout. He wasn't going to apologize because he didn't feel she was really mad at him. "Yeah, why?" She'd have to explain.
On Nov 2, 2014 11:37 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe wiped her eyes with the back of her hand and said in a watery voice, "Go away, I'm mad at you." which answered his unspoken question. She wasn't really. She wouldn't have gotten that upset over what happened if she hadn't already been upset.
On Sun, Nov 2, 2014 at 8:35 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It took a few tries befire Greed got the thing lit, including half his matches. Finally he could feel some heat flicker towards him. He rested his wet chin on her shoulder like a scorned puppy. Was she mad at him now?
On Nov 2, 2014 12:16 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She just let him take the matches, she didn't care that it was cold. She was pretty cold herself but again, didn't care. He could the fire if he wanted. She just sat with her feet hidden in his big pants and put her knees to her chest and hugged them, crying quietly.
On Sat, Nov 1, 2014 at 9:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He finally realised she wasn't going to light the fire. He skipped on a new pair of boxers from the pile of clothes from his bag now on the floor. This was about to turn into a flood of tears. He laid out the sheet and sat on the floor taking the matches from her, water still clinging to his skin. "It's cold." So unless she wanted him to catch phenomena she would snap out of it.
On Nov 1, 2014 11:59 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe was silent for a moment and then looked pained as she said quietly, "My dad always used to do this part..." and big fat tears spilled down her cheeks. That was the other thing, sex and cuddling was great at forgetting your problems. But when you weren't doing it anymore, all your problems came rushing back.
On Sat, Nov 1, 2014 at 8:55 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed still had the bag in hand looking back and forth between her and the unlit fire. He shivered pulling the sheet around him more. "Why are you not making it glow?" He was shivering and she was just staring into space.
Zoe did something no one else on the planet would ever do to Greed, she took his bag, rooted around in it herself, and took out a box of matches. "We're gonna have to buy the long ones... make a list of things we need." so at least she wasn't breaking up with him even if she was still mad. She moved closer to the log and looked nervous. She just kinda sat in front of it with the matches box open but not doing it.
On Sat, Nov 1, 2014 at 8:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed held his bag open, water dripping down his face. "I dunno, I might have something in there." He dug around, a little too cold to really fumble around his bag without pulling everything out of it.
On Nov 1, 2014 9:46 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You don't turn it on.. you light it. I think..." she picked up one of the logs next to the fireplace and put it in there and then found some old newspaper that she crumpled to use as kindling, "Where are the matches?" yes, his girl knew how to light a fire.
On Sat, Nov 1, 2014 at 6:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He pulled a sheet off the couch and walked over to her. They stood in front of the fireplace but it wasn't lit. Why wasn't it lit? It was freezing. "Can you turn it on?" He was wet and cold.
On Nov 1, 2014 9:30 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She was standing at the fireplace in the living room, seeing if it was okay to use.... the papers had said WORKING fireplaces but the place was so old she was a bit hesitant. She looked up and yes he looked kinda hot naked and wet but also stupid since it was freezing cold. But she didn't say anything.
On Sat, Nov 1, 2014 at 6:24 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
Greed grumbled at her. She had his pants, his boxers were sticky, damn it! He wiggled out of his boxers and shot outside. He didn't realize until hed popped the trunk, rooting around for a bag that he didn't even realize it was raining. Now he was cold and wet sloshing back inside like a fire had been lit up his ass.
On Nov 1, 2014 8:42 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her butt wiggled as she put her legs in the pants but they were waaaay big for her, "Oh look, another thing I don't care about right now." she said as she squeezed the belt to its last notch to try to get the pants to stay up. She was cold and annoyed and they had barely anything in this house yet.
On Sat, Nov 1, 2014 at 5:35 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed sat up, his whole body a little numb, he almost couldn't stand. She was getting mad and he was oblivious. "Heeeey, those are mine!" He clearly had another pair, he also had boxers and a handful of clothes in his trunk to change into, but thise were his pants.
Zoe just made a frustrated noise and then got more frustrated when she couldn't find her pants, she was getting cold standing around like this and she just wanted to throttle Greed so she grabbed his pants from the back of the sofa to wear those.
On Sat, Nov 1, 2014 at 3:39 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed hadn't even been thinking about the huge step they just made, he'd just been thinking he didn't get more by holding out. Lust would have been furious to know he'd even been thinking about such a thing.
"Oh shit...." she was right. He looked her up and down. She wasn't even naked, he hadn't been either and she managed to get things going by asking him to talk and do things as he imagined it. That was HUGE!
On Nov 1, 2014 3:39 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She stood barefoot and in her top and undies as she looked at him, "You come and then you don't even kiss me or touch me or hold me, you just start bitching about coming too early. You totally don't even get that for the FIRST time you didn't freeze up on me. Not only that, you actually orgasmed!" she gestured wildly with her arms.
