Okay she did want him to leave but when he actually did it, she was shocked. She didn't say anything or try to stop him. She sat there and watched him go, remembering how much she hated watching people walk away from her, because most often they didn't come back.
She couldn't understand what the hell happened.. what went wrong? They'd kissed before and he'd gotten sick and upset but he never left over it, not even the first time. She let out a breath and sat lost.. just feeling rejected in the worst way possible.