WHO: Greed, Lust, Zoe & Chance WHEN: Friday WHERE: Lust's office, Lust's apartment, Zoe's apartment WHAT: The broken couple explores WARNING: Some smutish text Note: The log reads backwards
That burned deep inside. A fire had been lit up and died out almost as quick as it had started. Things were starting to sink in now. He didn't like it at all, but it definitely put a damper on his day.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 8:40 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She rubbed her forehead and even though it was hard, she was hurt... and angry over their breakup. The things he said.. she wasn't going to respond but she remembered in time he didn't understand things normal people did. And technically she was his ony relationship. She texted back: When you breakup with someone, especially when you're doing the dumping, it's a considerate gesture to not contact that person again unless THEY initiate it. I'm not ready to speak to you. I don't know when I will be. Spend your time finding yourself and having fun. Not contacting me.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 5:37 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He stared at that text thinking maybe he'd just misread. No contact...like...ever? Suddenly that little knife she'd buried deep down days ago started to twist and turn. It made his stomach feel like a wet shirt being wrung out and slapped around and tightened again until all the water was drained.
Never?
What if it was an emergency?
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 8:28 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She made a face, not knowing what the garbled message meant but sent a mass text to each of his numbers she had: Do not contact me again it was the least he could do after dumping her.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 5:25 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: She avoided the question which only meant she couldn't stand to tell him the truth. She got a garbled message after that because the screen cracked as he slammed it down on the counter. It was the second phone he'd destroyed after talking to her. He couldn't blame her for using his body as her boy toy, it was HIS which was kind of bizarre for him to wrap his mind around. He'd fuck it too if it the same had happened to her and he went home to it. It didn't diminish his jealousy, but it was a little different here. He was angry that she didn't want to speak to him at all. This was bullshit!
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 8:14 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: As usual he sent texts so fast she couldn't respond to one before he sent another. Her face felt heated and red when she read his latest one, she purposely ignored it and texted back That's what people do at night, they sleep, they do not get up to answer texts from their EX-boyfriends.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 5:11 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Sleeping so hard you didn't hear my call? Unless she had it on vibrate, or had been playing around with his empty body. He'd had a private investigator follow her around for days. He'd seen the pictures of her and Chance "hanging out". It was kind of pathetic. Were you fucking him? He had to know.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 8:07 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe made a face at her phone and looked in the direction of the living room where she and Chance had sex.. she felt weird about doing it in her bed and she didn't think he cared. She texted back Sleeping
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 5:04 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Chance usually let Zoe take over during their sexual excursions, and it was just that....sex nothing much more than that. He didn't get any kind of tingly sensation, his mind was usually pretty blank. It wasn't passionate, it was kind of dead inside really. She couldn't blame him, it was almost as if his soul was missing. Did he even have one of those now? He'd never had one to begin with, it made sense that all he was was a shell. Most times he probably left Zoe underwhelmed and unsatisfied.
Greed was getting dressed, brushing his teeth. He had work to go to, well, at least he let Lust believe that. He didn't want to stay indoors for days on end. She had things to do and without company Greed got bored. He looked at the response with a growl, brushing harder on his gums.
WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG? he asked in a message back.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 7:47 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe's buzzing phone went unheard because she was on the couch with Chance. He.. didn't really talk much, he didn't joke at all. They ate dinner (if he didn't eat beforehand) and then put on a movie to kinda ease into kissing and sex. It was awkward otherwise, how were you supposed to say let's have sex? The movie acted like a great buffer. She wasn't what he really wanted, he was all that was keeping her from losing it. They were cuddled together while they slept and then.. in the morning he had to go to work and she too. When Chance left, she looked at the bunch of messages on her phone and didn't know what to do. She felt sick just looking at his texts and typed back a quick response: This doesn't work if you keep contacting me
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 4:35 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: It had been forever and Greed was starting to realize was he really unhappy or was he being an arrogant asshole. The Sin was pissed off. Maybe after a few days he would feel like his old self, but in the back of his mind clouded by his arrogance he knew why he felt so distant. With the joint dangling out of his mouth he grabbed his lighter and his phone and went outside to smoke.