On Sat, Nov 1, 2014 at 7:56 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What? What the fuck?" She needed to explain because he was already confused. This wasnt going to enlighten him.
On Oct 31, 2014 10:48 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look and said, "I'm not pissed at you for coming early, I'm pissed at everything that came after that!" and she smacked a hand on his stomach to get off him and get up.
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 7:46 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"See I knew you were pissed at me. Like when zombie me fucked up. I fucked up. Fuck." He was only making it so much worse and he wasn't trying to. Greed inevitably turned everything around on himself, he didn't realize how it looked, but she also didn't realize that he didn't exactly understand all this like a normal boy.
On Oct 31, 2014 9:07 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She immediately made a face and sat up, not liking his outburst. "Okay, you're just not pleased in a very loud way." if there had been any mood left, like he had the last couple of times, it had been killed.
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 6:05 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm NOT worrying!" But it had distressed him for some reason. Maybe because he was aiming to enjoy it longer. He was just getting into the best part of the fantasy. That...and up until recently he'd never even had to deal with morning wood or masturbation. They were dealing with new things here.
On Oct 31, 2014 8:48 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"As long as you liked it then it's okay that it was soon..." she kissed his jaw and his cheek and pecked his lips, "Tho you're killing the enjoyment by worrying about it so much."
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 5:45 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He still looked a little drugged. "No, I did like it...a lot...I just didn't expect that so soon." Wasn't she disappointed?
On Oct 31, 2014 6:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe didn't like upset at all, "So? Practice makes perfect, right? Just means we gotta try that over and over and over again..." she furrowed a brow, "Unless you didn't like it."
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 3:50 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I wanted to hold out a little longer..." his hands moved over his face, rubbing it and finally opening those big blue eyes. He was a little upset that he managed to mess that up.
She kissed his cheek and then his lashes, "You did not fuck up.... it's okay. I think that was a pretty big compliment. If it meant I turned you on enough..." she wasn't entirely sure anymore since he was so upset about it.
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 2:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I fucked up," Greed showed his teeth, his eyes still squeezed shut. "I didn't mean to do that...." and he hadn't. He had meant to actually hold out a little longer.
On Oct 31, 2014 5:10 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe immediately frowned, thinking she did something wrong. She still defaulted to Greed to know more about intimate relations, "What? You didn't like it" she lifted herself up a bit to look down at his face.
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 2:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed ran his hands through his hair, nails scratching the short sides. "Shit, shit shit..." that wasn't supposed to happen. Even at her reassuring kiss it was a disappointment...he was certain. Hed just fucked that up.
On Oct 31, 2014 4:21 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She felt him tense up and then saw the look on his face of sweet release... and felt it under her through his shorts, "Oh..." she smiled a little and kissed his shoulder, "Guess I can take those off now.." she meant his boxers since they'd be sticky now.
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 1:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
That bite did him in. There was little he could do to hold back, his body's impatience won out. He was already rock hard, and that sent his sensations to the moon. Zoe had managed to make him have a moment without even being naked. His face scrunched up, that look of pure bliss washing over. Damn.
On Oct 31, 2014 3:55 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She still had her top and undies on but then again, he had his boxers still on. She was surprised he was lasting this long and not shoving her off him or something. She liked kissing his chest and his strong arms and even though he didn't say it.. she couldn't help it.. she bit his bicep and then licked her tongue over the lovebite to soothe it.
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 12:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was going to break his brain, he could feel it under all her soft caresses and feather touches, some stronger than others. But then the sensation of her lips on places that usually got no attention had his heart beat in his throat. God.....
He caught his breath a little as she fluttered kisses over his chest. He was going to lose it...
On Oct 31, 2014 11:44 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her hand went up slowly over his abs, dipping down across his sides, like her fingers were skimming the top of water before going back up and across his shoulders, just touching and exploring. But her mouth followed suit, not kissing his mouth or neck, she kissed his stomach and chest but then she kissed his shoulders and arms, parts of him that usually were just for admiring or touching. Her mouth gave all those places attention that her hands paved the way for whille her butt stroked against him with all the movement.
On Fri, Oct 31, 2014 at 7:06 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Did she kiss him? Mouth? Neck? Chest? Hands where did he tell her to do with those? Because the friction of her doing something she would normally NEVER do was kind of really, really turning him on. For a moment he went brain dead. Her asking h again pulled him a little to the surface of his head fog. "Your hands are kinda feeling all over, mouth following anywhere your hands go---because the feeling of her mouth on various parts of his skin was a new sensation he found he liked. Her mouth in general was just fantastic.
