Agatha nodded. "She touched me and I-" she swallowed, awkward and uncomfortable and deeply ashamed, and now as she spoke she fidgeted with her fingers, wringing them and letting her eyes fall there instead. "She made me- um- let's say that she made me feel a certain... a certain... pleasure." Her look to Patrick was very pointed, begging him to get what she meant without it being more clear.
"I didn't want it. I certainly didn't want it from her either. And yet..."