With a stream of smoke circling his head, Greed looked up to the sky. The stars were out. It was when he caught himself connecting the dots that he speed-dialed his ex, fully expecting to pick up. But when she didn't he got angry sending her a text. It didn't matter that it was about five a.m. She should wake up for his messages.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 5:37 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Lust spoke soothingly, like a mother to her child, "Darling... it's been forever.... you're settling into a new skin and back to the way things were. Give it a few days." but she let him do what he wanted, he'd been in her apartment before, as long as he didn't leave.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 2:33 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I can't get comfortable..." He jumped up to waddle over to his pants pocket where he'd stashed a joint. Maybe that would ease up this weird feeling he couldn't shake. On Jul 23, 2014 3:00 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Lust turned over and glared at Greed, "What is the matter with you? Beds are for sleeping and fucking." she shoved his chest, "You aren't sleeping and you aren't fucking so what is going on?" she wasn't concerned, she was annoyed.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 11:56 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed wiggled back and forth in bed, like a restless child that could get in the right position. He grumbled in his sleep, frustrated and irritable. If he couldn't sleep, Lust wasn't going to either. On Jul 23, 2014 2:22 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote:
Whereas Zoe would have put her arm over Greed's or ran her hand sleepily through his hair, some indication that she felt him holding her, Lust didn't stir. She tolerated Greed grabbing on to her but she was not going to snuggle. A tangle of limbs during and after sex was natural. But sex was over. It had been over for an hour. They did not reach for each other to hold. Unless he wanted more sex..
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 11:18 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed felt broken. No matter how many time Lust sugared him with her vindictive sweetness he wasn't satisfied. She oozed sex and reminded him what it was like to be with her. But something was still severely off kilter. Physically it was fantastic. Mentally he was off in a distant place. As she rolled over like a man would, it took Greed another hour or so before he fell asleep. He had watched the sun peek in between the curtains. He didn't even realize in his sleep that he curled behind Lust in attempt fir someone to hold onto.
On Jul 23, 2014 2:00 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Lust wore Greed's color as a peace offering, the dress was lacey but in a way that exuded sex. She was happy with this new Greed. He was like her old Greed. The one that came to her, the one that had sex all night, the one that was her mirror. There was nastiness in this Greed. She sexed him up for hours, all through the night and only when dawn hit the horizon did she fall asleep.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 10:52 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His face soured as she waltzed out leaving him alone. She knew he hated being alone. It was in that silent, dark office, with Lusts lingering scent that he felt betrayed. Zoe had set him free and he wasn't enjoying that carefree being he'd been before. If something was missing in sex with Lust, maybe he was broken.
On Jul 23, 2014 10:50 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Lust came over with a big smile, her clothes and hair and even makeup looked perfect. She gave Greed a deep kiss, "Really like this new you. I have to run, but come over tonight. We can work out more kinks." since this body seemed off in the sex department. But Lust would shape it up. She always did.
On Wed, Jul 23, 2014 at 6:22 AM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed found there were a lot of things he was missing when Lust hopped up getting off him as if he were nothing more than a horse to saddle. He'd come to use her and in turn he was the one feeling used. She didn't cuddle, or even stick around for a smoke.
He got up off that desk feeling as I'd she'd broken a million bones in his body. There was no challenges with that, because no matter what Lust would get what she wanted even if he didn't.
On Jul 23, 2014 12:36 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: There were no soft noises or whimpers, no hand traveling up the back of his neck into his hair, no legs wrapping around his waist, no big brown eyes filled with desire, no kisses when it was done, and there was no real working for it. Lust orgasmed every time and she didn't need him for it. She had slammed him on the desk and rode it out on top and when she was done, she literally stepped off him and went to the mirror to fix her hair, Lust didn't do snuggling.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 9:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Lust had one leg up on him that she could play to his advantage----his lack of sexual satisfaction in the last week. After Zoe gave him the key to freedom he had his old life to walk in, just with new shoes. The problem was these new shoes had a tighter fit, much less room to wiggle in or breathe. It was actually more suffocating than he'd expected. So, Lust offered that hungry release he needed. It wasn't about running back to Lust with his hands tied, it was about using her to get something better.
It was brutal. He resisted, she hit him back with an arsenal of arrows, all dipped in her poison to sting with each prick. Some hit deeper than others. Some were determined to bury themselves deep inside. Some may have sticking power, but none were as deep as the chord Zoe had pulled and strung around his heart. There was a tug once he and Lust finished their beastly game. He found himself missing something at the end of it.