On Oct 31, 2014 12:45 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She moved her hands up his legs, squeezing his thighs a little as she slid her butt up and did as he asked her to. She felt more like she was dry humping him as she moved slowly against him, her hands on his torso as leverage, "Mmmm then what...?" she wanted him to utilize everything she had, lips, hands, everything.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 9:40 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Boxers next....but..." she was going to ruin this if he told her too. He wasn't sure he could handle it but he damn well was gonna try. "Not yet...come here..." he grinned motioning for her for her to slide up his lap, set herself right on him and then keep moving. Greed wondered if this was also a way to pull Zoe out of comfort. He wanted her to straddle him, move in slow motion as if there were no clothes between them. Basically he wanted her to do a lap dance and he wasn't going to watch, though he would peek.
On Oct 31, 2014 12:08 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She moved back down him to grip his pants by the sides and slowly slide them down, but she left his boxers on so that was all he was wearing. The jangle of he belt buckle sounded as she put the pants on the back of the couch. Her smooth legs touched his naked ones, her hands on his shins, waiting for his next instructions.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 8:58 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Take the pants off...slow..." he'd start there, then tell her to move her hands up his legs, close to touching the best parts that he wanted her to touch. He was already getting ahead of himself, he needed to slow it down or hed psyc himself out. She had done enough to trick his mind, the key was keeping his mind there and not at the fact that she was the one with her hands on the wheel.
On Oct 30, 2014 11:30 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She leaned down towards his face again, making sure his eyes were closed, she said softly, "What am I doing now..?" in his fantasy, she wanted him to talk it out, he'd get to feel it if he said it. It was like taking daydreaming to a whole new level, surround sound, touch, taste, and smell.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 8:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She wanted a better reaction, he wanted a little more. He opened his eyes for a moment, closing them again when he saw her look up. He fiddled with the zipper and wiggled the sides off his hips a little. He wasn't even sure how to say what he wanted, because this was kinda a new deal and his brain was still in candyland.
On Oct 30, 2014 8:06 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Zoe did as he said but she kissed his groin on his pants. He never said anything about taking off his own pants and she wasn't gonna get this mucked up and have him freeze. Last time he enjoyed it but was an ass to her right after because he couldn't handle it. She wanted a better reaction this time. So if he didn't say it, she wasn't gonna do it.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 5:03 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He sucked in a breath, trying his hardest to actually concentrate and not lose it. "Continue?" He wanted her to keep kissing, following the happy trail.
On Oct 30, 2014 5:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The only time she'd ever given him a blow job, he enjoyed it, but it had thrown him for a loop. This time tho he was calling the shots. Sort of. he thought he was and that's what mattered. So nothing she did came as a 'surprise'. She lifted her butt up and he could hear the zipper of her jeans and moving around. She did get them off tho cause when she straddled him again, he'd be able to feel the skin of her knees against his sides. She leaned down and kissed his neck and then his collar bone, down his torso, stopping at each rib and then she stopped completely at his stomach since that's where her hand had stopped.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 2:46 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He laughed enough for the both of them, but it was Greed being silly and hardly as suave as he anticipated. He chewed on his bottom lip as she outlined the contours of his muscles with her nails. "I could tell you but you have to get out of those pants." The less clothes she had on the better. "Then you kiss me," he motioned to his neck then down the same direction her hands had just ventured.
On Oct 30, 2014 5:41 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She tried not to laugh as he switched them up and she sat on him like he was a horse. Okay, wrangled and..... her nails went down his chest, slowly across his abs and stopped at his waistband. She leaned down close enough to his face that the tips of her short hair touched his cheek, "Next....?" it was his fantasy, she was just bringing it to life.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 2:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He giggled again like a teenage boy with those shiny teeth and gums on display. He rolled them over, not as easily as he could from the other diffraction, but he did it with he straddled on his waist. He only wished she didn't have her pants on.
On Oct 30, 2014 5:32 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She tried to do it... but all she ended up doing was grunting and wriggling, she kept up her nail scalp massage but said in a hushed voice against his lips, "How about you wrangle me on top and we'll pretend I did it?" cause she couldn't move his body weight off her, he'd have to put her on top of him if he wanted her there.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 2:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Ummmm...." he hummed trying to articulate as he felt her nails scrape down, hitting all the right nerve endings and making them jump on fire. They danced around and around and made him dizzy. "Umm..." he tried to peek with one eye open but shut them tightly again. "You wrangle me so that you straddle my waist, taking your nails down my stomach towards the...." he hummed again with a giggle. It was weird saying it outloud. "towards my waistband..."
On Oct 30, 2014 5:19 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She moved her nails up and down and across his scalp as he got lost in it. She wanted his mind to think it was part of the fantasy as her lips brushed against his as she said softly, "Go on.." she wanted to take his belt off completely but she didn't want to spook him.. better to go at his words and pace.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 2:08 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His hands curled into her hair, that sensation she drew out exactly as his mind had pictured was completely fogging his brain.
