He could hardly tell her God's opinion and if she didn't feel right with Him any more, he doubted he could change her mind. "I remember when I felt that way," he said instead. "Not- not for the same reasons, but belief here is so different I just wasn't the same man any more. I was changing and it was against my will. I didn't think I deserved to be a saint again, not ever. I guess what I learned is that we're His no matter what. We are His chosen ones because people believe we are."