He finally watched her, his throat feeling ready to close up. "I beat her and then I raped her," he finally admitted aloud. He could only do so because Clio hadn't run from him. "I felt like she deserved it for making me so...obsessed."
What he didn't say was that he still felt her, burning under the surface. If he saw Sia again, the result would probably be the same. The memory of her lingered and while most of those thoughts brought horror, some of them brought lust.
"I want to die, but I can't. I won't be a coward on top of everything else."