Her nails that close to his scalp just made him melt, more now with the short hair. He cleared his throat to speak again but he was finding the formation of words a little difficult.
She moved her hand to his shoulders and her hand did what he said, scraped down his back, one hand undoing his belt to loosen his pants so her hand could slip past the boxers and dig in hard on his ass so he could feel what he was seeing before trailing it back up with pressure and across his head, massaging his scalp with her fingernails the way he liked while her lips left only to kiss his neck. If he could survive this then maybe they could get further.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 1:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His heartbeat was in his throat, listening to her words and trying to tell her what he was seeing. "Your nails scrape down my back," his shoulders twitched a little, his lips rubbing against hers again to feel them and that tingle against his skin. "You grab leaving little welts on my skin...down...down to my ass..." he grinned against her mouth. "You kiss my neck, rake your nails back up and against my scalp." He was trying to keep the manly bits out of it for a few more minutes, she could go for the belt and boxers next, IF he could keep his mind from reeling faster than she could move.
On Oct 30, 2014 3:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Okay..." she said in a soft voice, her lips just barely touching his as she spoke, "You have that visual and you can feel it... now tell me in that visual... what are my hands doing?" she wanted to match his fantasy and see if maybe that way they could bypass his freezing.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 11:48 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His eyes squeezed shut a little tighter. What was her game? That was the problem is he could tease, taunt and want those things all he wanted, but his mind sometimes got the best of him. The problem too is it tried to get ahead of him. Greed swallowed again. "Okay..." He said in a low voice, playing with visuals and the feather of her lips. It shot a cold shiver up his spine.
On Oct 30, 2014 2:03 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She didn't expect this to work completely on the first try but maybe with practice.. she kept stroking the side of his head and for a moment just gazed at his long lashes that she loved. "You can feel how much I want you in that kiss.. just you... never anyone but you.. and it's being done to show you that.. can you feel it..?" she asked with her lips grazing over his.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 10:58 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed released a breath he'd been holding, closing his eyes so all she had to look at were those luscious eye lashes against his cheeks. He stopped any movement just getting the visual in his head. Once it was there his lips parted slightly and his pulse quickened.
On Oct 30, 2014 1:53 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I want you to think of it first, okay? Not something light... something hot.. and heavy... with your eyes closed and my lips against yours, mouth open... tongue exploring... can you imagine that?" she asked while her hand stroked the side of his head. He had pretty raunchy fantasies abut her but the problem was pulling it into reality.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 10:49 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He swallowed down that part of himself that always got a little edgy. "Okay." Maybe this wouldn't get weird.
On Oct 30, 2014 1:15 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She did squirm and then looked disappointed when he stopped. She had an idea tho so she said, "I'm going to kiss you."
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 10:12 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed took that challenge, it was exciting to pull her out of her comfort zone and play games. This time he gave her a kiss, a little sliver of tongue, enough to make her squirm. Then he put on the breaks.
On Oct 30, 2014 12:51 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She pouted at him as he teased her back and she lifted her head to nip his lips with a small laugh. She raised a brow as if challenging him.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 9:40 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was a tease. At least right now, but so was he. When they had more time to actually explore and be together, sometimes quick and easy wasn't enough. She'd taught him the beauty in taking a little more time. He mimicked her motion but gave her a little more of a lick with his tongue before pulling it away.
On Oct 30, 2014 11:59 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She just gazed up at him and her tongue flicked out, lightly touching his fat bottom lip and then flicking slowly upwards to his top lip before she took it back. She took a lick instead of a bite but it was still very sweet.
On Thu, Oct 30, 2014 at 7:29 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"And it tastes dangerous, seductive, sinful..." he wiggled his brows a little, letting his lips sit close enough for her to get that taste. "So take a bite..." Chocolate was smooth and silky with hints of other flavors. Anything from hazelnuts, to coconut, and mint. Greed was all of it, so tasty no one could resist.
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 11:11 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She smiled with a pink in her cheeks at the compliment. One hand trailed along the side of his head where the hair was cut short, "And you.... are like the first taste of chocolate cake with whipped cream." because yes chocolate cake with whipped cream was yummy but it was that first time you had it, it was that feeling of this exists?? cause it was deliciously amazing.
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 8:07 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
"I am trying to get in your pants, but you're still a creamcicle with cherries on top." He licked the tip her nose, that goofy grin shining back at her.
On Oct 29, 2014 10:39 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed again and squirmed under him, finally smiling for probably the first time in days, "You're just saying that to get in my pants...." but she had a look of love on her face as she gazed at him.