On Jul 22, 2014 11:54 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: That smile was more deadly than her anger and she got close enough before her hand whipped out like a snake striking, grabbing him by the tie and yanking him down, hooking two fingers into his mouth and holding onto his chin, "You seem in the mood for pain... good." she was going to make this sex hurt.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 8:48 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: If Lust ever became his enemy there would be a war between them. A nasty one that fed off humanity in the nastiest of ways. She was agitated he could sense that, but right now he simply did not care. Provoking her seemed much more fun than just giving her what she wanted. He'd already remained celibate from her for so long she was bound to do some physical damage. Instead Greed just smirked doing his best to stomach her waves of influence. "Can always improve perfection when it doesn't give you everything you want." She would rip his throat out for that one. Let her.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 10:32 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She wasn't even phazed because she knew she was the hottest thing on the planet, "Can't improve perfection, darling." she was literally the ideal woman, every man's fantasy, she was born that way. She advanced on him, she might look slim but she had insane strength that made her hold her own in a fight. The strength and power of desire.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 7:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: He didn't like when she bastardized the body that was still very much his. It might be a puppet on strings just tangling itself to death, but it was still HIS. "Maybe you should look for an upgrade yourself." Two could play at this game and she knew it. She might try to avoid his strength, but he was going to bat her around a little before things turned nasty.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 10:03 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "No, I just found it hard to get it up for a fat hairy lump." she didn't even say it in a mean way, she stated it as fact. She cocked her head to the side, "Baby, are you saying you want me to come and get you?" she grinned, "You know I don't like to break you to fuck you but I do just a little." and she giggled. She was not a frail flower, she had a lot of pent up agression against him, she was going to win, it was just a matter of how.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 6:47 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Maybe you just lost your touch in how to wrangle it." It didn't mean she knew how to wrangle this one either. He was just going to let her flash her lights, he'd weave through them. He stuck his finger in his mouth slowly doing his best to make her think she had this in the bag. She might still by the end of it, but mentally he wasn't going to let her take him over. It would be too easy to give in, even though that familiar fire in his veins made him a little weak in the knees. It was arousing, but in truth Greed had forgotten what it was like to be with Lust he'd been at bay for so long.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 9:36 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Lust ran her tongue over her bottom lip, "This new skin has some fight in it... I like it. Your old one was..." her nose twisted in disgust, "Getting soft." she was aroused and it just made influence radiate off her in powerful waves, smacking into him.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 6:32 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed was tired of his master. He wanted to be on his own without the overhang of 'look who made you' tattooed on his face. He knew who made him, and it wasn't going to be Lust. It was going to be himself, because he was an entity without her, powerful in his own right. That was something his squishy mortal toy had taught him. That he had learned made him powerful. And maybe he'd bend a little, but he would not let Lust take him down with her whip. He did something he hadn't done ever. He pulled back from her kiss, lips already a shiny red from blood. He wiped it off on his finger and licked it. He'd left a pretty tooth-sized indention her hers.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 9:28 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Lust bit back, literally. Her eyes gleamed and she kept his mouth captured as her influence hit all the right spots. Did he forget who taught him the virtues of pain with your pleasure? This wasn't some innocent mortal who was shy and coy to his advances. This was his master, she taught him everything and then some and she wanted it now. And no one, nothing, said no to Lust.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 6:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: Greed was ready to leave the moment he'd walked in the door. This was more like let me flaunt in front of you and show you what you could have that I'm not giving you. But her mouth was always poison. He wasn't going to go down without a fight. He'd give her hell to wrangle. He bit down on her bottom lip just as her tongue had snaked it's way in and out of his mouth. He'd bite that too if she gave him the opportunity.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 9:23 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Lust didn't see the problem, "So?" she wasn't Zoe, there was no 'mood' with Lust unless it was HER mood. And she was in the mood to see what her new shiny toy could do. She put her hands on his cheeks and pulled him in for a deep kiss, letting her influence race to seep into his new veins and coat his blood to get it boiling.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 6:20 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I know you do, but it doesn't mean I'm in the mood." Surprisingly enough he wanted her to feel that burn that he could deal without her. She was a ball and chain he was determined to escape. The same way he'd escaped Zoe's....but that thought made his face sour. Part of him was actually mad at her for giving him the key to let them go. Now it was just a scorched memory hanging around his neck.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 9:15 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Lust wasn't worried, she was the more powerful of the two, her touch was toxic and her kisses were lethal. "You know I like to play." and she was annoyed that he'd stayed away for months. But she kept a cool demeanor and her hand touched the side of his neck after she adusted the hat on his head, but she wasn't fooling around as what should have been a slow burn felt more like a blast of heat.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 6:13 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I always show off my new toys." Except the ones he didn't want anyone else to play with. He took his hat off her head, coming close enough for him to smell him, but nowhere near enough to even drink from her lips. He wasn't going to give in just yet. If he decided to. He kind of liked hanging this over her head.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 9:04 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She put a hand on her hip and smiled, "You came here. You're standing in front of me. It might be for you, but you wanna show off." she knew him better than he thought.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 6:02 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "Whatever suit I chose to walk in, it's for me. Always for me. Surely you've been floating on water too long if you think I did any of this for you?" He perked a brow in her direction, smiling like a cat. It didn't matter if she had the upper hand or not, the fact was Greed felt good knowing he didn't need her approval.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 8:59 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She shrugged, "I had a choice between slumming it with your hairy chubby body or his hair non-chubby body. You had two strikes, he had one." she smiled cat like, "Did you really get this new skin for me?" she purred, fully thinking he did this to try to tempt her.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 5:57 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: His jaw clenched as she insulted his last body, the face that he himself still became jealous of. It was his, now it was just a plastic barbie doll walking around looking for the right playhouse to play in. His eyes lowered as she circled like a cat ready to sink it's teeth in. Would he let her have him that easy? Fuck no. "Thought I'd give you something to salivate over. Anything must be an upgrade since you went swimming with rotten fish."
