He did light it, because Thomas was a good guy, and Jamie's dad. If anyone knew how it all felt, Thomas would.
"I was like that when my dad was dying. Pack a week now, mildly better." He shook his head, knowing what Jamie might say. He nodded. "Yeah. Same here. Supposed to say it'll be alright but shit I just don't know. I feel like I fucked up, that I shoulda been more aware."