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 7:34 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He loved hearing that laughter. It was better than Christmas music. He tickled her some more to hear it vibrate off the walls. "Mmmm. You're beautiful thats what you are. A gorgeous, tasty creamcicle." Topped with cherries and whip cream.
On Oct 29, 2014 9:19 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave a burst of invountary laughter at the tickling and loved his little kisses, "There's more than just that?" she gasped dramatically, "You spoil me. Tell me what else is there?"
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 6:14 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Well, that's the main thing." He tickled her sides, running his nose up and down on her neck, little kisses lingering behind those soft nuzzles.
On Oct 29, 2014 8:45 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her hand continued playing on his back as she said, "The message is you like sex and aren't subtle..?"
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 5:36 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Sounds like a good way for you to get the message." He smuggled a kiss nipping softly at her neck.
On Oct 29, 2014 7:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She gave him a look, "You're going to grind out the answer against my pelvis in morose code?" his plan had worked, she was starting to be set adrift in a big ocean of blue and all she had to hold on to was him.
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 4:25 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I can tell you exactly who you are..." he wiggled his hips against hers, settling her legs around his waist.
Greed had been here before with this idea of not knowing who he was. He could understand but he wasn't going to play the sympathy card.
On Oct 29, 2014 5:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Her finger touched the valley of his spine and went up and down idly as she said, "No.. well.. kinda, yes. I mean, I feel like I don't know who I am anymore." that was the part of her that knew the truth that was gonna make her implode, "How can you know who I am?"
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 12:20 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Nope, definite gold mine." He put her hands on the dip of his back where his belt held up his jeans. "Are you disputing my word?" He tickled her ear with his breath a tiny kiss on the neck.
On Oct 29, 2014 3:06 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She squeaked when he hugged and crushed her under him as if that would keep her safer. "Mines are dark and scary and I don't know what's in it anymore... you say its gold. But it could be.... fish. I could be a fish mine."
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 11:11 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"He might be your DNA but its not you." He wrestled her into a hug and rolled them over so his weight crushed her. "Besides there's only one Zoe gold mine." He nipped her nose.
On Oct 29, 2014 12:43 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She wrinkled her nose, other girls might get turned on by guy on guy but she didn't want to imagine Greed with anyone else. Woman, man, vegetable, mineral. "No but it's weird. You'd have been with someone who has some of my DNA. I know I'm not the only girl you've ever been with, but I'd like to think I'm the only one of something you've ever been with."
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 9:41 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I have made out with dudes, so theres the off chance you might be in luck...." he was teasing her because this was ridiculous. "Whats it matter anyway? Think they'll steal me away?" He was cemented here.
On Oct 29, 2014 12:28 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"And that's creepy..." she buried her face in his neck, "I don't want you to have slept with half sisters or half brothers of mine...." she frowned, "Tho I did hear Theseus say that he rarely had girls." she pinched him, "So you might be in the clear."
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 9:21 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"And?" He held out his hands. "Are you going to track down every member, show them my picture then ask 'have you slept with this guy?'" Did she hear how crazy that was? Suddenly his one-night stands were getting under her skin?
On Oct 29, 2014 12:10 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She let out a frustrated noise, "But it means I'd go from being an only child to one of... of... god knows how many siblings." she looked at him with slightly wide eyes and an ewwww face, "It means you might have slept with one of them at some point." she did not look thrilled about that.
On Wed, Oct 29, 2014 at 6:33 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Good thing I like chocolate." He grinned, bypassing her panic completely. There wasn't a hint of disappointment on his face, she was overreacting from her own thoughts not his.
On Oct 28, 2014 11:27 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She just gave him a look as he decided to be all sweet about it, "But it'll change everything. It'll be like you thought I was a treasure chest of gold coins and they looked like gold coins but when you got up close, they aren't gold coins, they're those chocolate wrapped in gold foil to LOOK like gold coins but they're not."
On Tue, Oct 28, 2014 at 8:25 PM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Greed twisted a little stand of her hair, unraveled it then twisted again. "I do hate Greeks..." his finger stroked her cheek. "But you're my Greek. There's a difference."
On Oct 28, 2014 9:30 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed and said in a rush of words, "For starters, you hate Greeks. If this is all true then that'll make me HALF Greek." they'd always thought she was just a quarter Greek. God, two years ago she didn't even know she was Greek a little even..
On Tue, Oct 28, 2014 at 6:27 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"What?" His lip contorted into strange shape as he looked at her as if three heads sprouted from her neck. "What are crazy juice are you on?"
On Oct 28, 2014 6:49 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She had something else on her mind, "I know it might seem stupid but I'm worried... you'll love me less if this turns out to all be true...." her voice small as she didn't look him in the eye. It was a foolish fear but a real one. She wouldn't be who they thought she was if Theseus was her father.