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 8:48 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: The only reaction she had to his new face was a quirk of her brow. She caught the fedora and stood up, placing it on her head and looking almost as good in it as he did. "Well well well..." she said and slowly smiled as she walked towards him, ignoring his question. This was the shiniest gift wrapped present she'd gotten in awhile, "Get a little bored of the fat body?" she countered as she looked him up and down, walking in a circle around him. "This is quite an upgrade."
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 5:43 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: They were both searching for something that wasn't there anymore, and in a way it was pushing Chance away than bringing him in, at least emotionally. He was detached. Greed took the opportunity to really stretch the new body. In truth he shouldn't have picked Lust to wag his tail for, but sensing her back in town in this new body---he couldn't resist the opportunity. He was a dog wagging his tongue, slobbering all over that piece of meat. When he stepped in the room, he didn't even act any different. "Get a little seasick?" he asked flipping his fedora off and tossing at her. Lust probably thought he'd be on his knees, drooling the moment he saw her. He wasn't, and he was going to lord that over her.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 7:32 PM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: Zoe didn't mean to... but Chance was all she had and like typical girls, she was clinging to him to hold on. Whereas Greed understood and liked her clinging to him like a lifeline, normal boys tended to find it suffocating. They were heading down a bad path. While Lust in the meantime wore an outfit that was equal parts sex, dominatrix, and class. On her feet were shoes so shiny, it would tempt even Greed to try to steal them. She could smell him outside her door and it made her smirk as well. Finally, the prodigal brother had returned. Of course, she expected nothing less. She'd gotten back from her whirlwind cruise by ditching Theseus in Hawaii, hooking up with a billionaire and getting a ride to NYC in a private jet. Now she had work piled up on her desk... hmmm.. she shoved it all into the trash and then raisd her voice so Greed could hear, "Don't skulk, just come in." she couldn't wait to gloat about how he came back to her. He always had. Always would.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 4:12 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: In some ways Chance git the feeling she was trying to make him Greed. She couldn't have the real thing, so she was settling with a watered down version. It was Greed 2.0, but not nearly as good.
He followed her to the restaurant, not even sure what to order. Sometimes even knowing what to talk about put a damper on their time together. With how they had been spending their time, words didn't really seen to matter.
Greed had not been as free as he thought. Zoe was a ghost haunting him. Hooking up with Lust was just trading one ball and chain for the other. He stood outside her office waiting with a smirk on his face. He was sure she would be intrigued by the new face.
On Jul 22, 2014 4:56 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "Yeah.. I mean, you've been there a lot too." she glanced at him and then wrapped Samson's leash around her hand, "Well your body has. I like it. I'm part Greek." she didn't know how much Chance retained from Greed. Some things he seemed to know, others... he didn't.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 1:26 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "We can try it." He shrugged slipping off his glasses for a pair of shades. The sun was out, blinding him now. "Have you been there a lot?" He seemed to catch on that she was familiar with the place. It was probably somewhere she and Greed used to go.
On Jul 22, 2014 3:37 PM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: "There's a greek place a few blocks down... they have some healthy stuff too." remembering that he didn't really care for greasy things anymore. Okay, so maybe she was taking him there cause she and Greed used to go there. Though Chance was not Greed and every day she was realizing it more and more.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 12:30 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: "I didn't really know where I was going to go for lunch. Tired of chicken salad sandwiches." Maybe she knew of somewhere nearby that was a change. He didn't seem to know at all what to do on most days, at least in the office setting his tasks were already pointed out. Simpler things which used to be easy for Greed to decide were a lot more troublesome for Chance. It's what made him very, very human.
On Tue, Jul 22, 2014 at 12:32 AM, Lucky L. <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She kept her disappointment to herself when he didn't return her kiss and said, "I'm still on thin ice with my boss, he just needs me for a few hours in the afternoon.. if you had plans it's not a big deal...." she gestured that she could go. She kinda didn't even think he might have plans with someone else.
On Mon, Jul 21, 2014 at 9:29 PM, Lauren Christensen <prettykozi@gmail.com> wrote: “I thought you had to work today?" Or he'd just snuck out quickly that morning before she woke. He blushed lightly at her kiss. He was still trying to feel things out fir himself.
On Jul 22, 2014 12:11 AM, "Lucky L." <neverluckymore@gmail.com> wrote: She wanted to be reassuring that their mishap didn't matter, she hoped they could move past it. She wore a simple summer outfit that had a pop of color on her wrist now that she felt naked without her bracelet. She didn't know if it was okay or not but she gave him a friendly kiss on the cheek in greeting when he smiled. Samson was on his leash and sniffing around him, getting used to this new boy.