On Tue, Oct 28, 2014 at 2:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I guess it does sound pretty grave." He fingered the strap of her shirt, watching it go up and down with his motions.
On Oct 28, 2014 5:37 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She looked at him with those bambi eyes and asked softly, "Still wanna tell me not to go crazy over it..?" did he now understand the gravity of what she was facing?
On Tue, Oct 28, 2014 at 2:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"It would be like someone burning everything I ever owned. Out would be shitty." If he wasn't Greed anymore he would destroy himself in grief. It was just who he was.
On Oct 28, 2014 1:08 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She shook her head, "No, I'm saying I wouldn't have a name." she refused to accept Theseus as her father. She nuzzled him, "And you didn't answer, how would you feel?" she wanted him to not run from it, recognize it and acknowledge it so he could understand how she felt.
On Tue, Oct 28, 2014 at 10:06 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
When she put it that way it made him uncomfortable. He took in a breath and released it with a heavy heart. She was clenching his insides again with those baby seal eyes. "You just said earlier you wanted nothing to do with him. Now you're saying what? If he's your father take his name."
On Oct 28, 2014 12:22 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She did look up at him and said, "How would you feel if your parents weren't really you--" she wrinkled her nose, "Let's try another approach. What if someone knocked on our door right now and said Yeah so you're not a Sin anymore because of reasons, you're just a normal immortal and suddenly all your siblings aren't your siblings anymore and you can't keep the name Greed cause you aren't Greed anymore. How would you feel?"
On Tue, Oct 28, 2014 at 8:34 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Its nothing you need to go crazy over." He nudged her to look up at him. He didn't want her to waste her thoughts on something so stressful. It made her crazy and then he'd be serious on implementing a sex is an order.
On Oct 28, 2014 9:09 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned, "But if he is my father it means my father who was a Hansen is not my father which doesn't make me a Hansen. I'd feel wrong about the name if it turns out the only reason I have it is cause my mom whose my sister got it for me by making some married guy think I was his so I could have his last name." she wrinkled her nose, "Oh God... unless.. his last name isn't Hansen and they just like made it up or something.." she was questioning the validity of everything now, even her own name.
On Tue, Oct 28, 2014 at 5:35 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Just because your parents change doesn't mean your name changes. You're still a Hansen. Your own Hansen." A name was just a name when Greed had had so many. Only Zoe had made Chance mean more than that. So, he knew the power in a name, and he knew she shouldn't change the one she had. It defined her, the thing was she just needed to be confident in that name for herself.
On Oct 28, 2014 12:05 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed and closed her eyes for a moment, letting his actions soothe her, "Am I? And which mother? My last name won't even be Hansen then... it'll be..." she frowned and opened her eyes, "I won't even have a last name. Theseus used a fake made up one when he fucked with my grandma and Greek 'heroes' don't really have last names. I'll be just Zoe..."
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 9:01 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"You're still you. Raised by your mother, searching for family." He kissed her forehead, combing his hand into her hair. He crushed her tighter to him. There was no escape, she had him as a jail around her. He was her escape.
On Oct 27, 2014 11:43 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She loved his octopus way of cuddling and she nuzzled his neck, inhaling his scent on his skin, it was warm and calming. She couldn't sleep even tho she was tired. Her mind was back to click clacking its wheels on the same track it'd been hurtling down before.. but this time she came to him. But in a different way. Not for desire.. but she decided to trust him with her thoughts, which could be just as precious. "If he is my father... I won't know who I am anymore." it was her fear. To have her whole life... erased.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 8:39 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
They wrapped up in each other, kissing and cuddling for hours until they wore themselves out. He held her tightly to him, legs and arms tangled together like rope.
On Oct 27, 2014 10:20 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
The best part was they were't going to be interrupted... there was no Virtue or Digger in the next room. There was no one who knew where they were. It wasn't a rented place. It was theirs. Their home to do in whatever they wanted. Zoe just snuggled into his side so she could keep kissing him comfortably for at least a few hours.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 7:16 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
It was like butter melting when he had her mouth again, her hands comforting on his bare skin. He completely laid himself onto the couch, wiggling his hips under her to get settled.
On Oct 27, 2014 9:50 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a muffled sound and followed suit, landing on him, her hands going up his chest as she leaned down to kiss his mouth again. That was the other thing about Zoe, even if Greed started it, it didn't mean she'd take a backseat completely.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 6:45 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
His knees hit the arm of the couch and he climbed over backwards expecting her to follow. That kiss broke with a little tug on her bottom lip as he slid into a comfortable position on the couch. She'd get more when she settled in on him.
On Oct 27, 2014 9:26 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She laughed softly into his mouth as he guide them towards the couch, her brain was slowly melting like an ice cream cone and she loved it. If kissing was how they communicated then the best part of the deadzones were these "long talks".
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 6:17 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He pressed her to him walking them towards the living room and the sheet covered couch. He kept kissing her with those long, savoring motions. They could kiss until their lips were raw and puffy.
On Oct 27, 2014 8:54 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
They were like cats that purred and rubbed against each others faces to show affection. She wanted him to remember the love they had that went beyond the physical cause he seemed to have forgotten it. Or well, it had faded. It wasn't just about wanting him, it was about respecting him, loving him, the things he didn't get anywhere else.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 5:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
Whenever her hands went on a venture against his skin, it sent a nice set of goosebumps down his back. He made a little noise in the back of his throat, nudging her cheek with his nose as he left soft little kisses and bites down her neck before going back to her mouth. That was Greed telling her he was here abd he had no plans to leave any time soon.
On Oct 27, 2014 8:19 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
It was a long and slow kiss, not like the ones he had with other girls, this one was luscious. It was showing him that he'd been stomping around wanting her to want him when she already DID. Her hands fanned out across his lower back, pressing into his skin to bring him closer.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 5:15 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
What he could always get used to in these zones we the fact that he could kiss her for as long as he wished without the fear that he would drop to the floor. So, there's was no reason fir him to hold back, especially when she gave him a good taste. He let his tongue slip out to take that kiss in a direction they normally couldn't. It wasn't a horny kiss, just one that was them communicating with each other without words. He was getting from her that she did respond to his kisses in the best way possible.
On Oct 27, 2014 7:22 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
With Lust, he had to fight and force and make her, and push her, and even then it was always malicious. But with Zoe, when his lips touched hers, even tho he was taking that kiss, there was an equal amount of her giving it to him. She was responsive to him, her arms tightening around his middle.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 4:03 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He dropped his hand replacing his thumb with his lips. "Yeah, we are," and maybe one day she'd call him her boyfriend again. Sooner rather than later. This time he didn't push her to go first, he just took that kiss fir what it was.
On Oct 27, 2014 6:17 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She put her arms around his middle as he toyed with her lip, "They are different.. but we're still together." that part wasn't changing, they could figure the rest out, couldn't they?
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 3:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"Things feel different now. I'm finding my way again..." His love for her was just as strong, if not more than it had been before, but he was having to learn to navigate all over again, this time with the Sin and the boy all on board together. He rubbed her bottom lip with his thumb. He'd have to test this theory of hers for himself. Was she always responsive?
On Oct 27, 2014 6:04 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"You used to kiss me all the time. Whenever you felt like it. Now it's like... a competition. To get me, force me, to come to you. We didn't used to be like this..." she said in a hushed voice as she searched his eyes when he came closer. He never used to care who made the first move because the result had always been the same.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 2:59 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He swallowed heavily as she continued to drive that nail further into him. It was nestling nicely right between his eyes, because he knew she was right. He looked right at her face, at those shiny lips that a lot of times he never got enough of. He leaned off the counter so he coukd see them up close.
On Oct 27, 2014 5:40 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I know.." she said softly with sympathy. "But you also know how to get what you want. And punishing me? That isn't going to speed this up, it's gonna make it take much much longer. You want this to go faster? Then show me you love me. Show me you want to be with me and that you aren't going to leave again. You think I don't want you? Whenever you kiss me, do I not kiss you back? Am I ever unresponsive to you?" she wanted him to really see this.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 2:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She still never called him by Chance. He was a Greed now to her, it made the reprimand around even heavier. A hammer coming down on the head with a loud crack. "Its hard for me to be patient sometimes." He got a little ahead of himself.
On Oct 27, 2014 4:47 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"I know, and I'm sorry, for when you don't deserve it." sometimes she was mad at him and it was because of him. "But this is why it's hard for me to accept you as my boyfriend again. I need time, Greed. Every little thing makes me think oh God we won't make it or you're going to leave and you know what's gonna fix that? Time and YOU showing me that it's not true. When you punish me to try to stroke your own ego, what you do is tack on extra time to however long it'll take for this to heal."
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 1:44 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I get kicked too you know, every time you get mad and you put it on me." They made a volatile pair when they slammed each other with the same anger. He punished her, she pushed him, it was just a real force of nature. "I'm not giving up." That was not ever in his plan. He didn't give up.
On Oct 27, 2014 3:46 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"We can give up or we can work on it." she looked at him, "I'd say give up but we just bought this house together and then there's the whole I'm in love with you thing."
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 12:42 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He leaned against the sink top counter, wiggling his toes. "So what do we do?" He'd said he'd change when he came back, this was the part of him that was still struggling in how to be with her again.
On Oct 27, 2014 3:19 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She sighed and dropped her arms, "I do want you. But you have to admit you don't make it easy... when I try to show you I want you, your brain shuts down and I feel rejected. When I'm not drooling all over you, you punish me and try to force me to come to you. I feel like a puppy that you call over and every time I come, I get kicked."
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 12:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com>wrote:
He bit his bottom lip. "I just want you to want me. You still won't even make me your boyfriend." He was impatient, he couldn't help that, she knew that.
On Oct 27, 2014 2:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She folded her arms across her chest and gave him a look. She didn't yell or say it with malice, her voice was soft but firm, "Tell the truth." because he never did anything solely for her. Especially not this.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 11:39 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He looked like a pouty child hearing the truth when he hadn't wanted to. "I just wanted to make you feel better." His bottom lip poked out. Truth was he wanted to make himself fell good because there was still a little bit of a wall between them. He thought he saw them differently then she saw them. She wouldn't make him her boyfriend, and he still wanted to prove she wanted him.
On Oct 27, 2014 2:20 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She let out a breath and then said, "You aren't meant to be used... you're meant to be loved." and he seemed to forget that. Sex was fun and everything, but there was connection and intimacy, even when they'd had angry sex before, it was special between them.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 11:15 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He'd been putting himself out as a piece of meat, now he was exposed and felt cheap. He hugged his arms looking at his feet. His naked bare feet. He had his jeans on but he felt completely naked and cheap and he didn't like it.
On Oct 27, 2014 2:04 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
"Aren't you?" she threw the money back in her bag, "Cause it sounds like you were offering to clean my pipes." she lifted her head up with a wry look, "Oh wait no, you were offering a plunger so I could do it myself." only Greed could manage to insult them both at the same time.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 10:55 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I'm not a plumber." It was insulting now, but she was making him see exactly what he was asking. He hadn't thought it was such an insult, but that's exactly what it was.
He backed up, hands sliding across the sides of his head where the hair was still fairly short and shaved in that fancy fohawk. He didn't like this now. Maybe he should have just kissed her. Kissing her was easy. Kissing her may have put her in the mood.
On Oct 27, 2014 1:36 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She frowned as if she was mock confused, "No? Isn't that what you're doing? Providing a service? Letting me use you? Shouldn't you get paid for that? If the toilet was clogged, we'd call a plumber and he'd unclog it. It's a service. It requires payment."
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 10:31 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"I don't want you to pay me." He scrunched his face up as she just handed it over. He loved money, he loved sex, and he loved her, but that was just a huge turn off.
On Oct 27, 2014 12:52 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She made a face as if everything she just said went right over his head. She put a hand back on her hip, "Sure, hang on and let me get my wallet." she walked over to her bag that was on the table and literally took out her wallet, "Do you charge by the minute or by the hour?" and she took out some bills.
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 9:50 AM, Lauren Christensen<prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
"So you don't want use me?" He was a bit disappointed. Of course he wasn't just a dildo, but he was telling her he was okay with being one right now. She however, was saying the complete opposite.
On Oct 27, 2014 12:28 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She glared at him and then closed her eyes, trying to remember he was a Sin and a moron at times. She opened her eyes and looked at him, "If all I wanted was sex to take the edge off, I would jam something up there. You are supposedly the man who loves me. If you want to kiss me and hold me to take the edge off, then great. But you are NOT a dildo for me to use."
On Mon, Oct 27, 2014 at 6:40 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He was talking about himself as if he were a bottle of wine, a toy, something she could use to take the edge off. What, was that a bad thing? "Don't you need to lose a bit edge? You can use me, its okay." He was handing himself over, he was okay with it.
On Oct 27, 2014 2:44 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She furrowed a brow as he talked and then a look of anger streamed into her eyes as she put her hands on her hips. "I'm sorry, you're handing yourself over to me? Am I supposed to be thrilled?" she threw her hands up and looked at the ceiling, "There is a God! The guy who supposedly loves me says I can TOUCH him!" did he not see how insulting this was to both of them?
On Sun, Oct 26, 2014 at 11:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
She was completely focused on anything that wasn't him. "We're here in a semi-deadzone and you want to clean house?" After the whole mental breakdown and Theseus, did she seriously not want to use him at all? "I'm practically handing myself over on a leash and you won't even yank."
On Oct 27, 2014 2:14 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
She did turn around, she did look at him but all she said was, "Did you wanna take some measurements?" They'd have to for the renovations they were planning. Yes, he was a gorgeous man but her mind was a zillion miles from there and she didn't think he'd been serious about his sex plan before.
On Sun, Oct 26, 2014 at 11:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote:
He let her slide down, waiting for her to turn around and actually notice instead of sweeping away her thoughts with a broom. He was worth the temptation wasn't he?